Chapter 13

Gulf pov

The whole plan for Mew to be my boyfriend had gone perfectly, he confessed to me that he loves me and that he is in love with me, I don't know why my heart felt happy and I felt nervous, I had never felt like this when I asked Mew to go My boyfriend did not think about the rest, nor did I measure the words that came out of my mouth tonight.

Sometimes I think that I am doing wrong in wanting to harm a person, when before I repudiated that he harmed people and I even felt sorry for him, but with what happened to my brother, I feel a desire for revenge.

In this month that I have been working with Mew, I see in him the kind of person who would not hurt anyone, who would not be capable of hitting, or paying someone to hurt other people, but I also think that behind a pretty face, there may be an evil person.

In the investigation that I carried out on him, it indicated that he was a rebellious person even with his family. He has been drunk in clubs or bars, but all this time I have not seen him drinking or doing what my investigation indicated.

The boyfriends I've had have never filled the void I've felt in my heart, perhaps because they weren't the right people, I don't know what it is about Mew that I feel like I don't need anything anymore, but I can't afford to fail My brother, seeing him in a bed asleep without waking up makes me continue with the revenge plan that I have towards him.

I don't want to feel what I feel for Mew, it's a strong attraction that makes me want to go look for him and tell him that I love him, that I want to kiss him and hug him every moment, but I have to repress this immense crazy desire that I have, I had never smiled like I'm doing it now I even look forward to Monday to see him at work.

I have to do the impossible to disappear the feelings that Mew is awakening in me, I have to think that he is 4 years younger than me, he is a young man but he is one that I desire, but to see that body that calls me every time to I make love to him, maybe I'm suffering from not having sex, but that only wakes him up Mew.

My revenge is just beginning and I have to continue with it. I don't want to let my brother down and I won't let him down. I made that promise and I can't, go back, I started with this and I'll finish it.

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