- 3 Years -

It's been three years and you've started working in a hotel for room service.

You were on your way to the last shift to serve food before your shift ends. As you pushed the cart full of food to the room, your heel suddenly broke resulting in a sprained ankle.

Y/N: Ahh!

You winced in pain but you needed to drop the food off to end your shift. You knocked on the door and heard a voice saying to just come in.

...

Y/N'S POV

Y/N: Sir, your food is here-

I stopped talking and saw the person I never thought I would see ever again.

Y/N: J-Jungk-kook...

I felt my knees tremble.

He looked at me in a cold manner.

Jungkook: Just leave it there..

He acted like nothing happened... like we were just strangers.

I looked down saddened but not surprised, I broke him soo.... I deserved it...

AUTHOR'S POV

Y/N: Enjoy your food..... ah-

You winced in pain again, but this time, Jungkook shot his head up.

You were limping your way out of the room when-

Jungkook: Wait!

He spoke up and you turned to him.

Jungkook: What happened to your leg?

He spoke in a cold tone avoiding eye contact.

Y/N: Oh I-I... I'm fine, just a tiny sprain.

Jungkook moved his gaze to your swollen ankle now.

Jungkook: A tiny sprain? You're walking as if you got your leg amputated... Wait, I'll carry you..

He stood up.

Y/N: No no... I'm really sorry for bothering you... I'll be leaving now...

You bowed.

However, before you could leave, he walked closer to you and carried you bridal-style as he spoke in a low voice...

Jungkook:
I wasn't Asking!

Y/N's POV

As I watched Jungkook iced my ankle, I couldn't help but stare at his face... it's been so long...

Y/N: Jungkoo-

Jungkook: Your leg is done, you can leave now!

He cut me off and stood up.

My heart ached in pain.... I know.... I know he still hates me so much...

I made my way to the exit as I clenched tightly on the doorknob to suppress my tears... the memories of the past engulfed me...

However, I could no longer bear the aching and turned to him, letting the fume out which I felt..

Y/N: I'm so sorry...

I broke down.

I could see tears forming in his eyes too which hurt me even more...

AUTHOR'S POV

Jungkook: It doesn't matter what you say to me now because I was done listening to you the moment you walked out that door 3 years ago.

He looked at you with a grave expression.

Y/N: You can hate me as much as you want Jungkook... but if I was given the chance, I would do the same thing over and over again if it meant that you were safe-

You paused and realized what had just exited your mouth.

Jungkook: What did you just say?... 'safe'?.. you did this just to keep me safe?

You looked down and nodded your head slowly as tears kept falling down on your thighs.

Jungkook: Y/N, why didn't you just tell me?

You kept quiet... just sniffling and cursing yourself that why did you utter those words..

Jungkook: Y/N... tell me! Why didn't you say?

You could feel his voice breaking...

Y/N: Because I couldn't stand the thought that each second I spend with you might be the last! Jungkook, you were so kind to me...I-I can't lose you too... you were all I had... so even if that meant you to hate me, so be it but I can't bear the burden of your blood trickle on the ground in exchange of mine...

You cried and just cried letting it all out... Maybe you've never cried like that before, just letting all your voice out, completely broken down and crying helplessly...

You fell down and just cried...

Jungkook: Please... Stop crying...

He came closer and wiped your tears.

You were shocked but felt the warmth of his touch.

Then all of a sudden,
You see him breaking down... crying helplessly just like a child who lost his everything sitting there in front of you holding your hand and just crying out loud... you've never seen him so vulnerable before... You both just sat there and cried letting all those emotions out which had been building up inside each of you since the last 3 years...

Jungkook: Do you know how hard it was for me to hide how much I missed you? That in front of everyone I had to act as I was fine?...Truth is... I never hated you at all, not even a bit but just missed you more and more every moment... I felt like dying whenever I remember those memories we had... My heart ached every time I remembered the scenario of you just going out of that door saying that you hated me!

And he just cried like a child...

Jungkook: I didn't hate you, not that I didn't wanted to but because I couldn't... and I made that stupid mistake of letting you walk out that door. Y/N, I love you so much so please—please don't push me away anymore...

He begged sniffling and breaking down again.

That pierced you like an arrow... those helpless cries just ached your heart every moment.. how much you missed him... how much you cried to sleep every time you remembered him... It pained you seeing him like that! Seeing your life, your world in front of you like that...

Y/N: I won't...never ever! I'll stay by your side forever from now on... I promise!

You wiped his tears and hugged him, soothing him like a baby.

And then you placed your lips onto his. It felt like butterflies as both of you exchanged the vows of love and affection towards each other. With each feathery touch of his lips on yours, you felt how much he longed for you.

The kiss became more intense and Jungkook refused to let you go.

Moments later, you broke it, panting hard.

Jungkook: Y/N, you know that kiss wasn't enough to make up for the 3 years right?

Y/N: So what is that your Majesty wants?

You spoke with sarcasm as you both broke in laughter. You were so happy to be with him... yes, YOUR WORLD, he was your everything and you weren't letting him go now...

Jungkook: Nothing you can't give.. and the way you're looking right now, it's harder for me to hold back...

He looked at you with eyes full of love.

Y/N: Hmm... maybe in 5 years..

Jungkook: 5 years?! Y/N! I can undress you in 5 minutes...if you let me...

Y/N: Bet?

Jungkook smirked and threw you gently on the bed.

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Jungkook: Today, I'll show you my secret side and I know you'll love it.

He kissed you passionately while your hands explored his bare chest and back...

JUNGKOOK'S POV

She wrapped her arms around my shoulders kissing me in return as I knew how much I missed her ever since. Not to mention her touch, her lips, her everything... I hoped she felt exactly the same.

Jungkook: Fuck! I need you so badly Y/N...

I let out a low groan while pushing myself to move my hips against hers and I heard her sweet moan.

Y/N: Then you can have me... please... Make me yours...

Y/N pleaded as it turned me on. Yes, I wanted to make her mine and only mine. I've let her go for once but not now. I'll never let her go ever, she's mine!

                                                                                "You're MINE!"

My hands were snaking around her waist and as I grabbed it, I lifted her up so I could undress her and have this night turn into a pleasurable one with the love of my life.

Once she was completely naked as I bet in 5 minutes, she started covering her body nervously.

Jungkook: No need to cover that beautiful body. I missed your touch since these 3 years and now I'm gonna mark you mine.

I whispered in her ear and bit it as she let out a moan.

Few minutes later, we both were completely naked having our make-out session. It was filled with much love and lust. So then, Y/N slowly grabbed hold of my hard length and began to rub that which caused me to let out a long groan while I was just kissing her neck and sucking it making some bluish purple marks on it.

My free hand ran down to her womanhood as I inserted my finger inside her while my thumb rubbed her clit in order to give her pleasure and I couldn't help but to hear her wanton moaning.

Y/N: F-Faster...

She panted as I began to thrust her with my finger before I could add another one inside her to stretch her a little, I thrusted deeper and she moaned loudly!

Y/N: Ah!!

I stared at her as she closed her eyes while I kept fingering her so well. As she continued to rub my length faster, I let out a pleasant moan.

Jungkook: Shit! I wanna fuck you right now baby.

I said while groaning as Y/N freed my length from her grasp so i could sit down between her legs.

I bend down to kiss her on the lips while I rubbed her already wet womanhood before pulling my fingers from her. I then grabbed my hard length and inserted it in her slowly which caused her to hiss in pain.

It took some time for her to adjust my size as she wrapped her arm around my waist and gave me some kisses signalling me to go forward as I slowly moved my hips against her making her moan.

I then began to speed up my pace since the pain had been subsided into great pleasure and that's how it felt so good. I've longed for her, waited for her to comeback since these 3 years.

I sat up straight while holding her hips as I pounded her faster and harder and Y/N moaned out in pure pleasure... Skin slapping and sinful noises were filled in the bedroom and it was satisfying to hear it.

Jungkook: Oh fuck yeah..! Ah!

I let out a moan as I felt so overwhelmed of how Y/N clenched her walls around me... the tightness of her was so good!

I started to pound her deeper and harder that made her cry out in pure ecstasy. I saw the sight of her gripping onto the sheets while arching her back and kept moaning and moaning. She looked so beautiful while she was in bliss.

I slowed my thrusts as I bend down to kiss her deeply on the lips, her arms wrapped around my neck and I decided to lift her up so she could sit on my lap. I held her closer giving her a slow thrust.

Her hands gripping my hair as she moaned sexily. I then stared at her eyes that were filled with love, passion and lust. I then kissed her lovingly whilst thrusting her faster this time.

Y/N: JUNGKOOK!

She screamed my name and it felt so good to hear...

Y/N: I-I'm gonna cum!

I heard her saying while moaning breathlessly as I also felt my climax was coming nearer.

Jungkook: Let's cum together baby...

I groaned while holding Y/N as she let out a pleasant scream while reaching our climax together..

Y/N: JUNGKOOK! AHHHHH!

After that we collapsed on the bed and panted heavily due the overwhelming sensitivity.

- smut ends here -

AUTHOR'S POV

Jungkook: I love you Y/N...

Y/N: I love you too My Birthday boy!

Jungkook: Huh?

Y/N: It's 12 am already! Happiest birthday my love!~

Jungkook: You remembered? Thank you Y/N! This was the best birthday gift of my life ever! The moment I got you back! You are the best birthday gift to me!

Saying this, you both snuggled in each other's warmth and drifted off to sleep.

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[NEXT DAY]

It was the next morning and you lay there playing with Jungkook's hair as he slept softly.

He came closer and hugged you tightly.

Y/N: Wow I have such a clingy boyfriend.

You teased him.

Jungkook: I'm just scared that when I open my eyes, this will all be just a dream, so I wanna hold onto you and never wake up.

You flicked his hair.

Y/N: Yah! I'm real and you shouldn't be worrying about losing me because I'm all yours except for...

Jungkook shot his eyes open.

Jungkook: Except for who?

Y/N: Nah! You'll just have him killed.

Jungkook: Y/N tell me!

Y/N: Okay okay... It's Yeontan.

Jungkook: He's still alive?.... DAMN it!

You chuckled.

Jungkook sighs.

Y/N: Yah-ah!

You winced in pain.

Jungkook: What's wrong?

Jungkook stood up.

Y/N: It's just that my chest area has been hurting recently.

Jungkook: Y/N, you work too hard, just quit your job. I've no problem being your sugar daddy!

He smirked.

Y/N: Yah!

Jungkook: Just kidding....but I'm totally free today so what does my queen wants to do?

Y/N: Hmm...Let's go on a picnic.

You said excitedly making Jungkook smile.

Jungkook: Keep smiling like this, that's what makes me happy...

Jungkook kissed your forehead.

You cupped his cheeks.

Y/N: So shall I get ready if you let me.

Jungkook chuckled and nodded.

You got up and went to your room to get ready.

(You were given a room to stay as you worked here.)

[TIME SKIP]

You guys were currently at a park having picnic.

Y/N: C-can you button up your top?

You bit your lip.

He looks down at his body and then at you.

Jungkook: Why? Does it make you nervous? We can do it again if you want...

He smirked.

Y/N: Wahh! Stop seducing me!

Jungkook: I'm glad it's working.

He whispers making your body shiver.

You both spent the day laughing and talking. You were happy to see Jungkook lively again! He meant everything to you now.

Y/N: Oh! I forgot... Why were you at the hotel last night?

Jungkook: Well Jimin booked this hotel for a little celebration as we gained a new investor but none of them actually turned up.

You then looked at the ground and spoke underneath your breath,

Y/N: Thank you Jimin!

It's been a few hours and Jungkook dropped you at your apartment where you used to live during your days off.

Y/N: Thank you for dropping me!

He didn't respond and instead, looked at you endearingly.

Y/N: What's wrong?

You cupped his cheeks.

Jungkook: It's just that I have to survive another night without you.

Y/N: I'll see you tomorrow Jungkook...

You smiled.

Jungkook: Why don't you just marry me?

He suddenly blurted making your whole body paralyzed.

Y/N: W-what?

He then held both of your hands and looked at you with his eyes that pierced through your soul.

Jungkook: Y/N, I'll quit the gang... we could settle down and have a happy life together.

Y/N: Woah woah woah.... Jungkook stop joking around, we just met again a few hours ago... It's okay to-

Jungkook: Does it look like I'm joking to you? And I don't care if we met each other again... 3 years were enough for me to bear this pain... I don't wanna get hurt anymore Y/N...

He paused and got down on one knee.

                                                                                    Jungkook;

                                                                                 "Marry me"

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A/N: assadofjfnbehjoasl! I just wrote SMUTTTTTT!?!?!?! OH GAWDDDD! Please forgive my sins!!! I.WROTE.SMUT!!!! For the very very first f***ing timeeeeee! I didn't read it but write IT!!! OH MAN HOLY SHITEU!!! It's complete shit writing so please forgive me cuz I dunno how to write smuts.... this was my first time trying it! Do tell me how u felt it to lemme know whether I should continue with more smuts or not!~

I love you my babies -showers u with virtual hugs and kisses-