got tired of the tittle of these parts..Needed a change....

The question I asked in the last chapter..If you didnt have an answer you will later on..Maybe not in this chapter or the next..But you'll see..

I went to sleep at this story just hitting 20K..
Thank you so much for reading!

*Still Vic Pov*

I open the door and I turn on the light switch. His walls are light blue. The celling is a dark blue color with little plastic stars on them. his bed nicely made. the sheets are dark blue matching the celilings. A soft looking buzz lightyear blanket spread across it.

I step in, closing the door behind me. I see a door and I open it.. Wow a walk in closet.. I run my hand against the wall and find the light switch, I turn it on and I look at all the hangers filled with small little shirts, jeans, worn out nike shoes, lots of shoes really small, some a bigger size, Kellin did say they came here a lot durning the summers when he was younger, this must be all his clothes from the baby years until maybe middle school, or whenever his parents stopped spending time with him.
I see what looks like a picture album and I pick it up from its spot hidden between jackets.its just a black book, no photo on the outside. I open it and skim through the pages.
Pictures of Kellin smiling at birthday parties, Kellin forcing smiles as he takes a photo with his dad, Photos with Kellin not wanting to look at the camera. Photos of Kellin and Justin. I close the book and put it back in its hidding spot. I shouldn't be in here. I turn the lights out and leave the room the way I found it. I cant just go in there looking for nothing. I walk my way down the light dim halls, how long was I in there for, it felt like minutes but at the look of this, it must've been hours.

I make my way up the stairs trying not to make a noise and then I slip into Kellin and I's room, I close the door slightly and I see him laying in bed his chest slowly going up and down, the side of his face slightly touching the pillow. I walk over to my bag and take out my pajamas before slipping in bed next to Kellin trying not to wake him up, I look at the alarm clock on the bedside table. 12AM. I sigh before gently moving Kellin's hair out of his face with my tumb.

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I wake up to the door opening, the smell of coffee, and christmas music?
I open my eyes to see Kellin in black pajama pants.. And the shirt I wore yesterday.
"you're awake! Sorry if I woke you" he says closing the door behind him as he gives me a small smile before putting the dark blue mug closer to his mouth and taking a sip.

I sit up in bed and he mkes he way over to his side and sits next to me.
"no you didnt wake me" I say giving him a smile before yawning
"you sure?" he asks making me laugh a little

"Yeah, I think it was the Christmas music that made me get up"
"oh yeah, you know Christmas eve is tomorrow and it started snowing and they just got all in the Christmas spirt" Kellin says with a shurg

"Its snowing? Like from the sky? Right now?" I ask getting a little excited
"yeah it is" Kellin says like its no big deal

"thank you" Kellin says randomly, I look at him giving him a confused look. Why is he thanking me?
"thank you for coming here with me, for the past few years Christmas has been a time where my cousins would bug me and I would feel ignored by the adults, it really means alot to me that you came" He adds before kissing my cheek bringing the smell of coffee closer to me.

I take the mug out of Kellins hand and take a sip, the warm coffee making its way down my throat
"ask me to meet you anywhere and I'll try to be there" I say softly and he smiles at me. I give him the mug back. Even if I get mad at Kellin, I can never seem to stay mad, hes all I've ever wanted and I guess the more I find out about the real him, the more I realize this is real the more I find myself loving him, I didnt think that was possible.

"how did I even get to know a beautiful person like you?" Kellin questions as he puts the now empty mug down and puts his head on my chest.
"Because you needed a fake boyfriend" I say without thinking

"Vic, I said I was sorry, please dont hold that against me forever" he says removing his head from my chest. I put my arm around him and pull him back into place.
"I know I shouldn't have said it, I'm sorry" I say softly.

"I think my family took that I'm gay pretty well" Kellin says
"how so?"
"When I went to get my coffee, My aunts who are both designers asked me which color would look better, they sterotyped me, but I still picked a pretty good shade of green, they were going to pick the worst one" Kellin says and we laugh

"Now do you want to play in the snow?" Kellin asks as he gets off of me, I quickly get out of bed almost tripping over my jeans on the floor. Kellin looking at me amused the whole time as I get my jeans on and a long sleeve shirt. I rush into the bathroom and brush my teeth then I go to my bag and I put on a beanie and a jacket.

"you ready?" Kellin questions, as he puts on his jacket.
"More than I'll ever be" I say and we rush down the stiars and to the front door, none of his family members bothering us. We put our shoes on and I open the door, a cold wind hits me and I watch as the snow falls perfectly down from the sky. I run like a little kid to the backyard, I can hear Kellin running behind me, It gets harder and harder to walk the more the snow gets taller as I continue walking.

Before I know it I feel Kellin push me down and I'm laying in the cold snow, Kellin's body on top of mine. The cold snow touching my neck making me shiver. Kellin leans down closer and his lips smash into mine, he bites my lower lip before changing his mind and making it a sweet kiss instead of an intense one. He gets off of me and then I feel a snow hit my face, I wipe the snow away. "got you!" Kellin says with a smirk on his face, I slowly get up and grab some snow in my hand, packing it into a ball and chucking it at Kellin. I watch as it hits his chest. Its like its going in slow motion.

"I've been shot!" Kellin says loudly and he makes a dramatic scene as he fall backwards into the snow.
"The guy I was in love with, shot me" he says louder. I make my way closer to him and I put my arm out to help him up, He takes it and pushes me forward making me go facedown in the snow besides him,the cold snow makes its way into my jacket.I get up and look around to see Kellin running in random directions.
"Im going to get you Quinn!" I yell as I run after him with snow in my hand.

-- *Christmas day!*

"Vic, get up" Kellin says lightly pushing my shoulder "hmm" I mummble
"Its christmas! Vic get up" Kellin says loudly almost pushing me out of bed.

After our little snowball fight two days ago we went inside and sat in front of this huge fireplace they have. I was in Kellins arms and there was a blanket over us. We didnt talk much that day, we just enjoyed eachothers company, we ate dinner before his family did and then we watched some TV in his room, laughing at something stupid that Bart Simpson did.

Then yesterday, Christmas eve, I helped Kellin put ordiments on the tree and then his mom asked me to put icing on the cookies, Kellin came over and tried runing my perfect work...So I put red frosting on his nose it didnt turn into a huge food fight because then his little cousins came in and laughed and called him 'rudolph the red-nosed reindeer' causing him to chase after them and leaving me alone in the kitchen to finish my master pieces.

"I'm up, I'm up" I say then I put the covers over my head. "Vic" Kellin groans "Presents are waiting for us" he adds before flinging the blankets off of me.

"I'll meet you down there" I say with a smile
"hury up" he says in a childish voice before leaving me in the room
I go over to my bag and take out the lame gift I got for Kellin, I poorly wrapped it in the wraping paper Mike left on the counter, he had a note next to it telling me I owed Tony. What that means is I should thank Tony, Mike knows for now I cant really give him anything, but yet I'm going to start working once I get back. I make my way down the stiars and I go to where they have the huge beautiful expensive looking fake tree. The only Bostwick I see is Kellin, I rub my eyes as I walk closer. Its only him. I sit next to him and put my gift for him on his lap.

"Where is everyone?" I ask
"sleeping" he says softly and he gets up and turns on the tree lights, which light up the room, its a little dark in here due to the windows being covered.
"what time is it?" I ask
"five, they wont wake up for another hour" he says as he looks under the tree and takes out one of the gifts. Its a somewhat small gift. "I thought we could open our gifts now and not infront of everyone" he says giving me a small smile I hold out his gift and he takes it.

"Sorry its not much" I mummble and he slowly starts to unwrap it.

*Kellin Pov*

I slowly start to unwrap Vic's gift, once its off I see a small box with an envelope on top. I open the envelope to see a folded paper, I take it out and from the corner of my eye I see Vic shifting nervously in his spot on the floor.

'Kellin, I really like you -Vic' it says in really messy hand writing

"turn it over" Vic says softly, I do so and I realize its a paper from our elementary school, it has the date at the top, it was a spelling practice worksheet we did in third grade. Vic's messy answers fill the page. and there are two little stick figures on the sides.

"I was one of those kids" he says with a small laugh "that one was you" he says pointing to the taller figure "and that was me" he adds pointing to the smaller one.
"thats us" I say softly and I look over at him and he smiles at me. I put the paper down and I notce that when I unfolded it another paper fell, I pick it up and unfold it.

'Mike told me to write somthing for you, I think he wanted me to put my feelings down? Anyways, this is awkward because for the most part as you are reading this, I'm next to you.. I love you a lot Kellin, you hurt me but I'm over it, you make me so happy and I can never stay mad at you, You are my everything, Love Vic'

I smile at the little letter before turning back to the box. A cute little stuffed animal penguin is there.
"I have one that looks just like it in my room, I know its like a baby thing but I think its cute" Vic says ramboling

"I love it! I love you, when I dont see you, this will be you even though its cuter" I say and I kiss his lips making him shut up completly.

"Sorry I couldn't get you much or anything, I have lots of more attempt at asking you out papers from elementary and middle school but I didnt think you would want those" he says softly as I hold the penguin in my arms.

"I have to see those, you have to show them to me" I say and he smiles "Okay I will" he says shyly and his face is a light pink shade and he looks away

"this is for you" I say holding out the box. he looks at it and takes it out of my hands opening it and taking out the DVD case with his favorite movie, wayne's world. "open it" I say and he looks at me confused "open the movie" I say and he opens it and I watch as his eyes go wide.

"G-g-green Day tickets?" He asks in disbelief
"yeah, remember on our...not first but first date when I picked you up at your house"

- Flashback-

"you listen to green day?" I ask looking at vic's shirt

"ya, do you?" vic slowly asks

"ya, im a huge fan, i saw their last tour" I say with a smile

"really, thats awesome" vic says looking at his shoes

"maybe next time i'll take you, now come on fuentes, lets go" I say as I put my around Vic's shoulders

-End of flashback-

"I was so nervous it took me two times to put that shirt on right" Vic says and I see his eyes start to water. "you mean so much to me" he says softly trying not to choke on his words. I put the penguin aside and I wrap my arms around him.

"I I-I never thought I-Id" he starts off but then stops, I rub his back slowly like he did to me when I had my little break down. "I never thought I'd go to a concert" he says and he puts his arms around me.

"you mean a lot to me too" I say softly as I run my hand from his back to his neck making him look up at me, his tears start flowing down. I wipe them away

"why are you crying? Please dont cry" I add
"they are happy tears" he says removing his arms from me and covering his face, I move my arms away from him and hold the 'i like you note' he wrote for me in third grade.

"promise me you wont ever stay mad at me"
"I promise, like I said, I cant stay mad at you" Vic says and then he looks at the tickets

"these are real, it says purchesed by Kellin Quinn right there" Vic says in amazement as he looks at the bottom of the ticket.

"as real as it gets" I say with a huge smile. "now why is your hair shorter than mine?" I ask pointing at the stick figure.
"I'm not sure, I thought you'd look good with it, and look I was right" he says pointing at me.
"you still have longer hair than me, in third grade your hair was the same as it is now" I state

"I dont know, I didnt like my hair, but I got used to it" he says with a shrug
"I love your hair" I say running my hand threw it.

"This is like my childhood dream" Vic shyly admits
"what? Having an attractive guy running his hand through your hair" I say as I move his hair away from his face.
"having an attractive guy named Kellin running his hand through my hair"

"tell me all about this childhood crush, I like this" I admit sitting up straighter.
"what is there you want to know" Vic says as he continues holding onto his green day tickets for dear life.

"did you really like me that much?" I ask removing my hand from his hair.
"yeah, a little too much"
"I think its cute" I admit.

I hear little kids run down the stairs and I sigh.
"well there ends our private Christmas and now its a public event, in run the children" I say in a announcement voice making Vic laugh. I put my arms out and Vic sits closer to me, I pull him closer to me and put our gifts together in the box my gift came in. I watch as my family walk down the stairs like half asleep zombies.

"so this Green Day show.." Vic says
"its real" I state
"and we are going together?"

"Yes we are, unless you want to give the second ticket to someone else.." I say softly
"no no you're coming with me" he says and I kiss his forehead

"eww, kissing"Adam says
"no its cute, let them be" Jessica says I look over at them running around the tree trying to find their gifts.
"but kissing is gross" Adam says crossing his arms
"youre just jelous you cant get kissed" Jessica says and Adam's eyes go wide.

"guys stop fighting" Vic says in a soft voice
"listen to Vic" Jimmy says and he opens his gift "YOU GOT ME THE TOY CAR!" Jimmy yells pointing at me. He comes running towards me still holding the box the car is in,I close my eyes and I fell his little arms go around me. Dont kill me. Please dont kill me. I have a life to live. A boyfriend to love. I open my eyes to realize he isnt choking me. I feel small lips at my cheek.

"ew kissing" Adam says making Vic tilt his head to look up
"I love you Kellin, youre the best cousin" Jimmy says and I see Vic smile at me.
"I love you too" I say looking up at him.

"and the cousins get along" Vic says in a sing song voice, I hit him playfully on his arm. "shh" I whisper in his ear.