A/N: Yo. So uhh this chapter has kinky ass rape in it. Trust me I will not enjoy writing this but I will love the out come of the ending. Yes I am a sad emo freak. Oh and at the end of the chapter might have atempt suicide. Bye guys! And prepare to want to kill Frikles dad!

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I walked home from school that day and went to my basement. But before i could open the door my mom yelled at me to come into the kitchen. I sighed and did s she told.

My mom was in the kitchen with a bottle of White Wine in her hand. she was babbling nonsense with her words sluring. She then looked at me and said something that i could barley understand.

"Stay...*burp* away from The Asshole."

"Who?"

"Your fath*cough*-er"

"Why?" Why would she say this? i mean out of all the times to tell me she has to say now? The damage is done.

"He bought you bad, bad things. And i cant try to protect you." She then passed out. I didnt understand.

I walked to the basement to find that the lock was busted. This must of been how he was able to come in last night.

I walked in and set my backpack down. I put a chair in front of the door. I sat down on my blanket and thought about what my mother had said. She looked really drunk. Maybe she was just talking about random shit again.

After a while i heard my dad come home. He walked past my room luckly but it he sounded like he had some plastic bags on him.

I shook my head and laid down. I felt my eyes get heavier as drifted of to sleep.

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I woke up to the sound of my room being swung open. I heard my dad call my name. He then slammed the basement door open. He had a bottle of beer in his hand. i could see around him, of what i could count, 15 empty beer bottles.

He walked over to me his face in a twisted grin. I sat there is fear. He then said something that made me really scared.

"Come here kitty, kitty. Come to daddy." Eyes grew wide as he started to walk faster and faster to me almost running. I let out a yelp and tried to run away. Man did mom know this would happen?

He ran after me. I was running towards the door when i tripped on a beer bottle. My dad took the chance to leap on top of me, pull me by the hair, and drag me to the guest room that he turned in to his own sick fun house.

"Oh don't worry baby i am not gonna beat ya. That is only if you don't listen to me. Now are you gonna listen to daddy?"

I nodded my head. I didn't know what he was going to do. But i thought that whatever it was would not be as bad as a beating.

Boy, i was wrong on so many levles.

He gave me that sick twisted grin that i hate so much. And told me to stay.

"Dont worry cutie, daddy will be right back.''

My first thought when he left was to escape. I stood up and walked to the door. I heard foot steps and i ran back to the bed as if i was always there.

My dad opened to door holding a bag. I stomach was in a knot. He reached in to the bag and pulled out a maid dress hat and stockings. The only thing of a bout it was that it came with a choker and it was skin tight at the top.

"Come here princess. And put this on. Put it on for daddy."

"B-but i don't want to-" i was interupted by a slap across my face.

" I dont care for what you want! I care for what i want.Now put it on."

I lifted my head and took the dress. I unbuttoned my shirt to show scars that he gave me in the past. He looked at them and smiled. "Countinue"

I slid the dress over my shoulders and almost choked at how tight it was. I looked at my dad and he made a motion to my pants. I undid them and put on the stockings. I put the maid hat thing on my head and looked down in shame.

My dad licked his lips and told me to come over where he was sitting. I walked over with tears in my eyes nd pink on my cheeks. This was the most shame full thing i have ever done.

When i was over where he was he told me to sit on his lap. I did that and started to cry. He started to stroke my hair with one of his hands stroking my torso with the other.

He told me to get on my knees. I refused and got slapped on my face. He told me again and i obeyed. He tied a black piece of cloth on my eyes. I heard the sound of a zipper and pants being dropped.

No, no this cant be right. Please tell my i am not going to get raped by my dad.

" You are being a good little boy. Now i want to know what you can do with your mouth."

i gulped back on the knot in my throat.

'' Now open your mouth. And i would not think a bout biting anything off.''

I was crying so much right now. I dont want to do this. I want to out in the woods some where and get eaten by a wolf or on top of a building getting ready to jump or to have knife and slit open my wrists. Not this any thing but this...

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After the dreadful moment passed i was bloody and covered in white goo.

I wanted to talk to someone now. I needed to. I took my phone out and started to dial Ike's phone number. I got no reply. I did this over and over 9 more times. And he never picked up. I started to cry again. Instead of calling i texted him this;

HEY IKE. I AM SORRY I SNAPPED AT YOU EARLIER...

I DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU

I UNDERSTAND JUST THAT I NEED TO TELL U SUMTHING

I DONT CARE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY LEAVE ME ALONE.

I read that last message. I wanted to type more but i stopped.

I screwed up. I yelled at him and this was my karma. I ripped of the stupid outfit i was wearing and put on my original outfit. I when into the kitchen and took the knife from the drawer.

I waited until night. I then took out my phone and type Ike my note.

DEAR IKE,

I WANTED TO TELL YOU SORRY ONE LAST TIME BEFORE I GO. MY DAD JUST DID SOMETHING TO ME AND I WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW, I DONT BLAME YOU IF DONT READ THIS. I DONT BLAME YOU IF YOU FEEL HAPPY WHEN I SLICE MY WRISTS OPEN AND BLEED TO DEATH. THIS IS ALL MY DADS FAULT. HE IS THE ONE WHO BROKE ME. I GUESS I YELLED AT YOU CUZ I HAD NO OTHER WAY TO TALK. I WISH I COULD OF TOLD YOU THIS SOONER BUT I LOVE YOU. YEP SHOCKER HUH? BUT THIS ,IKE, IS MY LAST GOODBYE... I AM SORRY.

I hit the send button and used my knife to slice one of wrists open. I felt a little dizzy. I smiled at the feeling. I was about to slice my other wrist when the knife got pulled away from my hand. I looked up to see Ike. And he was crying.

OH MY GOD!!!! What did i just write?! Something awful sad and twisted!!! Man it is ok if you hated this chapter. Man. I took an hour to write this...