(trigger warning- suicidal thoughts or actions...)
Jack's pov-
I sighed when mark left I didn't want him to leave but my mom and my little sister would bed home any moment now. It's been so long since I felt positivity in my life... I mean yeah I might seem happy all the time but it's just an act. I actually feel happy when I'm with mark...he's the only one that doesn't make fun of my hight and me in general and he actually believes in me. I went to the door then the door swung open and hit my face. I fell on the floor rubbing my nose.
"Whoops! Didn't see ya there bro!" My sister teased.
"Ha,ha,ha very funny..." I growled.
"Seán be nice to your sister..." My mom said as she walked in after her.
"But she!" I said as I stood up.
"SEÁN!" My mom yelled.
"Sorry mom..." I said then I walked back into my room.
"Hey jackaboy.." my sister said as she entered my room.
"What..." I Hissed.
"Who was that cute jock running from our house?" My sister said with a smirk.
"H-he's just a guy I'm tutoring...." I said nervously.
"Gay!" My sister mocked me.
"Hell no! I'm not fookin gay!" I said in anger.
"Hell yeah ya are!" My sister chuckled.
"Oh go to your room or I'll fookin kill ya..." I growled then my sister continued laughing and left to her room. I walked to my door and slammed it shut.
"Where's my knife...." I muttered to myself. I looked around my room then remembered it was in my pocket. I sighed and pulled it out.
Should I? Well no one even cares about me...not even my own family... people won't even care if I die so what's the point...I thought. I rolled up my long sleeve and I saw the other cuts I made in my skin.
"Three more..." I muttered. I grabbed the knife then made three cuts in my arm then blood Started to show.
I walked to my bathroom and bandaged my arm up.
"Come on Seán you can get through one more day..." I wispered to myself. I sighed and pulled down my sleeve and plopped on my bed.

Big Time skip!~

Mark's pov-
I sighed and stared at the ceiling.
His eyes are perfect, his hair is perfect, his skin is so fair he's just so perfect I don't understand why he is so nice to me I'm a reck...I thought as I stated to day dream. I then snapped out of my thoughts and looked at the time.
9:55pm my alarm clock read.
I sighed I was alone at home because my mom and sis went to my aunt's house for a few days. Then I heard a knock on the front door. I walked out of my room and went downstairs​ then I looked through the peep hole and I saw jack! I opened the door happily and saw he had a large bag with him.
"Hey jack! What's the bag for?" I asked/said.
"Hey mark! I was just wondering if I could spend a night my house is crazy right now..." Jack said.
"Of course bud! Come on in!" I said happily. Jack came in and gave me a weak smile... then I knew something wasn't right. I shut the door then lead him to my room.
"Hey jack you ok you seem sad..." I said.
"N-nah I'm ok..." Jack said. Jack put his bag on the floor and sat on my bed.
"Dude I know somethings up..." I said as I shut my door.
When I turned around I saw jack scratching his arm that had been covered with a bandige.
"What's that?" I asked. Jack turned around to look at me.
"What's what's?" Jack asked.
"What was the bandage covering on your arm?" I questioned.
"Oh nothing..." Jack responded quickly.
"Nothing..uh huh..." I said as I sat next to jack on my bed. Then I grabbed his rist then jack let out a small yelp. I let go of his rist and looked at him.
"Jack your hiding something and it doesn't sound good...so please tell me." I said in worry.
"Y-your worried about me? No one ever is..." Jack said softly.
"Well I am! So please tell me jack.." I said as I held his hand.
"I-I don't want to say you'll get mad..." Jack said.
"No I won't I promise..." I responded.
"Ok then find out for yourself..." Jack said as he put one of his arms in front of me. I looked confused at first then I rolled down his long sleeve that revealed his bandige.
I looked at him for permission and he sadly nodded. I took off his bandige that revealed cuts!
"J-jack! Who did this to you!?" I said in worry mixed with anger.
"I-I did..." Jack said as tears started to form in his light blue eyes.
"W-why!?" I asked.
"Because I'm stupid! And people don't even care about me not even my own family! Not even my mom or sister!" Jack shouted as tears fell down his face.
"J-jack...I'm so sorry...I-I didn't know you felt that way..." I said softly.
"Well now ya do..." Jack cried.
"Well jack just to let you know...your the smartest person I know, I care about you! You are an inspiration! I wish I could do things that you can do!" I said.
"R-Really mark?" Jack asked. I smiled gently and whipped his tears away.
"Really...sometimes I even like to think...your my everything..."