(Emma)

I was woken up to someone hitting me, I screamed out in agonising pain trying to keep my tears in so I wouldn't look weak infront of the monster that I call my step-dad. I haven't been in my little space ever since that person tweeted me now I know your thinking live a little they could be your new friend. But when your confidence is low and you have major trust issues that's kinda easier said than done.  You see my dearest stepdad beats me up to a pulp, he's even tried to rape me on numerous occasions in the past but thankfully I got away before he could claim my virginity. He's so controlling and over protective of me! He claims me as if I'm his own. I absolutely hate the man, I know hates a strong word and I don't really ever hate anyone because I'm not that kind of person I always try and see the good in everyone even if someone is a criminal, but with him I just can't seem to see the good in him ever since my father died in that awful, tragic car accident 4 years ago my mother has found a new so called boyfriend because she's in love with him. They got married a few months ago.  He goes out gets drunk and then he does horrible things to me.

Ever since my mum introduced me and James to him he's always given me dirty looks whenever I'm there in the same room like he dislikes my presence or something. He gets on well with all my other family members it's just me he has a problem with for some strange reason.

"Wake up slut!" His words were slurred meaning he was drunk already and it's only 10pm. He slapped me on my face, wow I thought for someone who's off there face he's got good aim. I kept my tears at bay and gingerly touched my cheek which felt sore.  Before I know it I'm pushed back on the bed and my legs are spread apart, he takes off his belt and smacks me with it on my head. He pulls me up by my hair and throws me to the wall making me drop to the floor with a thud. I've been a really good girl and tried not to cry but I can't help it and before I know it tears stream down my cheeks.

"Oh quit your crying you bitch you're a parasite, you're nothing, you're worthless and a mistake! I heard your mum telling me you was a mistake that she made 18 years ago in the back seat of a car because she was a slut like you back in high school!"

He says all this whilst he's banging my head on the floor of my bedroom, now my floor is wooden and not covered with fluffy carpet so this really hurts and it feels like I'm gonna pass out any second but I keep what little strength I have in me and keep going.

He gets up and grabs his knife, he takes off my Winnie the Pooh pajama pants and cuts of my panties and rubs his hand on my princess parts. I struggle and squirm but it's no use he's got me trapped with his weight. He takes my panties and sniffs them and digs the knife in my thigh and moves it about so the cut is deep!

I scream as loud as I can but its no use because he had made sure that my room was soundproof when we moved over here from Stratford a couple of weeks ago! The reason for this was so that he could torture me like he's doing now!

He falls limp on my and that's when I know he's passed out and gone to sleep so I push him off my body and limp to the door and down the stairs. I looked in the downstairs mirror to see that blood was dripping down my head and my thigh hurt like something so so bad!!

I limped outside after I put on my shoes and grabbed my coat and went for a walk to clear my head.

After walking or limping for 5 minutes I was starting to get tired so I went to the park round the corner from my house. There I sat on the bed and waited till I die of hypothermia because it's freezing out here. I'd rather die than go back to the monster of a stepfather.

I bet you're thinking why doesn't she tell someone like her mum, well because she wouldn't believe me no one would! They think that Steve my stepfather is a kind, caring, noble man. When in reality he's a scary, horrible, disgusting piece of a man!  I love my mum, James and barney to bits but they just wouldn't believe me because they all love Steve like he's something special and a part of the family.

I sat in my favourite spot near the tall oak tree with my knees hugging to my chest, I heard some ruckus behind me in the bushes but I decided to ignore it and if someone were to pop out and kidnap m that would be better than living my stupid life. More tears spilled my eyes luckily for me I was a silent cryer meaning no noise came out when I cry just tears.

I heard a grunt behind me from the bushes and still I just sat there motionless and in pain. I felt the presence of someone behind me yet I still just sat there. Whoever that person was came and sat next to me. I looked at him and my eyes went wide! It was that boy from a week ago back home in Stratford when I accidentally bumped into him and spilled my coffee, he looked different he had blonde hair and blue eyes this time but when I saw him he had brown hair and honey brown eyes.

"Hey beautiful" he spoke in his oh so dreamy raspy voice.

"H-h-i" I stuttered

I hate talking to new people it really brings out my social anxiety.

"What's a beautiful flower like you doing out so late at night?"

"I-i do-n-t k-k-n-ow" I lied I knew exactly why I was out here but he didn't need to know my problems I'd only become a burden to him and I don't want to be a burden to anyone.

He touched my face with his gentle but rough hand and caressed my cheek making a blush form on my face. He noticed and chuckled making me look down at my fingers and play with them. He lifted my chin up with his finger and thumb and made me look at him.  I felt hot and flustered just from his touch.

"What's your name beautiful?" He said with a smile, his smile is so perfect and beautiful just like him.

"E-e-m-ma"

"Emma what a beautiful name for a beautiful girl"

"Justin"

"Yo-ure t-th-e m-an fr-om th-e co-ff-ee sh-op ba-ck ho-me" i spoke in a tired whisper I could feel my eyes dropping and my hands becoming cold.

"That's right darling I am I didn't mean to yell at you that day I'm so sorry I hope it's not too late to say sorry"

"N-no it-s n-no-t"

"Baby why are you bleeding?"

"I-......I.......u-hm" I tried my best to answer him but I just couldn't bring up the strength too and that's when my eyes fully closed and darkness struck making everything turn black and the only thing I heard before I was out was Justin's voice yelling Emma! Baby! Really loudly.

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hey guys here's another update!

Enjoy.

Have you ever met Justin? I've not :(

Love Radha xxxx