Ryan's POV:

Brendon stood up and left me to fall over now in a laying position. He grabbed his phone and walked upstairs. Okay... Well that's wired. I tried to ignore it and carry on watching the movie, he probably needs some fresh air. "Or maybe he's has enough of you" the voices are back. Whilst I was having a argument with myself Daniel walked down the stairs. "Yo your boyfriend is upstairs crying, you gonna go speak to him?" He asked. "Uh, I guess" I walked upstairs and listened for the slight sobs of Mr Brendon Boyd Urie. I walked into a room that I haven't been in yet. I saw Brendon sat in the corner crying wrapping his arms around his knees. "Oh Brendon!" I said and ran over to him. "Brendon baby what's wrong?" I questioned. "F-frank he-he killed. Himself" he chocked out. "Frank, as in Frank I-Iero" I asked all he did was nod. I held his hand. "That terrible"
Why couldn't it be me, why couldn't I die. Kill me. I don't even know the dude, but he should have killed me. I hate this worl- Brendon! You love Brendon stop you can't leave him he loves you "yeah sure he does, you seen the way he looks at you" the fucking voices are taking over "SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU ASSHOLES I- JUST FUCKING STOP" I screamed Brendon jumped at the sudden outburst "babe are you okay" I shock my head "I'm gonna get some fresh air" he stayed silent. I was about to leave when I heard my name being called I turned around to face Brendon "Ryan, don't do anything stupid please, I love you" I turned back around so I wasn't facing Brendon "I can't promise Brendon" I said silently then walked out side. I didn't even know where I was going, but something had to happen, was this the only way?
I arrived at my destination. There I stood. Looking over the edge. "Hi" I said at no one but the endless pit. "I can't wait to explore you" after saying that I regret it. That sounds extremely dirty. Okay. "Well ill be there soon" I looked back again. "So um count to three and jump?" Okay ready "three two on-" "STOP! RYAN! STOP, it's not worth it" came a voice. I turned around. There I saw a male about my size "Ryan please" he begged. "W-who are you and why do you care?" I bitched. "I am Frank Iero. I jumped, it's the worst decision I've made everyone is distraught. Look you saw Brendon he is so sad, imagine him when the low if his life is gone" Frank explained "I'm not the love of his life, he'll find someone better i promise" Frank shock his head. "Stop come here" Frank pulled me into a hug. "I'm sorry" I whispered and turned to the edge. "Three Two One" this time Frank didn't stop me. I fell forward. Falling falling falli-