Hi guys. I am so sorry for not publishing but don't worry school is almost over and I found my notebook all of the ideas for this story (especially the lemon) I'm going to be senior High soon. I'm so excited and nervous at the same time....

Anyway....

There's some people pm me saying how did my cousins died....

Well here's the reveal...

The first twin cousin save me from an accident... When I was around 8 or 10 I think.... I was crossing the road because I was following a cat when suddenly a truck almost going to hit me. My cousin push me making she's the one to got hit. Of course I cried so much since we are so so close like a glue. The other twin become so depressed since they were also very close. She sometimes blame me for it and of course I accept the blame.

Three weeks later... I think....

I was going to give her some breakfast in the room when I smell blood. I call my other cousin, Sam to open the door because it was lock and since he's expert on picking lock and once he finally open it. I saw her hanging with a noose in her neck and a lot of cuts and stab wounds around her.

And now some of my classmates hear what happened and bully me saying it was my fault that died and saying that I'm the one who killed them. And many more horrible names..

And that's how my depression starts....

And now I have 3 cousins died from cancer.....

But don't worry I'm okay... Some of my cousins are there for me to keep me company.

Especially the boys. (Don't think dirty!)

James is actually like a doctor and sometimes give me advices all the time.

And I need all of your opinions....

Do you think it's weird that I have 5 cousins who has the same names as the Seduce Me otome game characters?!?!?

Please comment....