Tw: child abuse and panic attack

Florida has a collection of small things from when he was a child

they look meaningless to everyone else and he can't fully remember finding them

but he knows that they're his and his father never got to interfere with that

He wasn't granted much privacy as a kid because his father wanted absolute perfection

so he started collecting small things like rocks or something he could pass as his brothers' belongings and kept them

one day while cleaning someone moves them and he thinks they've been thrown away and has a panic attack at the loss of control over his belongings

It's the first time any of the states have seen him actually upset (aside from the among us game) and they learn quickly after that what not to do

for at least a week after he's on edge, eating all food faster than he should because he thinks it's going to be taken, hiding things more because he's afraid of someone going through his stuff, sleeping less because he wants to be aware of what's going on around him

he nearly passes out in a meeting after going too long without sleep