Jayce's pov:

Wow I actually said it. I never thought I'd say it out loud that smoothly. I looked down at his face searching for any signs of  understanding but all I saw was confusion then anger and a lot of it. As I was about to ask what's wrong his face went blank of any emotions but his eyes were as cold as ice and are turning such a piercing blue color to the point to where they're matching the color of a Siberian husky. "Are you serious right now?" He barked harshly. Woah what the hell...Why is he mad at me for? I just told him I like him and this is how he reacts!! I shake my head to clear my thought and take a deep breath. "Yes I'm serious, is there a problem?" right after I replied somehow Cam managed to flip us so he was now on top. He put my hands over my head like I did to him earlier except now he is squeezing the life out of my wrists and his knees are digging into my sides. I hissed out loud and tried to get up but Cam had other plans and if possible squeezed my wrists tighter with his fingernails now digging into my skin.

   Where the hell did all this super strength come from? "Why are you doing this to me you asshole?" He said yet again tightening his grip. "I'm not doing anything but telling you how I feel so I'd appreciate if you didn't bruise my wrist" at this point I stopped trying to get free because I really want to know what he thinks I'm doing to him. "NO JAYCE YOU'RE NOT!!!!...you're hurting me...and I'm done with it but for some reason you can't take the hint so I'll say it one more time" he readjusted himself by taking his hands off my wrists and sat on my lower torso. Before I could reply he continued, "you're a self centered asshole so therefore we are no longer friends"

     I literally bursted out laughing and not because of what he said because that actually really hurt but the way he said it sounded like a five years old pouting because they dropped their ice cream or something. He glared at my response and got up heading to the door. "...wait..Cam hold up..." I said laughing while getting up. God he's so cute when he's mad!! "You think this is all a game Jayce but it's not and you think it's funny to toy with people's emotions but I'm not the one" he grabbed the door nob and was about to pull it open when I grabbed his wrist and pinned him to the door; his back still facing me. "I'm not playing a game Cam I actually like you. If anything it's you playing with my emotions" I growled in his ear with a little bit of my deep Russian accent coming out on accident. I felt his body shiver under my hold, then he responded. "O-oh please you don't e-even know your sexuality" he turned around so he was facing me and pushed me back a little. "What!! of course I d-"

   Wait a minute what even am I? I'm straight since I'm still attracted to girls...kinda but Cam is the only guy I'm attracted too as well...maybe I'm bi. "Exactly!!! you don't even know your own sexuality" he shouted angrily bringing me out of my thoughts. "I do too!!!! Plus you don't even know yours probably" he rolled his eyes at my reply and said. "I'm gay dumbass!!!you happy you now know my biggest insecurity" a look of pain crosses his features before he walked out the room leaving me there with my thoughts but one stood out the most. "How do I make him mine?"

Cam's pov:

Right as I closed the door I broke down. I know it seems dumb to be cry over a crush but if you were me you'd understand. I ran into the janitors closet thinking no one was following me and curled myself into a ball in the corner then continued to cry. I wish I could believe him when he says he likes me but I know he doesn't. He's dates plenty of girls and there's no way he can suddenly become attracted to guys the next day. I'm crying because I know he's just confused about his sexuality and is using me to figure it out but I guess it's okay because once he does figures it out they can live happily ever after and I'll just live in a duplex building with my 46 cats.

Oh who am I kidding that's horrible!!! Why can't anybody really like me and not use me for their own selfish needs I mean come on!! Suddenly the door busted open and I shrieked in fright. "Cam are you in here?" Peyton asked, oh I forgot to turn on the light...oops. "Y-yea" I answers while still sobbing. She sighed in relief and turned on the light. "Wow you look great" she said smiling slightly. I tried to glared at her but it came out as more of a pout. She laughed at my response then went serious. "Are you ok?" I nodded hesitantly and her expression softened. She came and sat in front of me ,wiping some of my tears away. "No you're not. And that's okay baby because you're not always gonna be okay and sometimes you need to let it out okay Cam? If you were really okay then you wouldn't be crying your eyes out in a janitors closet. But you know what this is gonna get better!! Not all things do but I promise you this story is gonna have a happy ending because you deserve it-" I shook my head while crying some more and tried to speak; "...n-no I...don't d-d-deserve it...I d-deserve to b-be alon-e-"

Peyton suddenly grabbed my shoulders and started shaking them. "Yes you do Cam!!!! You deserve to be happy and you deserve someone to share that happiness with and I'm gonna help you get that someone ok?" She asked "A-are you t-talking about J-Jayce?" She smiled evilly then responded. "I don't know yet but we're gonna find out tonight!!" Wait what. "What's h-happening tonight?" I asked confused. "We're going to a party and you have no say-so whatsoever also I'll be at your house at five-thirty to pick your outfit out. byeeeee!!!" and with that she left the closest leaving me with one thought and one thought only "what's gonna happen when I see Jayce"
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Well that was interesting!!! Anyway that was chapter 19 I hope you enjoyed it byeeeeeeeeee✌🏽
~Shania💋