A/N: Ahhhh the chapter that I think you've all been waiting for and secretly begging for LOL! So I hope by the end you'll be happy and very satisfied with how this chapter goes. So please sit back, get comfortable grab a tea, coffee or alcohol LOL and please enjoy the next part of 'You're Still The One'. Very happy reading...

WARNING: There is smut muwahahaha, come on you want it and if you know me, you know I can't not write a little smut and this smut is full on smut and first time I'm writing a particular smut scene and I blame Baylor for that LOL and I've kept you guys hanging long enough teehee!

Side note: The song in this chapter is called 'Love Will Lead You Back' by Taylor Dayne and you can listen to it here:

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Pam was finally enjoying her bath, letting her body just relax and just shut her mind off to everything around her. She closed her eyes just enjoying the warm water on her body, bubbles up to her neck and soft music playing from her iPhone. It was the perfect way to unwind and just relax. She sighed before she softly hummed to the music but soon her tranquility and relaxation was interrupted by knocking on her front door which snapped her out of her relaxing daze as she groaned in annoyance.

"You've got to be kidding me, really! Why are you punishing me?" Pam groaned in frustration as she looked up at the ceiling secretly hoping who ever was at the door will take a hint and go. For a second she thought they left until who ever it was knocked again this time harder than before.

"Damn it! Okay I get it, I'm not meant to enjoy my bath!" Pam spat to no one in particular as she stood up from the bath tub and wrapped a towel around her body before she walked out of the bathroom.

The knocking had become more persistent as Pam walked as quick as she could towards the door while trying to tie up the towel around her.

"Okay I'm coming, I'm coming! Geez hold your horses!" Pam yelled out before she finally made it to the door opening it and gasped in shock at who was standing on her doorstep.

"Fergal! What are you doing here?" Pam asked in shock seeing Fergal standing there as she was holding onto her towel.

Fergal didn't reply he just stood there looking at her, his eyes going up and down her body as he leaned on the door frame checking her out making Pam feel exposed as she only had a towel covering her.

"Fergal, are you okay? Are you drunk? Your scaring me!" Pam said looking at Fergal as he stood there with this look on his face.

They just stood there looking at each other, Pam not knowing what to do or why Fergal was at her home standing there looking at her. Pam was about to say something but before the words could leave her mouth Fergal reached forward, cupping the back of her head and slammed his lips on hers as she gasped. Her hands flat on his chest as she was starting to melt into the kiss before she snapped back to reality and pushed Fergal away from her.

" Fergal, what the hel- mmm" Pam started saying after she had pushed him back but Fergal cut her off leaning in and kissed her again as Pam again pushed against him.

"Fergal I don't know what is going on with you but you need to leave" Pam said finally pulling away from him but Fergal didn't leave, he came into the apartment shutting the door before he turned and looked at her.

"Pam, there is nothing wrong with me. In fact everything is making sense and I never realised it before because I was holding onto the pain but now I see clearly" Fergal replied not making sense at all. 

"You're not making sense, what do you want from me Fergal? I can't do this anymore" Pam said again trying not to get to emotional.

"Do you still love me Pam?" Fergal asked out of the blue and Pam looked at him in shock then gasped when she remembered asking him the same question not to long ago.

"Do you still love me Fergal?" Pam asked and the room fell silent...

"What?" Pam replied in shock.

"Do you still love me?" Fergal asked again moving towards her.

"Fergal you're not feeling well, just go home" Pam finally said as she went to walk away from him but Fergal wouldn't let her walk away from him.

"Look me in the eyes and answer me, do you still love me?" Fergal asked one more time this time cupping her face as they looked at each other in the eyes.

"Why are you asking me when you already know the answer" Pam answered looking at him in the eyes.

"Please just tell me one more time, I need you to say it" Fergal begged tears now in both of their eyes as they continued to look at each other.

"I love you, Fergal Devitt and I always will" Pam finally said as tears started falling down her face, Fergal just smiled at her.

"I love you too, Pamela Martinez, I never stopped loving you" Fergal replied as Pam let out a soft sob before Fergal leaned in again and this time kissed her with so much passion that Pam just melted into his arms.

Saying goodbye is never an easy thing
But you never said that you'd stay forever
So if you must go oh, darling I set you free.
But I know in time that we'll be together

They continued to kiss until their tongues made contact and Fergal's hands left her face and wrapped themselves around her waist holding her tightly against him as her arms went up and around his neck. In the heat of passion Fergal's hands then moved to her front grabbing her towel loosening it before he pulled it away from her body and let it drop to the floor as it pooled around her feet leaving her naked. Breaking the kiss, Fergal lips moved across to her cheek kissing her as he moved down to her jaw leaving a wet kiss then went lower and latched onto her neck sucking on her pulse spot making her moan. He moved to quickly bite her on the shoulder before going back to her neck.

I won't try to stop you now from leaving
'Cause in my heart I know

With Fergal occupied with her neck, Pam started pulling at his PE&K tee her hands going to the hem lifting it up until Fergal pulled back to let her pull it off him and it too join her towel on the floor. Fergal looked up at her and they locked eyes on each other then they leaned in rubbing their noses on one another as Pam hands then started to run over his chest making their way down to his abs tracing them before her hands landing on his waist. She looked up into his eyes as she popped the button on his dress pants not breaking eye contact with him she pulled his zipper down before she pushed them down cupping his butt giving him a quick squeeze. Fergal's hand then snaked around the back of her neck as he again leaned in and kissed her. Kissing her deeply he then reached down and grabbed her by the thighs lifting her up onto him as Pam wrapped her legs around him, he then steered them around and slammed her onto the wall his lips not leaving hers as they continued to kiss her fingers in his hair.

Love will lead you back someday I just know that
Love will lead you back to my arms where you belong
I'm sure, sure as stars are shining
One day you will find me again, it won't be long
One of these days our love will lead you back

Latching onto her neck once again, Fergal pulled her away from the wall and walked them into her bedroom. He walked her backwards sucking on her pulse as she moaned her hands holding his head to her neck, he then lowered her down onto the bed pulling away from her neck smiling at her as they both moved up on the bed. Once on the bed, Fergal leaned down and placed a quick kiss on her lips working his way down until he came to her breasts. Running his hands over them tracing around her nipple as she gasped and moaned before his hands moved around and under her upper back lifting her chest up circling his tongue around her areola before latching onto her nipple, her hands in his hair.

"Uhhmmmm, Fergal" Pam moaned unable to move as Fergal held her to him and he lavished her breast, first one then the other.

One of these nights ooh, I'll hear your voice again
You're gonna say ooh, how much you missed me
You'll walk out this door but someday you'll walk back in
And darling I know, ooh I know this will be

After paying attention to both her breasts he released her and her body fell on the mattress but Fergal didn't stop, he continued moving down to her stomach his tongue circling her belly button as Pam giggled then moaned as Fergal smiled up at her before he continued. He moved down coming to her most sensitive spot on her whole body, her delicate flower. Without any warning, Fergal went down taking her in, drinking her sweetness as Pam moaned thrashing her hips up before Fergal gripped her hips holding them down on the bed as he drank from her.

"Ohhh Fergal, Uuuhhhmmm oh my god ohhhhhh!" Pam moaned her hands gripping the bed sheets as she threw her head back enjoying the sensations that were rocking her body.

Sometimes it takes, some time out on your own now
To find your way back home

Pam's eyes rolled into the back of her head when she felt his tongue enter her and soon she was slapping the mattress submitting to his hold on her as he eat her out and she moaned and screamed. Fergal smiled against her while licking and drinking her sweetness, just as Pam was on the verge to falling over from the pleasure he was giving her she suddenly gasped her mouth falling open as she felt his fingers entering her first one then two, three, four Pam was about to blackout her body on fire as she was going to come and a second later she came when Fergal's tongue again touched her clit and that was her undoing.

"Aahhhmmm oohhhhmmmm FERGAL uuuhhhmmm!" Pam screamed her head thrown back her hands in a death grip on the bed sheets all the while Fergal continued to drink her up.  

Love will lead you back someday I just know that
Love will lead you back to my arms where you belong
I'm sure, sure as stars are shining
One day you will find me again
It won't be long one of these days our love will lead you back, oh

Pam had passed out from the intense orgasm she just had, she came back opening her eyes and looked down and saw Fergal sitting between her legs smiling at her as he licked his lips before crawling up towards her. She grabbed his head, cupping his face before they leaned in and kissed and she could taste herself on his lips as they made out then Pam surprised him by rolling them over and now she was on top as she pinned him down while Fergal ran his hands over her hips moving them up towards her breasts but she stopped him pinning his hands to his side holding them in place as she leaned down and started raining kisses over his chest towards his abs. Like he did she dipped her tongue into his belly button and as he moaned then groaned.

"Pam, ooohhhhmmm!" Fergal moaned and he knew what she was going to do.

Pam smiled at him before she again leaned down and ran her tongue over the his tip before she slowly took him into her mouth and Fergal groaned as she started to suck on him. He thrust his hips up pushing himself deep into her mouth almost making her gag before she like he did to her grabbed his hips holding him down on the bed as she set to work on him. With his hands free from her hold he reached over and grabbed a fist full of her hair as he helped guide her and she was giving him pleasure making him moan out her name in the heat of passion.

I won't try to stop you now from leaving
'Cause in my heart I know, oh yeah

Soon Fergal found himself ready to come but he didn't want to come in her mouth, gripping her hair tightly he pulled her head up as she released him and she pouted at being stopped but let him pull her away. Pulling her close to him he whispered 'not yet' before he slammed his lips on hers and they tasted each other on their lips. Holding her close to him, Fergal wrapped his arm around her waist and she gasped into his mouth as he rolled them over again and settled in between her legs. He reached down and grabbed her thigh lifting her leg up as he broke the kiss to look at her in the eyes as he entered her and they both sighed at being connected in the most intimate way after over three years they were one once again.

Not breaking eye contact with her, Fergal started moving wanting to see her face, her beautiful brown orbs looking at him before he broke eye contact and leaned down and ran his tongue down her neck then he found her sweet spot and he bit down before he started to suck on her pulse making her moan as her hands wrapped around his neck and shoulders holding him close to her.

"Ohhhh Fergal, oh god uuuhhhmmmmm!" Pam moaned as she was trying to grip him around the shoulders.

Soon he was picking up the pace but before he could get into a quicker rhythm Pam wrapped her leg around his waist giving her leavage and she rolled him over onto his back once again. Sitting on him now, Pam sat up and spreading her legs more as he felt himself go deeper into her and he groaned. Placing her hands on his chest Pam took control and started moving on him, soon she had quickened the pace and she could feel him hitting that spot deep inside of her and she threw her head back arching her back as she kept on moving and Fergal looked up at her watching her breasts moving with each and every thrust and with Pam's head thrown back he ran his hands up her thigh then up her stomach until his hands cupped her breasts squeezing them then, then he traced her areolas before he pinched her nipples rolling them in his fingers and that was all Pam needed and she began to move faster moaning and whimpering as hot pleasure shot through her body.

"Aaaahhhhmmmm uuhhhhmmmm MY GOD!" Pam screamed and whimpered almost sobbing as she leaned further back now and Fergal took advantage of the position she was in and he sat up then leaned forward taking her breast into his mouth and bit down on her nipple as she whined and whimpered even louder now, her hand gripping onto his head, her fingers grabbing his hair as she held him there.

Love will lead you back someday I just know that
Love will lead you back to my arms where you belong
I'm sure, sure as stars are shining
One day you will find me again
It won't be long one of these days our love will lead you back, oh yeah

Fergal now could feel that she was close and so was he, he released her breast and Pam sobbed at the lost of his mouth on her breast but he sat right up grabbing her hips lifting her to sit up with him as they continued to move now they were facing each other as Pam hands moved from around his shoulder to back of his head above his neck holding him as they leaned their foreheads together, their noses brushing up against the other as they panted, moaning one another names.

"Don't stop, please don't ever stop uuuhhhmmm!" Pam whimpered and panted, her body was on fire now the sweat glistering on both of them in the moonlight coming in from the window as they continued to move in unison.

Grabbing a hold of her hips, Fergal rolled them over one last time so he was on top once again, grabbing her under the knee he lift her leg higher up on his hip penetrating her even deeper if that was possible as Pam moaned her hands moving to his back, her nails raking up and down his back for sure leaving her mark and making him groan.

"Uuuhhhhhmmmm I can't- I can't anymore, oh god!" Pam whimpered sinking her nails into his back as the pleasure was building and building.  

Love will lead you back someday I just know that
Love will lead you back to my arms
It won't be long
One of these days
Our love will lead you back

"Let go sweetheart, let go" Fergal panted looking at her in the eyes before he snaked his hand between their bodies and rubbed her clit and the second he touched her there she sobbed and whimpered as she came unglued.

"Aaahhhhh oh god, FERGAL!" Pam screamed throwing her head back her nails sinking into his shoulders now as her body exploded, fireworks going off all over her body.

Pam came back to the world of the living and looked up at Fergal who was close to coming undone, Pam leaned over and latched onto his neck kissing and sucking on his pulse while running her hands up his chest and over his shoulders. Hearing him groan she then pulled back and moved her lips up his neck to his ear tugging it with her teeth.

"Let go Fergie" Pam whispered into his ear as she sucked on his earlobe, her fingers in his hair now. 

"Ahhhhh PAMELA!" Fergal screamed as he finally followed her over while she held him to her riding the wave with him.

Fergal collapsed on her as he was trying to catch his breath as Pam held him before he moved and rolled over as he slipped out of her. Pulling her close to him they just laid there holding each other panting trying to get their breaths back to normal. When they had finally recovered they both turned and looked at each other while Fergal ran his fingers through her hair.

"I love you so much and I want us to be a family again" Fergal said looking down at her as  he continued to play with her hair.

"Oh Fergie, I love you too and I want us to be a family so much" Pam replied before they both leaned in and kissed.

"Wait, wait..." Fergal started saying before he pulled away from Pam sitting up and reaching over the side of the bed for something.

""What's wrong Fergal? Wait, what are you doing?" Pam asked looking worried as she watched him fiddling around while pulling the sheet up to cover herself.

Fergal turned back around and got back on the bed sitting next to Pam taking her hand in his as he looked at her smiling while Pam was confused.

"I don't want to waste time anymore. Pamela Rose Martinez, will you marry me?" Fergal asked her before he held the engagement ring he had given her before which she then returned out to her on his finger as Pam started to sob.

"Oh Fergal... Yes, yes I'm so ready to marry you" Pam replied through tears as she smiled at him.

Fergal held her hand as he slipped the ring back onto her finger before he leaned in and kissed her hand over the ring. They smiled at each other before Pam cupped his face and they both leaned in and kissed as Fergal held her tight against him while they kissed.

"I love you Pamela, I love you so much" Fergal said after breaking the kiss still holding her close to him.

"I love you too Fergal so, so much" Pam replied before Fergal wrapped his arms around her as they fell back down on the bed kissing each other passionately.

A/N: There it is, took me a while to write this one but I got there and I hope you all enjoyed reading it as much as I've enjoyed writing it for you guys. I'm really happy with how I wrote this chapter, it turned out better than I expected LOL! Now there is one more chapter to go and I'm sad its coming to end but I've had so much fun writing this book and I hope you guys enjoyed it too. So keep an eye out for the final chapter of this book. See you in the last chapter, until next time...