Floating on clouds
Your P.O.V~
Everything around me was just pitch black. I feel nothing. I see nothing. Maybe I am nothing. Just a memory that will soon be forgotten. Or maybe I never existed and it was all just a vision of what could be or what could have been. Or was it all just insanity? Did I get so lost in madness that everything I saw was my imagination? Am I even alive? No..surely I'm dead....right? Am I a just a character created in someone else's imagination? Or maybe I'm just solid air....I'm there but then again...I'm not. I just blow through the world. No one really pays attention to me unless I'm too strong or too cold. But....I loved someone.....but who was it....what is love? What is happiness? What is living? Did I ever live? Surely I have....right? I'm here now...am I not? But...where am I.....who am I...why am I here? So many questions and not a single answer.
I can feel something....but I don't know what it is. It was warm and moist.....oh....it's water...tears? Why am I crying? How am I crying? I can feel...so I must exist. Non-existent things cannot feel...right? I'm lost...I want to be found...I'm lonely....but....am I alone? I feel something but I see nothing. Am I nothing? It's almost like...I'm floating on clouds. I still feel the tears dancing across my skin. I wish I knew why I was crying. Did I hurt someone? Did I lose someone? Am I the one hurting? Did someone hurt me? Or.....did I lose myself? I wish I knew....I need to know......I need answers.
I can hear....someone....they're making weird noises...whimpers...are they crying? But..who is it...why are they crying....where am I? I can feel I can hear...but yet I'm still blind. I'm still numb. I can only fear tears...do I even have a body? Am I dead? Is this death? Confusion and numbness...I want out..but yet...I feel like whatever is out there..it isn't good...I'm in danger? Or...is someone else in danger? Am I the bad one? Or am I good? If I'm good...shouldn't I be out there? But...I can't be bad right? I don't want to hurt anyone....but...did I? I listened a little harder...I can make out words...but I can't understand them. Who is it? What are they saying? Why are they crying? Crying means your sad right? No..not always...but...it sounds like sad crying. I don't like it...why won't they stop crying....is it my fault? Did I make them cry?
I can move my hands now..I think. I'm clenching my hands into fists and it seems real enough. So this must mean I have a body..I just can't feel it all yet. But...I really just want to see...I want to know who is crying and why. My hearing is better...I can hear a small pounding...thump....thump..thump..thump. It's really loud in my head...it almost hurts..but I still like it. Oh....I know what it is...it's my heart...so...I'm alive...but...where am I? Why can't I see? I moved my arm a bit to feel around..I want to feel something besides tears. I just feel rugged almost...wait..it's sand...I'm on the ground in sand. More answers...but not enough...I need to know more...
I can taste now...my tongue is dancing all around my lips. They're so dry...but there's a hint of something familiar.....but what is it? I can still hear..I hear a new voice now....no more crying...thankfully. The voices sound...angry Why so much sadness and anger...I have a bad feeling that whatever is out there...it isn't good. Maybe I should stay here. It seems safe...but..I'm lonely..and I know that out there...I won't be alone. I feel like I need to be out there. There is something...no..someone who needs me. But who is it? I feel sick...my stomach is hurting...wait...I can feel more. I have feet! I can wriggle my toes...can I walk? No...I need to see first...I need to escape this place...I don't want to float anymore....right?
I know I am alive. I know I have a body. I know where I am. I know I'm not alone....I can make out the voices words more...they keep saying {Y/N}...who's that...wait a minute..that name is so familiar...I know....{Y/N} is me. They are talking about me. I exist in the other world...no..existed... I want to go back. I want to leave this place. I don't want to float on clouds anymore. I can feel more tears falling down my face. I'm gaining memories...very faint. I see faces...Maka...I recognize her voice...and..and...Soul? Yes! Maka and Soul. They are my friends...I think.. Oh yes they are I remember. I attend Death Weapon Meister Academy. But...why?...
Aaaah yes! I am a meister and my weapon is..no was Dimitri...I miss him. My heart is aching for him...he's my closest friend... I know others as well....Professor Stein...Blackstar and Tsubaki...Hmmm...Spirit...Marie...Justin..Azusa...oh and the zombie...Sid? But I'm still forgetting someone....Oh Liz and Patty...
My heart is beating at a steady pace and I am remembering everything. I know there is a war going on...I just can't remember why. I know I am alive. I know I exist. I know I have a body. I know my friends....most of them...I still feel like I'm forgetting someone. A face is flickering in my mind. It's like a broken light bulb. It's blinking...who is it...I remember..stripes...3 white stripes...sanzu lines..Lord Death....wait....Lord Death...Lord Death....Lord Death's son.....I felt my heart grow stronger and my body gain all feeling. I wasn't floating on clouds anymore....I know who it is. I know who I love and I know who I am and where I am and why I'm here and what happened. I know everything. But most of all...I know Death The Kid...he needs me... I love him and he loves me. I must get back to him...I'm blind....no...I am not....I just need to do one thing.....one simple thing that I had forgotten how to do up until now. I'm not blind....I have eyes.. I am not afraid to use them. I am not afraid of the other world.
And with that...I opened my eyes to a dark purple sky.
*I do not own any Soul Eater characters mentioned in this fanfiction*
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