Aryan pov

"Aryan don't "....avani shouted ...

I jerked up from my position and turned my face towards her who is searching for the towels.

"What happened avani?" I asked without any clue of what is happening

"You donkey you have made the sofa wet "she said throwing the towel on my face.

Seriously you have called me donkey avani I asked acting like an angry man.

"Sorry donkey will feel bad if I call you" she said rubbing her hair with towels.

You...wait I said running towards her but stopped in my tracks with a sneeze.

I started sneezing continuously and she ran into the kitchen.

After some time she called me from the kitchen.

I saw her boiling the water with some tumeric powder in it.

Aryan come she said putting off the stove and giving me duet.

Avani please I doesn't want to do it I said whining.

She slightly punched me on my stomach and forcefully made me inhale the flame.

We both sat on the sofa carrying our own plates and watching the movie "majili ".

The story closely relates to ours the whole time I could see different expressions flowing freely on avani face.

After eating our dinner we both went to our room and took our places . An unknown silence covered the air making us listen to our own breaths.

Avani turned towards me making me look into her eyes.

" No matter how much time you want to accept me avani I will " I said kissing her forehead.

"I have fallen in love with your heart not your past or your memories "

" I have fallen in love with your nature , craziness , smile everything"

"It hurts me when ever you look at your past but trust me the pain is so less infront of my love for you "

" Don't think much avani just listen to your heart " I said kissing her forehead one last time.

Avani pov

We both went into our room and took our places but few things are messing my mind keeping my sleep far from me.

Why aryan missing worried me?

Why I felt tears , happiness , angry , sadness seeing him infront of my eyes ?

Why I felt peace when I hugged him ?

Why I felt brave when Aryan holded my hands infront of the goons ?

Why I never wanted to free my hand from his grip ?

Why I am smiling at his stupid antics ?

My chain of thoughts broke by Aryan voice. I was just starting into his eyes listening to his each and every word making my heart flutter why ?

What he has seen in me that he never wanted to leave my side ?

Why he is not hating me for having a past,for living in the past memories, for loving arjun not him , for breaking his heart into million pieces ???

Why ???

"I love your soul which is pure avani " he said as if he read my inner turmoil.

Tears started forming in my eyes.Heart welled up with happiness.

Do I deserve him ?

Did he deserve pain ?

Why I should make him suffer for the things which already had happened?

Why I should make him feel the same pain which I am feeling from the moment arjun had left me ?

Why ?

Flashback begins

Arjun ..

Arjun..

I am calling this jerk from past 15 minutes this donkey is not even opening his bloody room door.

"What avani "he said with a sleepy tone ?

You said "we have to go some where come get ready" I said pushing him in the washroom and went into meet my mil.

After sometime arjun came back and we both bid our byes and started going to her college mate wedding, I think so.

"Arjun who is she your college mate" I asked

"Nah "he said looking at the road

"Then "I asked with curiosity.

"He is my best friends wife "he replied with a hint of sadness in his voice

"My friend fought for our country and lost his life in the battle" he said tightening his grip on the wheel.

I holded his hand tightly conveying him to calm down.

After few minutes of silence I spoke

" Arjun why she is marrying another man doesn't she love your friend "

" How can she forget him and move on "I asked with a glint of anger.

Arjun park his car aside and turned towards me.

Avani who said that she doesn't love my friend. He is her life avani , he is her everything but god has snatched him from her at any early age. She was alone in this cruel world. Every one have the right to color their life , live their life. A person can't wipe the colors from the life going away from their life. God has given only one life avani a person can't decide to live in darkness or in light.

She may have live with his memories but memories just make you smile , make you cry they  doesn't wipe your darkness , they doesn't stand in front of you as a sheild to protect you from the evil eyes.

God never gives a person a second chance avani if he gives them they should just pain their life with different colors. It doesn't mean you have to forget the person who brought color into your life it means you have to accept the colorful life along with old memories.

Nithin loved my friends wife the moment he has seen her serving in the orphanage , he even accepted her past because of his love for her and talked to her parents, they have made her say yes to the marriage.

I am sure he will win her heart and wipe the tears from her life.

"We can easily fallen in love avani but it's difficult to find the person who fallen in love with our darkness".

We can't break a person's heart who loves you to the core for the person who have left you alone with his memories.

I am happy that she is giving her life a second chance.

Flashback ends.

Avani ...

Avani ...

Where are you lost? Aryan asked looking into my eyes

Aryan I know I am hurting you every second loosing myself in the past memories.

I don't know wheather I can come out from my past.

I don't know wheather I can welcome my present.

I don't know wheather I can give a chance to move on.

But

I wanted to give a chance to our life Aryan...

To ours...

I wanted to understand you , know you..

I don't know if I can love you back or not but I will be loyal to you aryan..

I want to give us a chance

For

Our life .....

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