Chapter 11
The almost relaxed ambience at the beginning of their visit quickly became tense and unbearable, so the group of friends eventually left. They tried to stay silent on their way to the exit of the building, but right after getting to the street, Por started complaining:
"Win is really acting like an asshole, why the hell did he have to leave so early!?"
"That's right, but you shouldn't have mentioned Sound's condition, the doctor explicitly told us to keep Sound away from stress" Gun remarked.
"What was I supposed to do, huh? You tried to make it better but Sound got mad at you too, so don't act like you know how to behave in every situation! This wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for that stupid secret of yours!" Por shouted back and immediately covered his mouth with his hands, knowing that he had just crossed the line.
"Guys, calm down ok? It is a very difficult situation and I assure you that it is absolutely normal to make mistakes, it was unintentional. We should also be happy that Win didn't enter the room if he wasn't calm enough, I can't imagine what would have happened if they had another argument" Tiw intervened. Por and Gun apologized and hugged.
"So, what are we going to do now?" Tinn asked.
"I really don't know..." Gun murmured.
For the time being, they decided to leave Win alone for a while trying to give him time to calm down on his own. Regarding Sound, they didn't really know how to act, so they just agreed to visit him when they had time, perhaps just one person at the time, in order to make it look like they weren't considering Sound's situation too serious. They weren't too sure about this strategy though.
Win went back to his dorm, he jumped onto the bed and pressed his face against the pillow, so that he could shout and cry without anyone complaining about the noise. Complaining... that wasn't really going to happen anyway, most of the rooms of his floor were empty, he could simply shout and nobody would have reported his behavior... no, the reason was a little different.
He couldn't explain the reason why he had the urge to hide his pain like that: while his friends were talking to Sound, he overheard everything, he was shocked as he noticed that Tinn wasn't angry at all, even for someone as impulsive as Win, it wasn't really difficult to realize that the whole affair between Gun and Sound was just a terrible misunderstanding.
Win felt miserable, he wasn't able to stay by his boyfriend's side in the moment of need, he only managed to escape and cry for his own mistakes. How could he think about how he was feeling, while he was supposed to stay with Sound and help him going through that terrible period? Instead of trying to help him, he got to the point of suspecting Sound... how lower could he go?
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