I am alone this world doesn't accept me for me I'm in a society that pushes me to be anything but myself we're bullies want me to cut and use pins to hurt myself.they leave me with scars deep down and scars that can Be seen on the surface.deep down I'm hurt but on the surface  I laugh of the pain of the past 

The pain continues forever we never forget even if we do want to .i try my hardest to forgive the ones who hurt me but always they hurt me more I don't like being here I don't like being alive it's painful and hurts me to be in a world we're I can't live my life 

I'm not differnt any more I'm what the community wants me to be as people say to me 

Kill yourself 

Die 

Freak 

Cunt 

Bastard 

With all this scaring me leaving me in tears why would I want to live  

Cut one tims the pain is strong 

Cut two times the pain dies down 

Cut three times and the blood pours faster 

Cut four times yet no one notices 

Cut five times and your heart beats faster 

Cut six times and you feel numb 

Cut seven times and you begin to cry not knowing your feelings anymore 

—end of chapter-