XXV
Justin's POV
Downing another bottle of alcohol, I walk down the hall observing the pictures on the wall. Selena has gone, she left me. It was all Drew's fault. We were doing so great, I was becoming a better person. She was finally falling in love with me.
She's young, and she's stupid. She doesn't know what she wants. That was my job, to tell her that it's not what she should want, but I'm what she needs. Drew is what she wants, but he can't help her. Only I can.
Finishing my bottle of Vodka I walk down the hallway entering our bedroom. I threw myself down onto the bed and sighed, hugging the pillow Selena always used to me, pretending it was her.
Looking down at her in my arms, she was beautiful. I had no remorse for taking her out of her own home, I just wanted to have her in my arm for the rest of our long-lived lives.
"Daddy? You're back already?" She mumbled, her eyes still closed.
I looked down at her and smiled slightly, she was adorable. "No baby girl, it's Justin. But, shh babe it's okay, go back to sleep we'll be back home in a bit."
Her struggles wouldn't stop me, all I needed was to keep walking.
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"Now baby girl, this may hurt a little or a lot," I whispered down to her trapped body, have the tattoo gun ready at her hip. She wouldn't stop screaming, but I loved her. I did all I could to reassure her I meant well. I truly did, even if I was marking her forever.
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"Are you going to tell me baby girl?"
"I don't know what you're talking about!" Her small voice screamed at me, her little bum sticking up in the air from her being bent over the table.
I smacked her butt, "Tell me!" I screamed back at her. She told me the truth, but I didn't stop punishing her. A little spanking is nothing compared to what I could've done.
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"We're moving to New York, Selena," I told her, sadly. It hurt to watch her face crumble. She loved California, but it wasn't safe to live here anymore.
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"You lied about everything! That you wouldn't leave, everything! I can't believe you!" I screamed at Selena as I electrocuted her again.
Words mumbled out of her mouth, trying to get me to understand. But I was livid, and I didn't care. I electrocuted her one last time before leaving.
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I gasped as I woke up. I can't believe the things I had done to her. It wasn't fair. All this time I thought it was for her own good, that I was teaching her a simple lesson. Those things I have done to her, they must've hurt her not physically but emotionally as well.
No wonder she always tried to get away from me, can anyone really blame her? I was horrible.
Did she ever really even love me? I hope so. I love her, I love her so much. I'm going to get her back, and I'm going to get her back now.
I grabbed my phone and tried to call her cell one last time. No answer. Jaxon's cell, no answer. Drew's cell, no answer.
I huffed in annoyance and ran downstairs, looking for Mike.
"Mike!" I hollered out as I walked towards my office.
In about 30 seconds I heard his footsteps behind me, following me to the room only him and Selena were ever truly allowed in.
"Hey, boss, what's happening?" He answered, sitting on the chair in front of my desk, leaning back.
"I'm leaving Mike, to find Selena," I told him, resting my forehead in my palms.
He groaned quietly, "Boss, you can't leave. You know that. We all know that. Once you're in there is no way out."
"I'm leaving you in charge while I'm in hiding, Mike. I need you to look after this gang. I have missions already set up for the next couple of months... You know how this goes, you're my right-hand man. I'm trusting you to do this."
"What are you expecting? That Selena leaves Drew and comes back to a man 9 years older? Justin, you're out of the league here."
"She is mine Mike! Not Drew's. Mine. And I'm getting her back." I snapped at him.
"Okay, okay boss I'm sorry. Look, I'll take after the gang, but I need to know that you're here to help when I need it." He almost whispered, the tone of his voice a bit softer.
"I will help you when you need it Mike, but I can't drop everything and come whenever." I told him. He simply nodded in return. "I'm only going to trust you with the information of me leaving and why, and I'm going to write a note for my leaving. I expect you to act surprised and to share it with Chaz, Kyle, and the rest of this region of gang members." He nods again in understanding.
Gang,
I'm going into hiding with my fiance Selena. Just until she gives birth to our child and we get married. I have left Mike in charge of this region of gang members, and he will contact me for help when needed. No one will know of my location, and no enemy gangs will know of my disappearance. You have missions, just because I'm gone doesn't mean your jobs are done.
- Boss
I hand Mike my note, "Tell them you found it on your bed. Goodbye Mike." I tell him, my chin lifted slightly as I stand, sticking my hand out for a shake.
Mike eyed it before walking around the desk and giving me a bro-hug. "Don't mess it up with her, Justin. You love her. You need to show it, truthfully." He told me before taking the note and leaving the room.
I sneak into my room, pack the essentials and walk down the stairs out of the door.
I'm coming for you Selena. You're Mine, you will always be mine.
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The End !
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As always,
Sam 💞
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