Bang Sihyuk forced Seokjin out of Bangtan.

Seokjin didn't want to tell the others so he kept it to himself and slowly faded away from the members. He was honestly terrible about himself and wondering what he did wrong to the group as a whole.

Seokjin thought that it was his fault that Bangtan was breaking apart. Seokjin always supported the members emotionally but never physically. He cried all night wondering if he could go back in time and change everything bad that happened.

"Seokjin Hyung, what's wrong?" Jungkook asked the oldest.

"Nothing JK," Seokjin wiped away his tears and cover himself with his covers so Jungkook couldn't see.

Jungkook got off his bed and went to turn the lights on. He then went over to Seokjin and took the covers off.

"Hyung, why are you crying?" Jungkook asked while wiping away tears that was on Seokjin's face.

"It's nothing, really," Seokjin forced a smile.

"I can't stand seeing Jin crying," Jungkook had a frown on his face.

They talked a little after but Seokjin only lied about everything. That he's ok, he's happy, and that he's not scared. He hated lying but he didn't want to get Jungkook worried.

Seokjin has been searching for jobs everywhere. He found a place where he needs to pick vegetables and fruits from a farm yard. He didn't know if he should love that job or not. He had to be under the sun all day. He had to deal with that even if he didn't want. It was the only thing he could do at the moment.