I hear footsteps walking up to me and I open my eyes to see the beta of my mate pack in his hand he has clothes for me.

He put it down on the ground and he turn around and I shift and I put my clothes on I got up and I wince as I feel pain from my arm I hold my arm gently.

I watch as the pack doctor who put the cast on me running towards me." Why did you take it off? Luna I'm going to put on a new one let go."

I nod my head and I followed him I didn't even bother to talk to the beta I just followed the doctor to my mate house and upstairs to my room he put his bag down and he start to do his work.

" okay now please don't do that again you might have broken it again since you shifted I will check on it tomorrow."

He said."okay thank you."

He bow his head at me and left the room." Luna you been crying?"

I stare at him and I looked away as I start to get comfortable." Luna I failed you I made a bad plan thinking it was good for the both of you...."

"I never would have thought that he would use it against you and bring his brother."

" but is seems to me that you and Cameron have something special? You had sex with him?"

I glare at him." Who are you? To be asking those questions I'm not no hoe."

"As a matter of fact get out how dare you make assumptions about me and my cameron he is my family. My pack members are my family and don't expect this pack will be my family because it will not."

He bow his head and leave the room. I wanted to scream I was mad but I didn't want people to think that their Luna is insane which I'm not.

To hell with this moon goddess why did she gave me a mate? Doesn't she understand that some people are not into this crazy shit? With having a possessive mate?

But lucky at the same time she gave me someone who also doesn't want a mate as well. So maybe it is okay?

I got up and that when a idea pop in my head.

I made my way downstairs and I went outside."Hey you!" I point to a random pack member. She bows her head.

"Where is alpha ram- I mean my mate?"

"At the lake with his friends." I nod my head and I ran to the sounds of the lake I look like a madwoman.

As I focus on the sounds of the water it lead me right to him.

I watch as he was in the pool just listening to the other males talking. I made myself noticeable and I walk towards the water.

"Mr.Alpha your wife is here." A guy with a Russian accent spoke He has blond hair and dark green eyes. They chuckle and I watch as my mate get out." What."

I motion for him to follow me and when we were away I look at him." You know I'm stupid?"

"Because I'm here thinking I cannot escape this I have a mate and I cannot escape."

I smile at him not because I was happy, but because this decision was the best." Since you don't want a mate and your not into the love shit and I don't want a possessive mate I am going to break it."

He look at me without speaking." I will be free and you as well,but I'm still living in my territory."

" I, Alpha Alex of the howlers pack rej-"

"No." He said and he walks away from me leaving me alone.

I watch as he leave "no?" What the fuck is going on?"

I walked back to the house and I try to understand why. He said he doesn't want me and he has made it clear so why does he want me around here.

If it has to come to the decision of me moving away with my pack members I will. I did it once and I will move away I will accept his money and let him get his land that he wants badly.

I go upstairs and I open my room to see oliva laying down on the bed." So I saw and heard you crying but I didn't want to bother you."

I sat down next to her."what on your mind spill it."

She said." I don't know what to do with my mate he is something else he has no emotions it like the man never felt a emotion in his life his eyes you can only see angry."

"And you and Ella know how I feel about a mate but he isn't like that? But he is mean? To his mate"

"And I tried to reject him and he said no. It so confusing."

She stay quiet." Alex I feel like you should try? Everybody has a story some more terrible than others I mean haven't you heard the stories about him?"

"Stories?"

" before I found you I use to spy on other alphas."

I look at her."don't judge me,but anyway I heard stories about the life he lived he shift premature at the age of 12 he was kicked out of the pack because of his father. His father killed his own soulmate can you believe that?"

"And he made him watch he was hopeless he couldn't stop it and that what made him shift early and at the age of 17 years old he killed his dad his own flesh and blood but I don't blame him."

" he has scars from the fight he had when he was killing him. "

I thought about yesterday when I seen those scars on him. So that what happened.

" You both have been hurt by the people who are supposed to be your family."

I looked at her and I narrow my eyes she look away and look back at me."sorry old habit."

I nod my head." But you are not weak Alex you are strong. You are a good alpha and I'm happy that our pack has grown bigger."

" I don't think That I'm the best wolf to be his mate I promise myself that I would lead a pack that all I don't want to have a mate becau-"

"They are possessive and territorial blah blah same bullshit as always let things go and you might actually like it."

She said." Can I crash here? I'm tired ass fuck."

She moves towards the pillow and her back faces me. I hear her breathing slow down and she was out. I go on my phone and I put on movie to watch.