Since the longest itachi uchiha has been in love with best friend, shisui was just perfect. He was there for him, whenever he needed a shoulder to cry on, or even talk to. He loves him deeply, he dosen't know exactly when he started to fall for him, it was kinda hard for him to remember, he loves him deeply.

Currently he was twenty three and shisui was twenty six, he worked for the CIA. Him and obito were out on a mission, he's decided he was going to confess his dying love for the raven, he's never felt so nervous but he couldn't hold these feelings in much longer, so here goes nothing.

Obito and him were walking towards his parents, shisui, sasuke, and kakashi all we're waiting for him. Itachi felt his nerves but pushed them asides and look at the five, " itachi I missed you baby " his mother spoke as she hugs him tighly.

" I missed you too mom " he spoke as he smiles gently, " sup " kakashi spoke towards obito as he nods his head at him. " How was the mission? ' sasuke spoke, " it went well like usual " obito spoke. " Yeah, uh shisui I wanted to talk to you about something in private " itachi spoke.

" Sure but now that we're all here, me and sasuke wanted to tell you guys something " shisui spoke. " What is it? " Fugaku spoke, both look at each other and nod there heads, " we wanted to announce we're dating " both spoke in union.

Itachi world froze as he looks at the two, his eyes frozen and he could hear the sound of his heart breaking. ' th-there dating?...... ' he thought, as all nervous feeling suddenly disappeared and we're replaced with shocked and sadness.

" That's great to hear guys " he spoke as he smiles at them, masking his sadness. " Yeah It is, what did you want to tell me itachi? ' shisui spoke. " It's nothing important it can wait for later, I'm not feeling as good I'm just going to head home " he spoke.

" Oh I see, well I'll see you later " shisui spoke, he nods and walks out of there. Knowing if he stayed longer the tears will fall, he ran towards his and shisui's shared apartment, he runs towards hid room and locked his door. He slid down the door and let out his tears, not sure how he should feel.

His best friend and brother are dating, he's never felt so hurt in his life before. The worst part was, they didn't even know they were hurting him.

~UxU~

They were a knock on itachi's door, he quickly whipes away his tears and puts on mask. He goes to open the door and sees it's obito, " hey I came to check up on you, I wanted to see if you're doing okay " he spoke. " I'm fine, you don't need to worry about me " itachi spoke.

" Itachi I know that's a lie, I know you're hurting. After all the man you were just about to confess your dying love is dating your brother, you don't have to lie to me " obito spoke. He just looks to the side, his bangs covering his eyes.

" I'm fine really " he spoke trying to convince him or more like trying to convince himself, obito let's out a sigh. He walks over to him and pulls him into a hug, " it's okay itachi, you don't have pretend around me. Just let it out " obito spoke to him a low tone.

Itachi bits his lower lips and tears began to fall down his cheeks, as obito run his fingers through his long raven hair feeling bad for the pale raven.

~UxU~

It's been a week since itachi figured out shisui and sasuke we're dating, he felt sad and hallow. Everyone around him except the couple knew he was suffering, everyone telling him they're sorry and wishing for him to get better.

Shisui has noticed itachi been more distance from him, he was confused but maybe he had things to do. He was spending quality time with his lovely boyfriend, both were so in love with the other.

There happiness only making itachi's sadness get worse, obito was always there for him. As of that time, obito was his best friend, obito let him cry on his shoulder, and just sit there and let him talk his worries and sadness out.

~UxU~

Currently kakashi, obito, itachi, shisui, and sasuke were in shisui and itachi's shared apartment. Ever since the two got together, obito been acting cold, mean to the couple. At first shisui thought he was seeing things, but saw he was acting the same way towards sasuke.

Shisui brushed it aside as if it was nothing, " so Anki how has your week been? " Sasuke spoke. ' terrible, I can't find a reason to smile anyone, for my happiness is no longer mine. But then again he was never mine ' he thought, " it's been fine " he spoke as he flashes a closed eye smile.

Obito frowns as he knew none of that was true, after all he's been with most of the week. " What about you kakashi? " Sasuke spoke, " I worked at a teacher, and have to teach kids who half don't even want to be there. It's been fine " kakashi spoke.

" What about you obito? " Sasuke spoke, " don't worry about it " he spoke. " Okay that's enough, what's your problem obito? Since we got back you've been acting mean towards me and sasuke " shisui spoke. " You of all people should know why " obito spoke, " no I don't, what did I ever do to you? " Shisui spoke.

" You're more stupid then I thought, if you'd actually use your brain for once then you know " obito spoke. He grabs itachi hands and drags him, " I'm leaving, itachi you're driving me back from the bar " he spoke as both leave, leaving the other three dumbfounded.

" I don't get it, what did I do? Do you know kakashi? " Shisui spoke, " honestly no, you're just going have to think about it " kakashi spoke.

~UxU~

Currently both uchiha's sat in the bar drinking away their worries, " hey obito can I ask you something? " Itachi spoke as he looks down at his third beer. " Hmm? " obito hums out, " when will it finally stop hurting? ' he spoke, obito looks over at him and saw his eyes fill with so much sadness, and he let's out a sigh.

" I don't know, it takes time for you to heal, it can take mouths even years for you to heal " obito spoke. " I see " he spoke as he takes about drink of his beer, " love is a beautiful thing but also a ugly thing, love comes in all shapes and forms. From loving a certain object, loving a sibling or seeing some as a sibling or heck even family. But romantic love it's the most difficult one of it all, it can be so beautiful and make you feel like you're on cloud nine. But once you take that away, it makes you feel so hurt and you feel like it has no motivation and feel so numb. Some people get hurt so bad they close off there heart, other's take forever to heal but eventually they get back up. Love is like a monster, it can be very beautiful but once you take off it's sheet it's a ugly beat that eats you up " obito spoke.

Itachi looked over at him listing to every word he spoke, " I see " he spoke. " You have to decide what to do next, you can either get back up or just let the hurt eat you up " obito spoke. Itachi nods his head as he took in his words, not knowing what to do.

~UxU~

After his talk with obito, itachi moved out of the apartment. Seeing the two everyone wasn't helping him,it hurt him he's lived with him since he was eighteen and they shared so many memories in that apartment. He now lived in a one bedroom apartment, it was so lonely he was used to waking up to shisui doing some dumb shit.

Now he woke up to silence, not being able to smile how he used to. Feeling so hallow, as if once he moved out he left behind his happiness, his days were so plane and boring. Shisui did come over to visit him, but it wasn't the same, nothing was the same anymore.

~UxU~

Itachi stood in his apartment, it was so plane in their, it didn't change the fact everything was in boxes or were, it was mostly empty now. Itachi couldn't deal living in the hidden leaf anymore, he couldn't deal with seeing shisui everyday making his heart break more.

He had gotten transferred to the hidden mist, he's decided he'll live there from now on. Kisame his friend thought it was for the best, he lived in a two bedroom apartment and decided to let him be his roommate. Besides it's better that it's someone you know and not a complete stranger.

There's a knock on his door, itachi was confused but goes to open the door and saw it was obito. " Obito, what are you doing here? " He spoke, ' I came to check up on " obito spoke.

" Come in " he spoke as he steps aside and let's him in, obito walks in and saw almost everything was gone. But then again itachi didn't really have much, he closes the door and both sit down on the couch. " How are you doing? " Obito spoke.

" I think you already know the answer to that question ' itachi spoke, obito frowns a bit, " I'd be alright " he spoke. " No it's not, obito I've been trying to make myself believe I'd be okay but it's not. I can't keep pretending everything okay, and I'm not dying on the inside. They're days where I just want to give up and pretend I don't even exist " itachi spoke.

" I know buddy, but I'm here. You're not alone " obito spoke spoke as he placed a hand on his shoulder. ' I know but I can't keep going on and seeing shisui, seeing him happy with sasuke only hurts me more. That's why I decided I'm going to move to the hidden mist, kisame already offered me the other room in his apartment " he spoke.

" No!, You can't move!! You can't leave me!! " Obito spoke, " I'm sorry obito, this may be my hometown but I can't stand being here another minute. There's nothing here for me " he spoke, " but there is itachi, because.........I love you itachi! " Obito yells.

Itachi looks at him wide eyes, " We've known together for the longest, I admit I loved Rin. But after time I started to realize how innocent you are, how you'd do anything for other's happiness, never thinking about yourself. I loved that about you and so much love, when I heard you loved shisui it broke my heart but I pushed away my own feelings. Trying my best to hook you guys up which never happened, it's the reason I've been here for you as a friend but also because I love " obito spoke as he looks at him.

Itachi was a bit shocked by his sudden confession, but soon regain his senses. " I'm sorry obito I can't return your feelings, I'm still in love with shisui but also I know somebody who feels the same way about you, and I can't let them suffer like me " he spoke.

" Somebody loves me? But who? " Obito spoke, " I love you obito " a sudden voice spoke. Both turn around and see kakashi, " kakashi?, How long have you been there? " He spoke. " The whole time, I came by to surprise you, but instead ended up listing to your conversation. My apologies " kakashi spoke.

" You love me kakashi? " Obito spoke, " yes, ever since we were little. But I never showed it cause I found out you loved Rin, but soon I figured out you got over her and started to fall for itachi. I knew itachi liked shisui, and it was a whole love triangle. I didn't know if I should help itachi get with you or shisui,in the end I tried to hook him with shisui. It was obvious itachi loved him more, so much he'd risk his own life for him. But sadly my effort went in vain " kakashi spoke.

" Why, you can have anyone in the world. Why did you choose me? " Obito spoke, " I can't exactly put it in words, but I just love you so much " kakashi spoke. " That's why I can't return your feelings obito, kakashi is, been in love with you for the longest. I can't let him go through this pain I'm going through, I don't want him to feel the pain of seeing the one you love with somebody else. It's the worse pain to ever feel " he spoke.

" But I love you itachi " obito spoke, " then stop loving me, I can't love you. You should try to love kakashi, he loves you. I don't love you in the romantic way " he spoke. " But itach- ' obito was soon cut off, " please, just try to love him. Just try for two weeks obito, promise me " he spoke as he looks at him.

" Fine, I'll try but I can't promise you anything " obito spoke, " thank you " he spoke. ' so you really are leaving? " Kakashi spoke, " yeah " he spoke as he looks back at him. " When are you leaving? " Obito spoke, " today, my flight goes off in thirty minutes " itachi spoke.

" I'm going to miss you " obito spoke, " I'm going to miss you too, both of you guys " he spoke. Both go to hug them, he hugs them back feeling sad, but knew he had to do this. ' I should start going " he spoke as they pull away, " let us take you itachi " kakashi spoke.

He looks up at them and just nods his head, " alright " he spoke.

~UxU~

So there stood itachi waiting for his flight with obito and kakashi, " well this is it guys, I'm really to miss you both " he spoke. " We're going to miss you too " obito spoke. " We promise to visit ' kakashi spoke, " yeah " he spoke as he nods his head.

" Hey itachi, you know how you said you couldn't return my feelings. Can I at least kiss you? " Obito spoke, as he blushes a bit, itachi looks at him. " Sure, it's the least I can do " he spoke as obito walks over to him and cups his cheeks.

Itachi looks up at him, he leans down and connects there lips, itachi kisses him back and closed his eyes. This is just as obito imagined it, it was magical finally being able to kiss him. His lips were so soft, against his, he didn't want this kiss to end, he wanted it to last.

They soon pull away for air and look each other in the eyes, " thank you itachi " obito spoke as he looked him in the eyes, " it's the least I can do " itachi spoke. Soon he heard his flight, " I'll see you guys later " he spoke, as he hugs them both and goes to walk away, but turns around.

" If anyone asks, you guys dropped me off because I had a mission " he spoke, " got it, good luck buddy " kakashi spoke. " Yeah, and obito for being my first kiss, I'm glad it was with you " he spoke as he walks in and hands his ticket in.

" Wait what?! " Obito yells suprised.

~UxU~

It's been a mouth since itachi was sent out on his " mission ", everyone was gathering to welcome him back. So they were heading to his apartment to throw a suprised party, ' obito and everyone yeah, nice to see you guys again hm " deidara spoke as he sees them all.

" Hey deidara, good to see you " shisui spoke, " what are you guys doing here un? " deidara spoke. " Well itachi was sent out on a mission, and we're going to throw a little surprised part to welcome him back ' sasuke spoke.

" Really yeah? But why here hm? " deidara spoke, " because he lives here, duh ' obito played along. " Huh hn? Didn't you hear yeah " he spoke, " hear what? " Shisui spoke. " Itachi dosen't live here anymore yeah, he moved out a mouth ago hn " deidara spoke.

" Huh?, No that can't be " mikoto spoke, " it is un, if I'm correct he moved out the day he left for his mission yeah " deidara spoke. All but obito and kakashi were shocked, " why would itachi move out and not tell us? " Shisui spoke.

~UxU~

With itachi the past mouth was hard, he adjusted well with living with kisame. He welcomed him with open arms, he was thankful he didn't question him on suddenly wanting to move from konoha, but didn't focus on that.

It was decent, but deep inside he missed shisui, just seeing him made his day. He missed everything about him, his short black curls, down to the smallest scare on him. But he knew if he stayed much longer he wouldn't last long, heck he probably would of done something crazy like try to take his own life.

He found himself falling deeper into depression, he couldn't help his once brightful colorful world was now dull and in black and white. He honestly didn't have much motivation for much anymore, kisame tried his best to help the pale raven.

Currently was his day off and here he sat in his room, the only he could think about was shisui. It's the only thing he ever thought up, sometimes he wished he never fell in love with him, cause then he wouldn't be suffering right now.

He hated this pain, he may not be able to see him face to face, but whenever he post something on social media showing how in love he was with sasuke it broke his already broken heart more. He just wanted to curl up in a ball, and disappear wishing not to exist anymore.

His phone rang, he saw it was the same man who was the reason he's suffering. He didn't want to answer him, he didn't want to hear his voice or know anything about him. It soon stops ringing, but soon starts again this time it was his mother, he sighs he just wanted to be left alone. He prepares himself, he puts on his mask to show he's okay, he grabs the phone and answers it.

" Hello " he spoke, " itachi uchiha how could you do this?!! " She yells angirly. " Mother what are you talking about? " He had a good hunch what it was, but wanted to make sure he was right. " You know damn well what I'm talking about, how could you move to hidden mist?! What are you think?!! " She yells.

It didn't phase him that she was this angry, I mean he just grab everything he owned and left not even telling her. " I'm just doing what's best for me " he spoke, " what's best?!!!, What's best for you is to stay with us!! How could you do this!?, You didn't even say bye! " She yells.

' do you not know how much it hurts?, Don't you know I try my best to be the itachi everyone knows. Who just smiles, since I found out shisui and sasuke we're dating my life been shit. I can't even look at shisui without wanting to break down in tears, my happiness is gone. Shisui was my light my world is now dull, everyday I wake up wanting to know why I'm even trying. I have to pretend to be the happy normal itachi you guys want, but I can't do it anymore I can't keep doing it. The more I look at sasuke and shisui being happy, I feel myself get more numbed. That's why I left and if you can't except that, I can't change your mind but my decision have been made " he spoke as he hung up the phone.

~UxU~

After that conversation his parents had time to think, and they ended up excepting his choice. It was for the best, shisui and sasuke we're still upset he left but decided not to bug him with it. Everyone was doing good, kakashi and obito we're actually staring to go out, itachi was happy for the two.

But as for him things got worse, so bad he was out on medication to help with his depression. But he rarely drank them, he found himself turning towards alcohol to numb the pain, kisame wasn't going to let it happen though, he tried his best to keep him away from it.

He even got him to drink his medicine, honestly itachi just wanted to die. It's been seven mouths since he moved away, his family and friends would come visit him when they could, he always fooled them with his mask, no one saw past it, not even obito.

That day wasn't anything particular, he was coming back from work and picked up the mail. He walked in and saw kisame cooking dinner, " hey itachi how was work? " The blue man spoke. " Boring as usual " he spoke, as he began to look through the mail, seeing if he got anything.

" I see, my day was pretty wild. Today at work some guy came in and- ' kisame voice soon fell into the distance, as he froze as he saw a particular envelope addressed to him. His world froze as he felt tears blur his vision as his throat felt dry, his heart tighten.

" Hey itachi are you okay?, Itachi? " Kisame spoke as he saw the state he was in. He got worried, he walks over to him, itachi fell to his knees and began to sob, kisame kneels down next to him.

" Itachi answer me, please. You're scaring me " kisame spoke, all he did was hand him the envelope. Kisame looks at it, and soon realized why he was so sad.

You have formally been invited to

Shisui uchiha
&
Sasuke uchiha

Wedding, you're present has been requested

~UxU~

After he figured out both we're getting married his world fell apart, but he pretend to be happy for the two. He found himself not wanting to live anymore, so he decided after the wedding he's going to end his life. He was going to go to the cliff, the Sam cliff shisui and made so many good memories. He was going to overdose at his favorite spot in the world.

He flew down to konoha, he was going to be shisui best man. He didn't want to, but he couldn't find it in himself to deny him, so there he stood by him. " I'm so nervous, hopefully I don't screw this up in anyway " shisui spoke. " You'd be fine shisui, trust me " he spoke, shisui looks at him and nods.

Oh how he wished he was the reason he smiled like that, soon sasuke stood before them. Itachi didn't pay attention to anything, he saw as sasuke and shisui smiles at each other happily, his heart ached. Oh how he wished one of them will back out, but no and never in a million years would he except two simple words will hurt him so much.

" I do "

Those two simple words that both said stabbed him through the heart, everyone clapped as both of them kissed. This was the happiest day of their life, but for itachi it was the saddest day of their life.

~UxU~

Kisame was looking for nail clippers but couldn't find them, he figured he'd borrow itachi's. Itachi told him not to enter his room when he was home, but he wouldn't notice. He opens the door and goes to look for them, he looks into his desk.

He couldn't see it but he stumbles upon a letter, he was confused. He decides he'll just see what it was, there's nothing wrong with that.

Dear whoever finds this letter

If you're reading this, it means I'm already gone. I'm sorry but I can't do it anymore, I can't live this miserable life anyone. For the longest I couldn't find it in myself to keep living on. Since the longest the light in my life left, sasuke took him away from me, I felt so betrayed. But I couldn't find it in myself to ruin my little brothers happiness, I'd give up the world for him. That's exactly what I did, I'm sorry but I can't do it, I know it's a terrible idea of commuting suicide on there wedding, but I can't do this anymore. I'm sorry, no one ever did anything wrong it wasn't sasuke fault he fell in love with shisui and took my world. Just know I love you all no matter what, so don't blame yourselves for my death. Just know I'd finally be happy, this is goodbye I guess. I love you all and I'm sorry.

Sincerely,

Itachi Uchiha

Kisame eyes widen, ' no he can't do this!, I got to stop him!! Before it's too late!! ' he thought.

~UxU~

The wedding was over, everyone was celebrating, itachi sat in the corner staring down at his glasses of rum with hallow eyes. He sighs, he couldn't do it anymore he got up, he was going to head to cliff and end his suffering once and for all.

Everyone was having so much fun, he felt bad that soon that happiness will turn to sorrow. He went to look back at everyone one last time, he saw them being so happy, his heart ached. He turns around and went to walk out, but before he got to the entrance.

" Excuse me, can I have everybody's attention " shisui spoke, everyone looks over at him. " I just wanted to thank everyone for coming, but I have something I want to say " he spoke as he looks over at sasuke.

" Sasuke uchiha, I've known you since you were little, as a kid you were so cute and adorable. I've watched as you grew from an innocent cute baby to the man you are now. I never saw myself marring you, but as time went by I found myself falling for you. I couldn't help these feelings I tried to push them but couldn't, I found myself thinking of you, and only you. The day you agreed to be my boyfriend was the happiest day of my life, but now standing besides me as my husband. I wouldn't want to be anywhere else, I love you sasuke uchiha " he Spoke.

Everyone clapped, sasuke went over to him and both shared a kissed. He couldn't help but stare, they looked so happy, he wanted that and nothing else. In that moment it's as if time froze, it did hurt to see them so much, but he thought if he left he'd missed out on so much.

Watching as they grew old, maybe adopting a child and so much. His phone rang he saw it was kisame and he answers it, " hello " he spoke.

" Itachi don't do it, you can't commit suicide think about what you'll miss. You'll miss out on your brother growing old, I know it pains you watch the one you love and sasuke be together. But please you can't do it, please " kisame spoke desperately.

He looks back at the couple took in what kisame spoke, he only had two choices and he had to choose the right one.

To be or not to be?

Was the only question in his head, and he knew what he had to do. " Don't worry kisame I won't, I thought it through and I'm going to keep living. I just know I'll always be in love with shisui, but that's okay. I'm willing to live with that, I'll be fine, I know I will ' he spoke and for the first time since forever he let's a smile come across his lips.

~UxU~

Since the wedding itachi excepted he'll always be in love with shisui but that's okay. Even if he can't be the reason he's happy that's okay, as long as he's able to stand by his side and be called a friend that's alright with him.

Itachi been through so much, and decided that he should share to the world his experience. So he decided he'll write a book, he's started to write one, once finished he send it in. He sent it to many publishers till finally one of them Decided they'll publish him.

He was so happy, but didn't tell anyone, till finally it was about to be released to stores. Everyone came over to celebrate the release of his book, itachi knew his book wouldn't get know but he's still happy. ' I'm happy for you Anki " sasuke spoke.

" Yeah, me too itachi " shisui spoke as he smiles at him brightly, it still hurt when he saw the two, but he's decided he'd except that pain and not let it take over him. " Thank you two " he spoke, as he smiles a bit.

" Anyways, I'll like to make a cheers. For itachi, I wish you the best of luck on your book, too itachi " obito spoke, everyone cheer and itachi smiles brightly.

~UxU~

Itachi honestly didn't expect his book to get anywhere, but within a mouth many people we're buying it like crazy. Itachi was surprised many Calling it a masterpiece and wanting a squeal, see itachi only wrote up till he turned seventeen or aka takihiro the main protagonist did, many wanting to see if takihiro and shin we're going to get together.

Even his closes friends read it loving the concept of the story, he was happy everyone was enjoying it. He was home it was his day off, he was currently writing the sequel when he got a phone call. He looks and saw it was shisui, he was hesitant if he should answer it, I mean yes he excepted he'll always love him, but it still hurts when he talks about how happy he is with sasuke.

But he answers it anyways, " what is it shisui? " He spoke, " please tell there's a sequel, this story so sad " he spoke. " Wait?, You actually read my book? " He spoke as he blushes a bit.

" Of course it's so beautiful, I can't believe you made up such a beautiful story like this " he spoke. He frowns a bit, oh how he wished it was fake but sadly it wasn't.

~UxU~

Itachi was feeling a bit sick, he decided he'll go to the doctors to get checked out. They were running a few tests to see what it was, he wasn't too worried about it, he dosen't have to. The doctor walks in, he had a almost sad look on his face as he looked at him.

" What are the results? " He spoke, " well most of the test came back negative except one test " he spoke. " What does it mean? " He spoke, " itachi you're sick with a deadly illness, you've actually been since you were young. This type of illness is hard to detect, as of now there is no know cure, but anyday can be your last day. I'm sorry " he spoke.

Itachi's eyes widen as he looks at him shocked, just when everything was getting better life comes to fuck him over.

~UxU~

Since he was diagnosed with his illness, itachi wasn't the best. When he was told he could die anyday, he sunk into a deep depression and once again back to his old self. This caught kisame attention and he tried his best to help him, no one knew of illness, he made sure of it.

He honestly didn't know what to do, he was back into his dark little hole. He felt alone, each passing day he got sicker, he felt trapped, as everyone around him grew happier he grew sadder.

Late one night he layed awake his thoughts getting to him, he grabbed his laptop and let his fingers type away. The only thing that made him feel alive was writing, in there he could disappear and forget about his worries, he felt safe.

~UxU~

He soon turned in his work and soon it was being released, everyone was quick to go read the sequel. Many saying they loved it, but he didn't care as he stuck in his deep, dark little mind that he desperately wanting to be pulled out of.

He wanted to go back to being happy, where they were no more pain. He wanted to go back to before shisui shattered his heart, he wanted to be happy.

~UxU~

Three mouths passed, his birthday passed he was now twenty four, but he didn't care. Many asking if he was going to release a final book, the last book had ended on shin and saku weeding, where it looked like takihiro was going to end his life.

" You really have some ideas in your head, but man is this story really sad " shisui spoke. " Yeah, but why would takahiro let saku date shin, he may be his little brother, but still ' sasuke spoke. " I agree with you on that, I wouldn't care there's boundaries on how much you can sacrifice for your little brother " shisui spoke.

" You're right, watch. Back me up here Anki " sasuke spoke, " I really can't if I were in takahiro position. I'd step aside and let sasuke have the man I love, if it means he's happy then that's all that matters " he spoke.

" As expected of you itachi, you're too kind " shisui spoke as he looks at him and smiles a bit. That same smile that makes his heart flutter, the one that makes his heart aches.

~UxU~

Another four months passed, itachi depression got worse he was on medication again. He was always in his room, not feeling the motivation to get up and do anything, kisame was there for him, trying his best to motivate him. In those last four mouths he released the final book to his little series.

Everyone was sadden on how it ended, he ended it with takahiro depression getting the best of him and takes his own life. He knew that's how he was going to leave this world, his depression getting the best of him. Currently he was in the hidden rain, he was there for a interview with a reported about his book series.

Obito and kakashi had come with him saying they wanted to visit the hidden rain. They stayed in a hotel, Itachi in his own room, obito and kakashi in there own room both rooms where connected by a door. Itachi was in his room, he went to go to there room but before he could open the door he heard obito and kakashi talking.

" You never told me the reason on why you were angry when shisui and sasuke first got together " kakashi spoke. " Oh that, I was angry because shisui had told me he was in love with itachi. He told me he has been for the longest, so much that when we came back he was going to propose to itachi. But when we got back he was dating sasuke,I had went up to him when he was alone and asked him why. He told me sasuke and itachi we're the same, so what was the difference he was dating the man he loved. It pissed me off, they aren't the same. That's why I was so angry at him " obito spoke.

" I see, so that's why you we're also angry at sasuke " kakashi spoke, " no that's not it, well more like half the reason " he spoke. " Huh?, What do you mean? " Kakashi Spoke, " I had a talk with him, I asked why he got with him. He said it just happened and that he always had a hunch that itachi liked him but oh well, he's with him now " obito spoke.

Itachi froze not bothering to listen to the rest of the conversation, shisui liked him but went with sasuke. Sasuke didn't care if he liked him, they both betrayed him in a way he'll never recover from. " Does itachi Know? " Kakashi spoke.

" No, he's still stuck on shisui. Imagine if the poor boy figured this out, gods know what he'll do " obito spoke. " Yeah you're right, let's just hope one day he can finally be happy again " kakashi spoke.

' I wish the same thing kakashi, I just want to be happy again ' itachi thought.

~UxU~

Itachi went to the interview, it was airing on TV, so everyone from home was watching. After hearing that conversation that obito and kakashi had he felt so numb and hallow, he pretend he was happy like he always did. Once the interview was over, he went back to his hotel, sat down and wrote a letter.

He sigh, he grabbed a pill bottle and a bottle of water. He drank them all, he layed on his bed awaiting for darkness to welcome him.

' I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore guys, I really wish I had the will to continue. Maybe then, if I had a little bit more courage and stood before you, would things be different. Maybe I would be able to stand beside you're side and be happy, I love you shisui and I always will. Maybe in another life we can meet and finally be happy, I'm sorry...... goodbye world ' he thought as his eyes closed and felt darkness overtake him.

He smiles softly, he'll finally be free, that's all he ever wanted. In the end he let love overtake him, and for him he was glad it did.

Fin

06/06/2020

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