Aryan pov

I thought it will be a little painful listening to the person who have stolen her heart but it's like some one was injecting a slow poison into my nerves killing me from inside.....

I am trying hard to hold my tears and hardly gulping the lump in my throat ..... knowing the fact that I will never be in her heart..never ever....

When ever she says about him...I could see the spark of love for him in his eyes....which I dreamed to see for me....

I could see the smile on her lips uttering his name which i carved to listen from her.....

I could see the blush on her face recalling the memories with him which my eyes searched a lot every morning ...every night ...every second for me....

From the day of my marriage I lived in a hope that one day I will "stole her heart " unknown of the fact that she was living every second to see the person who "stole her heart "......

A cyclone of emotions were running inside me....my heart was burning with anger.......

If she really loves some one else then why she married me...?

Why she played with my feelings from the first day of our marriage?

She coul have said me on our first night....but no she has got ready to start the married life....

Did she think I will never notice her discomfort and attack her like a animal to Satisfy my needs....

Didn't she noticed the spark of love for her in my eyes....?

Didn't she noticed the smile playing on my lips ... whenever she is around me....?

Didn't she tried to read me for at least once ?

Lot of questions were hitting from my heart....

I was fisting my hands to control my anger , Pain each and every emotion which is breaking me....

"Avani can you please bring the lunch from me from our home ? "I asked her trying hardly to put the words in a crt line hiding the crack sound of my voice ...

I just felt to shout at her to get out from my sight for some time...but I can't....I can't hurt her....I can't see her in pain......

She wiped the tears from her eyes ......

" I wish I could hug you and console you wiping yours tears....but can't .....the pain you have given me is stopping my heart ....is stopping my hands to wipe your tears....."I thought in my mind

She went to our house leaving me alone....

I went inside the washroom and locked the door .....to hide all the pain in between these four walls....

I Fred my all tears which are holding back from few hours.....I punched the wall hard making my knuckles hurt.... realizing my pain.....

Sob escaped from my mouth....making me harder to stop the weak side coming out of me....

Why avani ?

Why ?

Why can't feel my love ?

Why didn't I meet you before ?

It's hurting a lot avani....a lot ...he was yelling rubbing his heart to console himself.....

"I don't know Aryan .....when I started allowng Arjun in my life....but slowly he occupied my life like a rainbow making the sky glow with different colors....."

"His actions reflected his love"

"He showed me the life......the life where avani for Arjun....and Arjun for avani.....and their small world of happiness....."

Her every word was echoing increasing my pain.......

"What about the life I dreamed of avani ......the life where avani for Aryan and Aryan for avani....and their world of love......????"""

I started questioning her looking at my heart where I have captured her for ever and ever ....

I was just a situation for her...which she failed in managing it....which she failed in overcoming it....she was feeling broken for breaking that bastard's trust ....that bastard's love....

But what about my love ....my trust.....

How can she still live in his that bastard's thoughts who left her to die with pain, tears......?

How can she just look with the hopes of his return when he has left her at the time she needed him the most ?

I am hell angry on her for ruining her life for someone who left her in the mid path.....

Who broked every promise in love ?

I took a deep breath and washed my face wiping the tears.....

I came out of the washroom and stood near the hospital room window inhaling the cold breath.....

"I don't know what she is in the past....I don't want to give a shit to her past...that matters to me is only her tears , her pain in the past "

"I can't leave her for someone's mistake she may be a lover to another person in the past...but now she is my wife...my love ...my life ....and I won't let her future ruin "

" I know she will not accept my love but my love is enough for both of us..."

"I know she will never let me enter into her heart...it may took many years but I will find the way to her heart with my love forever one day "

"I know the path may be difficult I may become blind with jealousy or anger but I will try to wipe it with my love for her ..."

" I know she has a pure soul which has stolen my heart .....I agree her every flaw with my love for her ....I will heal her every scar with my love....."

" I don't need a romantic love story ....I just need a small place in her heart and her hand in mine to lead my life..."

Get ready Mrs .avani Aryan to wipe each and every scar of your past ......

"To get back to the person who you are few years back ...like the first time I have seen you....."

But

"What if he returns back Aryan ????"

"What if she doesn't want to live with you ?"

"What if she wants to just live with his memories for ever and ever ???"

"Can you live without her ???"

"What if you can't heal her heart and broke ur heart to an extent where no one can heal you ?" My heart started questioning me....

"Do I have any answers......?????"

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