Avani pov

His every word was making my heart stabbing with guilt....

I have done wrong...I shouldn't have agreed to the marriage...but I was not left with any other choice...

Flash back

How many years you spend waiting for him...?? My mom yelled..

" Until my last breath".. I said looking into my mom's eyes...

We can't die every day listening to the taunts of the society when we keep our daughter with out doing marriage in our house....my dadi yelled ......

" If you feel I am a burden I am ready to live independently"..I said in the same tone...

Stop it...my dad yelled...

Ur my princess not any burden to me beta...my dad said keeping his hand on on my  forehead...

" We may not be with u for life long..we want you to settle in ur life...we want you to be happy....

You have waited for 2 years beta...he didn't return...

May be he will not"...my dad said the last word as a whisper....

" No dad my Arjun has promised me...he will come...it's just 2 years dad...I can wait for him..for my whole life"..I said letting my tears fall freely....

Mom, dad why are you silent they are taking about ur son...you know him more than me...na please say dad that he will come...I begged them falling on my knees...

Beta we are not ready to loose our valuable gift of our lives to some one..but we can't see you spoiling ur own life with ur own hands..ur dad was saying right...you have to move on beta....arjun's mom said hugging me...

You all are bad...I hate you all....I said yelling...

Shut up !

No more words...I have already seen a match for you they are coming tomorrow..u are saying yes to them..my dad yelled at me...

No I can't betray my Arjun....

No...I yelled...

Then u will be the reason for your dad's death...

"If you say no to the marriage..that will be the last sunset to me"...he said in a high tone..

You can't black mail me dad..I yelled..

I can he said taking the knife from the dinning table...and keeping it on his wrist...

I was pleading him with my eyes...he was pushing the knife into his wrist..

I saw the blood coming from his wrist...

Dad...

I ran to him...and tied his hand with the cloth tightly...to stop the bleeding...

I will....

I will..

I said running to my room.....

I tried to kill myself to escape from the torture...but arjun's face stopped me....

What if he comes...and curses me for leaving him...

What if he takes his life seeing me away from him...

Noo...

I thought of pleading the bride to cancel the marriage...

He never given me a chance to speak...when ever he calls me..my family used to be with me....

Flashback ends...

I am trying to give this marriage a chance...my mind was listening to my words...

But my heart was not accepting my words...

If he is hurt with my words, behavior..I am dying every day to change myself according to him.....

His innocent nature was pushing my mind towards...him...

If there is any other girl in my place..she would have fallen in love with him head over heels.....

How can I say him..that his eyes searching the blush in my cheeks..was only for Arjun..

How can I say him...my eyes reflect happiness seeing arjun's smile...

How can I say him...when ever my mind pushes me towards him my heart remembers me that I am not his....

How can I say him the heart beat which he want's to listen stopped the moment Arjun left me...

The girl he want's to see was dead 2 years back...

Arjun is the reason for my smile...

He is the reason for my happiness...

He is the reason behind my blush...

He is my heart beat.....

I can't fake my feelings to someone else...

He may leave me...

But he was with me like a shadow....

He is in my heart alive....

Still my eyes search for his one glimpse...

Still my heart want's to listen to it's heart beat once....

Please come back Arjun.....

Please......

You left me in a situation where I can't kill myself...nor accept aryan.....

He may be a perfect husband..

What should I say to my heart...which build a home of ur name...

I looked at the sky....staring at the stars...

Pleading them to bring the moon of my life back....

Soon sleep engulfed me....arjun's face  appeared relaxing my nerves...

Aryan pov

You can leave me...her words are ringing in my ear.. breaking my every nerve which was carving for her one smile...

I sat there on the sofa.. thinking the possible reasons for hating me...for her behavior....

Soon sleep engulfed me...

The next sunrise..just brought light to some life's but it filled my life with darkness...

I decided not to force her more..... until she talk's to me...

I am tired running behind her...I want to give my heart a break which was hurting me with her ignorance every time...

The day went silent..we ate breakfast,dinner together...

We talked a little.....

4 months passed without any progress...

We used to talk like a classmates...we used to go to our parents home and fake our happiness...I want it to be real...I want her to feel it from her heart...

All my patience level have been broken...

Today she will say the truth...what I am doing may be wrong...but it's the right way to get the answers....for all my questions...

I went to the home.....

I saw her slippers outside indicating she was home...

I went to our room..and saw her wearing Bangles...she wore a pink color saree looking like a angel...

Ya I remembered my mom called us for dinner...

But today nothing can stop me from getting answers...

Third person pov...

He took wild steps towards her..pushing her fragile body on the walls and forcing his lips on her....

He was kissing her hungrily...his cold heart was not allowing her tears to melt him...he bitted her lip....she yelled in pain.. hitting his chest with her tiny hands...

He left her due to lack of breath...he started giving wet kisses on her neck...

Move...she pushed her forcefully...

Please move...

You promised that you will give me space until I feel comfortable with you....

Then why..????

She said sobbing between her hiccups... hugging her knees...

I am your husband damn it I have the right to kiss you....

I waited for 6 months ..why you are punishing me...you have married me with your will then why....what's stopping you???

Can't you see my love for you in my eyes..

Answer me...he yelled gripping her shoulders... searching for an answer in her eyes...

You are not the person who stole my heart..she said falling on the ground crying...

But you are the person who stole my heart..he said in a broken tone

Aryan pov

I pushed her fragile body to the wall..and started kissing her hungrily...I want to kiss her gently pouring all my love...

I want to kiss her every minute of my life with love...

But she didn't left any way for me ....she will let the answers in her anger.....

Her tears were stabbing my heart...I never wished to be the reason of her tears...

She pushed me hard and started crying hugging her knees...

I yelled at her for the answer but never dreamed that her answer will kill my senses, will snatch my breath...

You are not the person who stole my heart...

It's like some one was stabbing my heart..

It's like some one stopped my breath....

I wished it's a dream...I blinked my eyes to come out from my dream...

But no it's real..

She love some one else....

I hardly swallowed the lump forming in my threat...

I quickly wiped the tears falling from my eyes...

I closed my eyes to control my tears,anger every emotion.......

But you are the person who stole my heart....I said leaving her alone...

I ran out of my house...searching for peace...

She doesn't loves you....

The girl who you want to be the reason for her smile...

To be reason for her blush...

To be the reason for her happiness...

To be the reason for her heart beat..

Was never your's......

You want to make ur place in her heart where she builds a home for you with her love...

Was already some one's.....

Agrhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

I yelled my lungs out letting my pain out...

I let my tears fall freely.......

The whole road was filled with darkness same as my life......

Why ??

I have been running behind it which is never mine....

Why it's paining a lot ??

You betrayed me avani.....

I fell in love with you the moment I have seen you....

You broken my heart which have fallen for you.....

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