Song of the chapter: Where Did The Party Go by Fall Out Boy

Chapter dedicated to: Dahliya_Johnson

*Still Vic Pov*

Yesterday after cleaning up all the mess in Kellin's room, I walked home., around seven I heard Mike walking pretty quickly down the hall, I stopped him and like a protective brother asked him where he was going, he said 'Jaime's' but his eyes and the remote controller in his hand said ''Kellin's'.. I told him it wasnt a good time to go to Kellin's. He pouted and told me that Kellin said whenever and I made myself more clear by saying, Not today Mike. Made me feel like an adult.

I'm turning into my parents. After that Michael Fuentes went back to his room and said I was ruining his fun. It was Tuesday night what kind of fun could a teenager have on a school night.

Oliver called me about twelve this morning, waking me up from my sleep, he sounded panicked which made me sit up, I asked him what was wrong and he was all like...

'Well mate, i followed Kellin, lost him, found him again, I'm with him, I dont think he knows who I am.. He keeps touching my hair and im about one hundred percent sure hes drunk' I told Oliver to take Kellin to his place and make sure he falls asleep somewhere that doesn't have a lot of things in it, because I dont want what happened in his bedroom to spread to other parts of the house, I've never seen him drunk and I dont know what he can do.

I saw Kellin getting out of his car this morning, he had a Starbucks cup in hand, he looked normal but his eyes screamed hangover,  I watched him close his car door and quickly walk into the school, everyone moving to the side so they wouldn't touch him, I followed closely behind as he made his way through the hallways.

I had to stop following him after he went into his class room. I walked into lunch today and saw Kellin talking to someone a few days away, he was pushing a smile I've seen in photographs before, not real but looks pretty close. He then sat back down at his table and didn't seem to look at anyone in the eyes.

Music came around and I said hi to him, he just nodded his head, I took that as a 'hi Vic, I love and miss you' but I know thats not even close to what that nod meant.

At the moment I'm struggling to do math homework. I stare at the numbers not knowing what to do. I sigh before writing random answers and stuffing it back into my backpack.

My phone rings and I answer it without checking caller ID

"Vic!" Oliver yells into my ear making me move my phone away from my ear for a minute before putting it back

"What?" I Ask, I hear loud music in the background
"I need your help" Oliver says and I hear the background noise go down.
"With what getting a girl friend in a club? Yeah I don't think I can get into clubs, I don't have fake IDs like you guys" I say

"No you twat! Kellin is having a party"
"and what do you need help with?" I ask confused.

"Okay, lets straighten this out, your boyfriend, Kellin, oh sweet Kellin, hates throwing parties unless it is Halloween, which explains why new years was at my house even though it was just us, he didn't want to be the host, and well here's the thing I saw Kellin walking around and now hes no where to be seen. You might not get the picture, but I need you here, now. You hear me Fuentes? Now" and with that he hangs up and I put my phone in my pocket, I rush out of my house, slamming the door behind me a bit to tight. I run all the way to Kellin's house. Its a Wednesday night, why would he have a party? I stop out of breath and it takes me a few moments to catch my breath back again.

I open the door and am met with panic! at the disco blaring from the speakers. Lots of people everywhere. I push past them and I make my way as quickly as possible up the stairs, I push past people and I get to Kellin's door, I try to turn the knob but its locked.

"Kellin!" I yell, "Its me Vic! Please open up" I add and I hear slight movements, but it could be from all the people in the house, I try the door knob again and it opens, I close the door behind me and look around the room, I see Kellin crouched in the corner of the room with his head covered by his arms and his face covered by his knees.

"Vic, remember when we went to the office after I beat up Jesse and I kind of broke down, you told me.. Y-you told me it wasn't me, but what if it is?" Kellin asks and he removes his hands from his face and puts his knees down, his cheeks stained with tears. I walk closer to him and sit next to him putting him into my arms.

"Its not you, I promise its not you"
"how do you know that? Its happened more than once now, I'm such a horrible person, my mind is...Its fucked"

"we all have those moments, you are okay, you will be okay" I say moving his hair away from his face, "I'm here, I'll protect you from those thoughts" I add

"I thought I wanted to be near people, but I don't, I want them gone" Kellin says and tears start going down his face, "when I saw Gabe on new years he told me he thought I only wanted to be with you for your affection.. Which was bullshit because here I am in a house filled with people and none of their words or anything make me feel the way I feel about you" Kellin admits and I kiss his forehead.

"I'm going to get rid of them then I have a plan that will make you feel better, stay here, okay don't move" I say and he nods, I make my way out of his room closing his door behind me and I go down stairs, I go near the stereo and I find the off button, I click it and hear tons of people groaning in annoyance.

"Everyone get out!" I yell a huge wave of confidence rushing over me. Some people leave some people stay in place, my eyes catch Oliver's and I give him a look to help me. He starts yelling and talking to some people and everyone seems to be getting out.

"Split up and check the rooms, I want everyone gone" I say and Oliver nods. All the rooms I check have no one in them.

"All clear!" Oliver yells as he walks closer to me.

"Thank you" I Say and Oliver smiles,

"No problem, I didn't check his room though, I'm guessing hes there, did you talk to him? Is everything okay?" Oliver asks
"Hes there, and it will be" I say patting his back and he nods, "I hope so" he says softly before leaving.

I rush back up the stairs and into Kellins room, hes now laying on his bed looking up at the ceiling.

"What I'm going to do is tell you a list of ten things everyday for a week or less" I Say and he sits up and looks at me confused. "These ten things can take your mind off of anything, they can make you smile, they can motivate you, whatever your mind wants you to do with them, just remember them" I add

"okay" He says waiting for me to continue.
"Today I'm just going to give you reasons to look forward to tomorrow or any day really, you ready?" I ask
"ready" Kellin says softly and I sit in front of him on his bed.

"one, the sunshine and how it makes everything sparkle" He looks at me weirdly
"two, the flowers.. Three the smell of food" He smiles a little
"four, waking up next to someone you love... Hopefully that's me..That is me, right?" I ask jokingly

"of course its you, who else would put up with me" He says and one tear goes down his face and I wipe it away with my thumb.

"five,morning cartoons.. Six the sound your car makes when you turn it on.. seven The voice on the radio that says 'good morning! Thank you for tuning in!' " I mock the overly happy girl thats on the radio in the morning making Kellin laugh.

"Eight learning something new.. Nine the minty taste of your toothpaste..No I'm not asking you to eat it" Kellin laughs again making me smile

"And lastly ten spending time with people you want to spend time with" I say
"You" Kellin says softly making me smile.

"I know you normaly dont go to sleep early except for that one day, but its nine and I think you need it, I'm going to call Mike to see if he can bring me some things, okay?" I ask and he just smiles as he gets up and walks over to his drawers. I look away and take my phone out of my pocket. I call Mike and ask him to grab me a shirt, toothbrush and my backpack. He groaned and so I told him he could come and play video games until ten, I looked over at Kellin to make sure it way okay and he just gave me a thumbs up.

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I hear the doorbell go off and I leave Kellin's room and rush down the stairs. I open the door and Mike pushes all of my stuff towards me at once.
"And to the video game room" He says and I watch as Jaime's car drives away in the distance. I close the front door and drop my backpack next to it and I walk up the stairs dropping everything on the floor of Kellin's room, hes sound asleep in his bed, his face still has tear stains, his hair still perfect, I look at the wall with all the messy words on it. Tomorrow after work I'm going to paint over that so its like it never was there.

I don't want Kellin to think like this forever. He isn't alone. I get ready for bed and I get under the covers, I missed being this close to Kellin, there's still space in between us because I dont want to wake him up, but in general, I missed being next to him, I close my eyes and a few minutes later I feel something pressed against my chest. I open my eyes to see Kellins head on my chest, his body cuddling into mine.I put my arm over him and bring him closer.

God I missed him.  

A/N: Two updates in the same few hours...
Its two AM and I'm just writing more and more of this story..
This story is about 80% writen at 1 to 3AM.