A/N: bald peppa

Johns pov:

I cheated.

I cheated on Alex.

I fucking cheated.

Lee kissed me.

We're both taken.

What the fuck?

I have to tell him.

He'll understand right?

It's not like I kissed back.

But I didn't push him off.

I didn't do anything.

But I still cheated.

I need to tell him.

I don't want to hurt Alex.

I think I love him.

He'll never love me after I tell him.

I feel tears coming to my eyes but I quickly wipe them away with a quiet sniffle. "Okay, everyone dismissed!" I take a deep breath and sit up from my desk, and walk over to my locker.

"Babyyy"

Alex's arms wrap around my waist from behind and a take a breath before turning around to face him. "Hi lex.." I mumble. He smiles and kisses my lips softly. I hesitate and kiss back. I think he notices because he says, "John, what's wrong?" Just tell him. Tell him. Just tell him damn it. "Oh, nothing."

I'm fucking pathetic.

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Lee's POV (newww):

Why the hell did I kiss him?

Maybe it was because I knew he got his pictures leaked a few years ago.

Maybe it was the moment.

He was there for me.

That doesn't give me an excuse to kiss him.

I don't even have feelings for him.

I have feelings for Sam.

Sam.

How could I do this to him?

I have to tell him.

He's forgiving.

Right?

We love each other I'm sure we could overcome it.

I think.

Fuck.

A/N: short 😩 but I just wanted to get some inside view on what John/Lee's thinking so yuhhh. Also shoutout to my new adopted child Pan_ic_Attacked