Oh no

Tw: self hatred, gaslighting, anger, yelling

He's struggling not to cry, gritting his teeth as he stares at the other.

This wasn't fair, why couldn't he get angry?

There's a lump in his throat as he holds back sobs, he had no reason to be angry.

He tunes the yelling out eventually, falling into the same dull routine from when he was a kid, always vaguely aware of his surroundings.