Sorry for the long wait

School piling up and everything... 

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FLASHBACK!!!!!

I felt a tap on my shoulder, I turned and looked at Temari.

"I don't think it's time to be relaxing. No matter how terrible this person is." She told me, I blinked and looked at the screen. 

YUZUKI OF THE SAND

VS

TSUKI MAI OF THE GRASS

Heh, lets have some fun.

END OF FLASHBACK!!!!

I proceeded to the arena, with my sand gourd on my back. My eyes were clam for now but who knows what will happen on the heat of the battle?

She was a girl of my age, with luscious black hair and green eyes, I scoffed lightly.

"GO MAI-CHAN!!!" Her teammates yelled at her.

I looked up at my own teammates and they smiled and nodded, I exhaled, good enough.

"Go on Yuzuki-san!" My head snapped up and I blinked at the Blond Konoha Ninja on Shikamaru's team, Ino, I think.

"Yeah! Go Yuzuki-san!" Choji yelled.

"Shikamaru! You cheer too!" Ino hissed at Shikamaru,

He sighed, "Go Yuzuki, win! Even though this is really troublesome!"

"Ugh you are so totally lazy Shikamaru!" Ino scolded.

I smiled slightly as I lowered my head.

"The battle between Yuzuki of the Sand and Tsuki Mai of the Grass, please begin!"

Mai slipped some kunai out of her sleeve and threw them at me, the sand just stopped them from going any further, she swerved around the sand when it came to get her.

"No you don't!" She laughed.

I rolled my eyes, "Oh shut up and die already you stupid bitch." I snapped.

Temari and Kankuro burst out laughing from the balcony.

I put my hand out and glared, "Die already."

She made some hand signs, "Grass style! Grass vines!" Out of the ground some green vines tied themselves around my leg.

I sighed, "Stupid bitch ain't dying."

I flexed my wrist casually as she came to run for me.

"Shouldn't you be taking this seriously?!" She yelled.

"Grass style! Poison Meadow!" She yelled and made a hand sign, I cursed, sand doesn't work against poison obviously.

I covered my nose and mouth with my hand, "Sand Sweep!" I whispered.

My sand gusted away all the poisonous air and surrounded Mai.

I shrugged, and put out my hand, "Sand prism." She got covered with sand in a triangular prism and screamed.

"Ohh I like those screams." I grinned sadistically.

I kicked the weak vines off me and walked towards the centre, I looked back at the audience, they were shivering and looking at me like I was a monster, even Shikamaru's team.

Even Temari and Kankuro, they thought I was going to kill this girl didn't they?

I didn't like those looks.

I sighed, and looked back at Mai, "Just give up, I don't want to kill you."

'KILL HER! KILL HER YUZUKI!!!' Shukaku yelled in my mind.

I winced and talked to Mai again, "Come on! Just say you give up dammit!"

She yelled, "I GIVE UP I GIVE UP!!!"

I released my sand and looked at the proctor.

"Match goes to Yuzuki of the Sand."

I exhaled lightly, "Good enough..."

"Yuzuki! Are you okay?" Temari asked me.

I nodded, "Could be better..."

She chuckled slightly, "Yeah, but don't forget, you and Gaara are our secret weapons, we can't lose you guys now."

I looked at the wall, "I know."

I wonder if she even cared about me, or Gaara, she only talked about the take over of Konoha.

Well, she did try and get me and Gaara together... Troublesome humans...

Ahh, Shikamaru is rubbing off on me.

I sighed and flexed my wrist, Shikamaru waved to catch my attention and I blinked at him, he gave me a thumbs up with a lazy look and I tried hard not to burst out laughing.

I just nodded with an apathetic look on my face.

'Yuuuuzuuukiiiiii....!!'

I grabbed my head, 'Can't you just shut up!?'

'Yuuuuzuuuukiii!!! Call me mother like you used to... Obey me!'

I shook my head at his raspy voice, 'No... No go away! You won't get me like you got Gaara!"

An immense pain filled my head, he was trying to break free.

My eyes rolled to the back of my head and I dropped.

'Soon... Soon Yuzuki...'

"Yuzuki! Are you okay?!" My eyes snapped open, Baki was staring at me along with Temari and Kankuro.

"Gaa...ra....?" I choked out.

"He's unconscious too." Temari informed me.

I felt like crying, Why... Why always us? Wy couldn't we have had a better seal master? To block the Shukaku for good?

'Because your worthless.'

Voices from my past kills chanted.

'H...Huh...?' I whispered.

I hated when this happened.

They chant.

They try and kill.

Me?

Yeah, me.

I can't do anything.

Why always me?

The Kyuubi Jinchuuriki seems fine, his seal is powerful, mine and Gaara's are crap.

'Because no one cares about you.'

Shut up.

Please, just shut up.

'You deserve to die.'

I don't.

It isn't my fault.

'Monster.'

Don't call me that.

I beg you.

'Demon.'

I'm not the demon.

Shukaku is.

You see the prison as the prisoner.

'Die.'

Marking into my skin.

'Demon.'

Marked into my flesh.

'Worthless.'

Forever carved into my body.

For me to always remember.

Wake up.

Please.

Just wake up from this horrible nightmare.

Oh wait.

It's isn't a nightmare.

It's my life.

I opened my eyes, dry tears were on my face.

I hated it.

That I was so weak.

I hate it.

I hate my life.

But I have to do it.

For Gaara.