RYAN~
It was around 3 am. Malayah and I chilled in the car these past hours really getting to know eachother more. We were already 2 blunts in so the vibe now was cool.

"Can I ask a serious question though?" I asked
"Go ahead"
"What made you wanna be a stripper. I mean you got a nice ass body don't get me wrong but shit you smart ass hell, I know for a fact that it's another way for you to pay for school"

"I started it just as quick money with London but the more I started making independent money, the more I started to get comfortable with it.. Butttt graduation Is nearing so after that I will quit so I can start on opening my own business... having my own boutique has always been my dream" I nodded

"Well being a business owner myself I can guarantee you that if you put your hard work into it and stay consistent with the right mind set you will have you boutique in no time"

She smiled "look at you boss man giving out advice and shit" I laughed

"I really fuck with you Malayah, I never thought us meeting at the convention would get this far"

"If you asking me to marry you ima say no it's too early to propose right now "
We laughed

"Can never be serious but nah I'm just trying to let you know I'm here for you at this point you're mine"

"I..I.. wanna be together I'm just scared of relationships I've been in some messed up ones prime example Johnathan" she hesitated

"I'm not Johnathan or any of the others I know it sounds cliche but you'll never know till you take the risk" I shrugged. I mean most people been in a bad relationship but shit I change lives little do she know. 

"Just promise me"

"I got you.. text London and tell her you're coming with me tonight" I started my car up and looked over to her "that is if you want too?"
She nodded " I guessss" she rolled her eyes and laughed.

MALAYAH~

On the road to wherever Ryan was taking me I remained quiet. I decided to text London letting her know I'll be back in a few hours 

Ding. She replied back quick af
London💓🤞🏽: wowwww 🙄 be safe and text me in the morning. I have to find something to do tonight since you left me
Me: phor??
London💓🤞🏽: he texted me after y'all dropped me off at the hotel but idk I'm still a little mad.
Me: your mind may be mad but is your vagina mad at him??
London💓🤞🏽: BYEEEE LAYAH I HATE YOU 😭. I'll see you in the morning.

I laughed and closed my phone.

"What's so funny" Ryan looked over at me
"London ass is a mess.. is this where you live?" I looked around. Shit I thought me and London was living good his neighborhood definitely topped ours.
"Yeah I just moved here not too long ago, I love my city but I had to move to the suburbs gotta keep my son safe when he comes to see me"

"You have a kid??" I asked
"Yeah that's a problem?" He pulled into a driveway

"Nahh I just never dated anyone with a kid as long as you don't have a baby mama that's a problem I'm cool.. besides, the kids love LayLay" I joked

"Yeah he's just like me he will love you" he turned the car and we stepped out of the car walking to the front door. I know for a fact my mouth was touching the ground I was amazed at how nice his house is. Most men aren't this organized, maybe he had a maid I thought to myself.

"Wow this is nice, if this is what the business life looks like then I can't wait to get into it"

"It's more to it" he said nonchalantly
"What do you mean"
"Nothing lets drink it's still early" he went to the kitchen pulling

I let it go deciding not to get too involved "sooo what are we drinking tonight?"

"Anything you want Patron, Hennessey?"

I got excited "Hennessey for sure, no chaser please"

"Damn you tryna out drink me"

" Drinking with me isn't a challenge you want to start" I was serious

"Lets find out" he poured me a cup and himself one, after handing it to me

we made eye contact and finished our cups.

" Lets go sit down"

I followed behind him as he went into the living room, turning on the tv my favorite movie was on,  Friday.

I looked over at him to just admire him and I would be the biggest liar if I didn't say this man was the finest person in my eyes. The tattoos that covered his skin, the way he kept himself clean, and the most important how he handle his business. Whewww. I love a Boss.  I know for a fact this liquor was hitting me.

I climbed into his lap, straddling him and catching him off guard. "I really feel comfortable with you Ryan, but Im always so hesitant about being in relationships based off of my past and i've accepted the fact that the only person besides london who has had my back is MYSELF. I've never met a real man to take care of me" I paused "And thats me just telling the truth not even because im drunk".

"I told you I got you Im a man of my word believe that"

I nodded and got up to move back to my spot until he pulled me back down "Starting now"

He pulled me closer to kiss me and I instantly gave in.pulling my shirt off, it was safe to say that I was definitely drunk and didn't care. He picked me up and layed me down, he stood over me pulling his shirt off exposing his tattooed covered chest. You could tell he worked out everyday. Damn I gotta get my shit together and get back in the gym.I thought to myself.

Breaking out of my thoughts he kissed me again and pulled off my shorts. Thank god I got that wax done before I left. Before I knew it he had full control of
my body. I've received head before but not like this. The way he sucked on my clit, it felt he already knew each and every spot of my body"

"Ohh wait" I attempted to push his head
He moved my hands and pulled me closer allowing his tongue to truly devour me.

My soul completely left my body. "Fuckkk"
My legs started to shake. "I'm cumming"I tried to scoot back some. He stopped me "Don't Run" pulling me closer he circled his tongue on my clit while he had two fingers in me, driving me crazy. I looked down at him and we caught contact not once changing his movements. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as i came "oh my god Ryan" I said breathless and sat up to kiss him, seeing as my juices covered his beard. 
" I told you I got you, now turn over" 
Ohh. This is about to be a long night and I'm ready for it.

BRI~

"Now the view here is beautiful and the patio comes with a child protective lock. Overall this house is my number one pick for your preferences that you sent me, how are you feeling?"

"I'll take it" I smiled. Finally I was getting my own house not apartment but HOUSE.
"Hey Fat man you like the house, it's all ours now" I sat jr. down he crawled straight to the patio window "see naw I have to watch you"
DING.
BabyDaddy🙄: Wya?
Me: handling business
BabyDaddy🙄: what kind of business
Me: You must be bored I'll see you later
BabyDaddy🙄: Nah I'll be at the studio, find something for you to do tonight
Me: my pleasure 😘

Nahmir has me soooo fucked up. He doesn't even know today was my last day living with him I'm moving my shit out tonight without him knowing.
I finally am getting my life together, I quit stripping last weekend and enrolled into cosmetology school the same day. I had enough saved up for me and jr I will be set for the next few months. Life is good for me but I honestly still want my family. I mean we can co parent but the more I'm around Nahmir the more I want him all to myself, even though he treated me like shit I still had so much hope in him but how can you change a man that obviously doesn't want to change.

God please show me the signs and then I'll leave him.

LONDON~

Our trip is finally ending and here I am spending my last few hours here having brunch with Phor. After explaining the Instagram post and expressing how sorry he was I was finally there to hear him out and honestly I'm glad we are talking. Phor has took Mir off of my mind these last few days and have gave me the impression that I may have found the right one but I'm in no rush. I haven't seen Layah the last days of my trip but I mean my bitch was having the time of her life with her new man and I'm no hater. I love seeing her happy.

"What are you thinking about"
I shrugged "Not much just thinking about how unfortunate it would've been if we hadn't made up"
He nodded " I know you missed me, that's all you have to say"

His ass is so cocky.
"Boy byee" I laughed "I really enjoyed your company on this trip especially this morning"

"Yeah you ain't know a nigga put it down like that huh"
I smacked my lips "you are something else, I swear" I pulled my phone out and opened my Instagram to post a picture I took of him earlier.

LondonLove: that smile, I did that 😌💓

After tagging him in the photo he looked at his phone "ohh you posting me I feel like a happy side nigga finally being seen"
"I posted you on my story yesterday, so stop it"

My phone lit up. Ohh mfs was watching my page I see. My comment section was full of people that was obviously thirsty to know who he was.

LayahGoddess: And I OOP... I see you Bestfriend go awffff 😌💓
MirBANDZ: 😂😂 this yo new nigga
TammyBaby: ouuuu sis in law 👀

I decided to only like Tammy and Layahs comment and block Nahmir he need to find someone to play with. I also noticed Bri liked my photo. Her thirsty ass really need to stop, she even followed my man.

"Can I see your phone really quick"
He handed me his phone and I blocked bri from his page and handed it back.
"Just had to do some quick adjusting"
"You ready to go to the airport" he asked
"Noooo I'm staying with you " I hugged him. I wanted to stay so bad.
"I'll be down there next week London I told you that"
"I know that's too long of a wait but whatever" we were now in the car on our way to the airport. I texted Layah so she could meet me there, as I sat my phone down we came to a red light. A car next to us honked their horn and rolled the window down it was Nicki

Phor blew air out of his mouth and rolled his window down "what's up Nicki"
"Ohh so that's you new bitch." She laughed "Pathetic"

I leaned forward so she could get a real good look at my face "I advise you don't speak on me bitch. And pathetic that'll never be me ain't you the one still hitting MY MAN up. Dismissed"

"Phor you better keep your hoes in check Or else I'll do it"

I took my seatbelt off"And I'll be the one to beat your ass EXPEDITIOUSLY"

Phor laughed. And Nicki got out the car making her way to my window.

He tried to grab my arm it was too late I was already out the car and in her face "Soo wassup" Phor was now making his way in between us.

Woop.woop

The police pulled up, jumping out the car

"Sir step away from the ladies"

"What I'm not the problem" phor argued

"SIR STEP AWAY" the police now had their guns drawn

GREAT