But Amy you can't spent your whole life like this. Look at other children of your age , no one is like you .I know that you value privacy ,but that doesn't mean that you will lock yourself in these four walls and live like a prisoner. this is the third time Larissa have called me .........she is expecting your presence darling.....................

But mom today i am not in a mood to go out , i am not feeling well at all........

 Sweetie I am really done with all of your excuses .Get up and get dressed if you don't want go to your friend's birthday then come with me ................

But where?

shhhhhhhhhhh.........just get ready and no more questions..... I am waiting for you downstairs.

Amy's POV :

Sometimes it is really difficult to make parents understand the reason or  logic behind avoiding your friends. Especially when you, yourself don't know as to why you are doing this. It my sound strange but in reality I also don't know the reason for this sudden change in me.

I do like to party, go out with friends; but not at the cost of my personal privacy. okay i am no busy person who needs a separate "personal privacy"  it's just that now-a days I don't feel like going and mingling with these guys.

I really feel suffocated in their presence......

Funny....because ; a couple of years ago when I was living with my granny I always dreamed of joining the "NY Academy"; the best school in New York .  God knows how many sleepless night I had spend thinking about the school's campus, it'students ................

But now when I have joined it,I really don't want to go there any more.

 It's not that the school is not up to my expectations rather it's zillion times more than that . Actually i feel as if i don't belong there , it seems that i was more happy in Corfu than here.Only Lyra is the only one with whom I can relate.................. but she is currently at her grandparents at Canada and I am sitting here and actually doing nothing.....

Is it because of what HE told me that day ?

It better not be.

Because the last thing that I would want is to get influenced by HIS words. But why am i thinking about HIM all the time? mom is correct this too much "privacy" thing has cluttered my head i really need some fresh air..................

Amy are you ready,  darling?

 Yes ..........i guess............

Come down fast dad is waiting for us .

Oh hell ,no not again, I don't want to face that man again ............ I wonder after all that, he still has the audacity to call himself as my dad and behave like him .....................and god knows why mom can't see thorough his tricks . this is why i hate LOVE; it makes you blind.

Granny was correct my mom is too sweet and too good not to trust anyone.....................and that is why i had to come here or else i bet things wouldn't have been how they are now........................ especially with this man. But who knew  i had something more dangerous waiting for me here in NY...................

HEY GUYS , SO FINALLY I AM ABLE TO PUBLISH THIS UPDATE DESPITE ALL THOSE TECHNICAL PROBLEMS, GOD KNOWS WHAT WAS WRONG WITH MY WATTPAD BUT NOW IT IS ALRIGHT .(I GUESS) .

SO HERE  IS MY FIRST STORY. I KNOW IT'S A LITTLE BORING BUT TRUST ME I AM REALLY TRYING HARD TO MAKE IT UP TO THE MARK . PLEASE DO VOTE , SHARE AND COMMENT SO THAT I CAN IMPROVE MYSELF...................

I HOPE YOU ALL WILL LIKE IT .EXPECT A NEW UPDATE EVERY FRIDAY.

I DON'T KNOW WHETHER YOU ALL ARE ABLE TO READ AND SEE MY POST IF NOT DO EMAIL ME  MY ID IS MENTIONED IN MY PROFILE...............GOD THIS TECHNICAL PROBLEMS ARE SO CONFUSING TO FIGURE OUT.

P.S- FORGIVE ME FOR ALL THE GRAMMATICAL MISTAKE. MY GRAMMAR IS REALLY BAD.

                                                                                                                                                 WITH LOVE                                                                                                                                                                                     THEMAVERICKPHOENIX