Emily's POV

I sat up rubbing my eyes. I rolled over to check the time on my mobile. It was pretty early like 6:30 so I decided to go for a run. I went up to the bathroom, brushed my teeth and put on a simple t-shirt with jogging pants.

I got out and found Luke sitting up on his bed eating crisps and fiddling on his phone. He was dressed in pajamas and a white shirt and his hair was messy, going in all directions.

Man how does he look like a fucking Greek god every time I see him?

He looked up from his phone meeting my gaze, one of his devilish smirks appeared on his face.

"Good morning pumpkin. Enjoying the view?"

I simply rolled my eyes and reply "You wish and don't call me that".

"Aw c'mon I know you can't resist this," he said motioning up and down his body.

I yet again roll my eyes deciding to ignore him. I went up to my bed grabbing my phone and fishing for my earphones in my bag.

"Aren't you going to eat?" Luke asked me from across the room.

"I'm not hungry" I mutter and run out the door before he could ask anything more.

Like hell I'm going to eat anything. I'm just going to burn some calories and he wants me eat before I go? Plus, it would give me cramps.

I walked for a while looking down on my phone for a song to play. I was just going to press the play button when someone suddenly bumped into me. I stumbled a bit; regaining my balance.

"Sorry" muttered a female voice.

I looked up and saw a girl with blond hair. Her hair was dip died in an electric blue color. She had bluish-grey eyes and a well-sculpted face and a curvaceous body. To sum it up, she looked beautiful and I naturally felt insecure. I muttered 'its okay' and gave her a genuine and shy smile.

"I'm Alice. What's your name?" she asked kindly.

"Emily" I said.

"You're Emily Stone? The girl living with Luke?" she asked a bit shocked and curious. How does she know? Oh my god, is she Luke's girlfriend?

"Yup I am" I said unsure of why she was reacting like this.

"Aren't you one lucky bitch. I'm Cole's girlfriend. Cole is one of Luke's close friend but I assume you haven't met him."

I nodded and replied "Nope. I have met Justin and Alex though."

"Yeah those four are practically brothers since their childhood. They all belong to rich families. Cole told me that Luke is sharing a dorm room with a girl and it happens to be you!" she replied excitedly. She seemed pretty nice.

We just chatted for a while and decided meet for lunch.

I jogged for some time listening to green day.

I noticed the college campus, which was pretty big. The dorms were situated at the very back along with a huge parking lot for students to park their vehicles. The main college building followed it where classes are held. It's divided into different blocks depending upon the various subjects, which the students had opted. At the right side, there was an auditorium big enough to fit at least a thousand people. At the left was the football stadium. It wasn't as big as a normal stadium but it still looked quite expensive. Beside it was a big building, which I'm presuming, was the indoor basketball court.

I played basketball in high school. I was good in that sport. People often suggested that I should play professionally but I considered it as a hobby.

I opened the door of my room and stepped in to find Luke shirtless with only some boxers drying his hair with a towel. He had a perfect six-pack and slightly tan chest. His hair was dripping wet and he was on his phone again. If I could run my hand through his hair...

Wait.WHAT!?

Did I just think that?

"Take a photo. It'll last longer". I was brought back from my trance to find Luke smirking.

Was I checking him out? Of course not! I immediately glared at him muttering whatever and went for a shower.

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I was currently sitting on my bed with my guitar. The day went well.

At lunch, Alice introduced me to Cole and Justin and Alex were there too. Luke accompanied a little later. Cole seemed to be a decent and genuinely nice person. We all just ate and talked. I just ordered a little salad and thankfully, no one questioned me. However, I did see Luke staring at me occasionally from across the table.

It was nice though, to talk to them. Alice and Justin were the most friendly in the group. Alex just kept quiet. He was a man of few words, I noticed. Luke was well... Luke.

I started strumming some random tune. Luke had again gone somewhere, a party perhaps. As if I care.

What do people get by going to parties anyway? I was invited to a high school party once and I went, not because I wanted to, I was just curious to know what actually happened there. When I reached there, it was a total chaos. People lying drunk dead in the lawn with toilet paper flying around. Sweaty bodies were grinding against each other. Couples were kissing each other like there was no tomorrow. I dashed out of the place so fast that a Cheetah would be jealous of my speed. Parties definitely aren't my thing.

How do people even cope with the hangover that follows the consumption of alcohol?

You must be thinking how I know what a hangover actually feels like. Well I'm not so normal as I appear to be. When I was sixteen, I got a serious cough that wouldn't stop. Therefore, I accidently drank a whole bottle of cough syrup and you can guess what happened next.

Yup, I got drunk on cough syrup.

I didn't even know when I passed out but when I woke up, I swore upon my life never to consume alcohol in my life.

I checked up the time on my mobile. 11:36pm. I decided to call it a night and packed up my guitar. I changed into my night suit and laid down on my bed.

I ate dinner tonight because I was feeling too guilty when I had lied to aunt Tess the previous day. Even if she doesn't know if had dinner or not. I still ate an apple just for her. It just hurt to lie to her.

I am too sensitive, I know. I've been told that I don't have a personality in the past. However, the people who told me that didn't even spend a minute with me so who were they to judge me right. But it still stung deep.

I hope that its different in college especially since I met Alice today. She is a really nice person but I hope she doesn't ignore me like others.

I sigh and close my eyes, waiting to sleep to hit me.

The next morning...

I woke up hearing the shower running. I sat up and looked through my phone. Luke re entered the room completely dressed with a towel slinging around his shoulders.

"Where were you last night?" I ask him. I didn't care where he was but I was curious to know.

"None of your business." He muttered blankly sitting on his bed.

"What?" I say didn't catching anything.

"I SAID IT NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS" Luke snaps.

"Okay okay, sorry." I say rising my hands in surrender. Luke just stormed out the room.

He was completely okay yesterday with all the 'pumpkin' thing and now he is snapping at me? I am starting to think that he really does have bipolar disorder.

Weird and rude.

Luke's POV (the previous day)

I was going through my messages eating crisps when Emily emerged from the bathroom. She was wearing jogging pants. She looked a little thin. Getting ready for a run, I presume.

She was going towards the door when I asked her,

"Aren't you going to eat?" I mean you obviously get hungry when you wake up. Who doesn't?

"I'm not hungry" she muttered and rushed out the door. Didn't she want a little energy for the run? I brushed off the thought and continued to check my phone.

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I was at a party now with Justin. I was constantly thinking about Emily. Why didn't she eat anything in the morning? Even at lunch, she ordered a small salad. She thought no one was going to suspect ay thing but I did. I saw her taking small bites every now and then.

What is wrong with her? I couldn't go an hour without eating something and all she eats is a small salad for lunch. I wonder if she's had dinner.

Most importantly, why am I thinking about her in the first place?

"Hey man what ya thinking about?" Justin brought me back to reality. He was half drunk I guess because his word were slurring.

"Nothing." I replied with a simple shrug. He is definitely drunk, as he didn't even listen to me before going off somewhere. Great now I would have to find him. I sigh and start searching for him.

I was looking everywhere to find him when my eyes landed on her.

What the hell is she doing here? With him? I hadn't seen her in a YEAR.

He had his arms on her waist while her's were on his shoulder and behind his neck. They were swaying together to the music looking oblivious to what was happening around. She then stands up on her toes and kisses him while he kisses back. They start eating each other's face off like there's no tomorrow.

Disgusting.

A feeling of hurt rushed through out my body followed by anger. I started feeling congested in the room and stormed out from the club. I took a few deep breathes after getting out and climbed onto my car.

I drove and drove for god knows how long until I decided to finally return to my dorm.

I returned to my dorm pretty late. I didn't drink as I was the designated driver tonight.

Justin's gonna be mad when he finds out that he has to find a ride with someone else because I bailed out on him.

As I entered, I saw Emily sleeping on her bed. She was half covered with the blanket. I walked up to her and covered the rest of her body with the blanket. She snuggled up in her blanket which provided her heat. Her hair was messy and a little drool coming from the side of her mouth. She looked so cute.

wait.WHAT?

Did I just think she looked cute? I sounded like a schoolgirl. Am I turning into a girl?

...

No, I still have a penis.

phew!

I changed into my sleeping clothes and passed out at an instant.

The next morning...

I woke up and flashback of yesturday's party came in my mind and I started getting angry again. I stood up and went to the shower hoping to calm a little by taking a nice long shower.

When I came out, I saw that Emily had woken up and was fiddling with her phone.

"Where were you last night?" she asks me.

"None of your business." I muttered blankly sitting on my bed. Apparently, the shower didn't help.

"What?" she asks, not catching what I had said the first time. I get annoyed at this.

"I SAID IT NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS" I snap.

"Okay okay, sorry." She says but I jus storm out angrily but feeling a little bad for snapping at her.

She doesn't know. She doesn't know what it feels like to get your heart broken. It's a shattering experience. She doesn't know how painful and unbearable it is to move on. Its not easy to just let go and act like nothing wrong. She just doesn't know.

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