[35] Dad,I'm..Not straight

*Kellin Pov*

I walk into my uncles house and as soon as I close the door behind me the three little demon children came flying my direction. Two grabing my legs almost making me fall foward, the other grabing my wrist trying to drag me away to their prison cell.

"Woh there, hey guys" I say trying to be as nice as possible. I take off my jacket after swating away Jennifers grip of my wrist and I fully take it off and hold it in my arms. Fucken hell these kids have nothing better to do. "come play with us" Jimmy says as he grips onto my left leg harder, sitting on my foot.
"No, guys I'm tired" I say but they dont have it, my cousin Adam gets off of my right leg.
"Hes no fun this year, we will mess with him at Christmas" Adam says with a sigh, but then Jessica Grabs onto my arm, putting her nails deep into my skin. Only Vic can be like that with me.

"Jessica, stop" I say sternly but the blonde just sticks her toungue out at me. Stupid nine year olds thinking they rule the world. Her twin brother Adam takes her and pulls her back, leaving five year old Jimmy clinging onto my left leg for dear life.

"Jimmy, Jimmy, please can you get off my leg" I say nicely and he shakes his head. "I promise at christmas I'll make sure you get the coolest toy car, I promise" I say and his head goes up from my leg and he looks up at me

"Really Kellin?" He says with a smile "Really" I say softly and he gets off my legs

"Yeah guys lets mess with him at Christmas" Jimmy agrees, oh those little shits. I walk my way past the dinning room where I hear laughter from the ladys in the family, I pass the TV room where all the dads are yelling at the TV.
"BALTIMORE CANT WIN THIS" I hear my uncle yell and then I hear my dad swearing. Sports do bring people together. I put my jacket in the closet next to my mom's favorite Prada jacket. I sigh before making my way into the kitchen, I lean against the cabinites looking at all the food left over on the counter. I sigh before grabing a chocolate chip cookie and going into the dinning room.

"Kellin honey, you're here" My mom says with a smile and then my aunts and grandma say hi to me, I smile. "Nice to see you all again" I whisper.

"Can you go watch the kids?" My aunt Emma asks and I nod my head saying 'yes' but in reality I'm just going to sit outside without a jacket and hope to get sick and get an excuse to go home early. Like two years ago.

I walk out of the dinning room and take the side door out of the house and I lay outside in the grass looking up at the stars. I take my phone out of my pocket and hoover my hand over Vic's contact not sure if I should call him or not. After a few minutes I click the contact. He answers in less than a second.
"Hey honey, how are the kids?" He says in a sweet girlish voice.
"Shut up" I say with a little laugh
"I told you to give Bob that cake he wanted, hes the youngest he likes cake, without it he will eat you alive" Vic says jokingly

"Vic are you cheating on me? I thought I was your only one!" I say jokingly "the son we have together is Timmy" I add and he laughs
"Oh its Kellin, I thought I was talking to my husband Danny" Vic says with a laugh "I'd never cheat on you Kells" he adds and I feel my face turning red.  

"As soon as I walked in the door their claws were all over me, my feet and arms feel violated" I state
"That bad?" Vic asks
"That bad" I reassure him

"So what are you doing now?"
I sit up and Look at my cookie
"Well after almost getting taken away to their prison cell I rewarded myself with a chocolate chip cookie and laying outside under the stars" I say and then I take a bite of my cookie.
"aw my little Kellin got himself a nice cookie" Vic says softly
"yeah and it tastes really good,you're just jealous, I was going to call you dad but then I remembered incest isn't your thing" 
I hear Vic do a fake gaging noise.

"how do the stars look?" Vic asks changing the subject
"Bright" I say and then I hear those devils laughing and I hear their footsteps going everywhere "Fucken hell" I mutter

"They look like hell? Well there Kellin" Vic says
"No sorry the devils got lose and are now--"
"KELLIN WHO ARE YOU ON THE PHONE WITH" Jessica yells then she adds a shriek "Is it a girl friend?" She adds happily no longer screaming at me

"Yeah, its my girl friend" I say and I hear Vic mumbling words
"Vic, you there?" I ask
"Is that short for Victoria?" Jimmy asks confused, I just shake my head no.
"yeah I'm here, how are the devils?" Vic asks

"They have surrounded me, I should go, I love you, I will talk to you soon"
"Love you, Kells good luck" He says and I hear his smile through the phone. We listen to each other breathing for a few seconds before Adam yells 'KELLIN IS IN LOVE' I sigh "Bye Vic" I say softly then I hang up. These kids.

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*Three days later*
Thanksgiving night was the kids telling everyone I was in love and everyone looking at me. I even heard my dad mumble 'Kellin doesnt love' I told everyone I didnt know what the kids were saying then I said my goodbyes, said I had homework to do and I left I heard my dad say 'he'd never get a girl friend, hes too much of a slut' well listen up dad, youre right I wouldnt  date a girl anymore because I'm gay. I'm not interested in girls anymore, I realized I wasnt into that, I'm not a slut I was experimenting to see if I really was gay or if I just didnt find the right girl.  I closed the door and got into my car. I havent seen my dad in weeks and these are the words he says about me. He only saw two girls I was hanging out with, one of them was Mary. If two people make me a slut then just having Vic makes me a player. I got in my car, and on the drive home for some stupid reason, I started crying. I don't know why I let that get to me. My vision blurred up and thats when I got myself to stop crying because I could've crashed. I went home and in the morning when I woke up I left and got back in my car and drove two hours away went to some coffee shop, sat by the window my phone dead in my pocket. Then I drove back home it was about three my parents were out of the house. I put my phone to charge,locked my door and put my ear phones in, blasting taking back sunday. Then yesterday I got a text from Vic telling me he hopes the kids didnt drag me to hell. I didnt answer because my dads words were taking over my mind and the only thing I wanted to say to anyone was 'I'm gay' But here I am sitting next to Vic at our spot with his arms around me where I just spilled my heart out and told him what my dad said three days ago.

"was he drunk?" Vic asks as he rubs my back
"On his team winning" I mumble
"I'm sorry" He whispered as he kisses my cheek as I cry harder

"If I ever meet your dad I will talk to him, he shouldn't be calling you stuff like this" Vic says sternly
"Hes head of his own business, you might not scare h-him" I stutter into his chest and he pulls me closer.

"I'll get my Mexican gang to help" Vic jokes trying to lighten the mood.
"Do I tell him I'm gay?" I ask as I stop the tears.
"Do you want to?" Vic asks I shrug I dont even know my dad's views on people who like the same sex.
"I-I d-dont know" I admit and I start sobbing again.

"I can go with you for suport" Vic says as he rubs my back slower
"No its fine, I'll do it, I'll tell you about it at school tomorrow" I admit and I sit up in his arms removing my head from his chest.

"I love you" I say and his lips go to mine, its a slow sweet kiss. "I love you too" He says softly and he removes his arms from around me
"You ready to go home?" Vic asks me
"No put your arms back around me" I say and he does so. We sit there until it gets dark and then I drive Vic home then I go to my own. I walk inside the house and close the door behind me.

"Kellin! We havent seen you in days!" My mom says worry clear in her voice
"He was sleeping here last night, his snoring woke me up" My dad complains
"shh Ed please" my mom says and I walk closer to my dad

"Dad" I say and he groans "Move from the tv" He says.. Well this is why I have my own movie room.

"Mom, dad, I'm gay, and dad those words you said on thanksgiving hurt me, I'm not a slut, and I dont like girls anymore" I state
"What are you?" My dad asks standing up
"I am gay" I say, I feel tears start trying to make their way out and I feel his hand slap me across the face.
"Ed!" My mom yells as she rushes closer.

My dad just slapped me across the face. And now I feel the tears blurring my vision. I move away from my parents. "Do you know how hard that was to say!" I yell and the tears come down more.

"Kellin, dear, your dad didnt mean it, I support you" My mom calls out as I rush up the stairs. I change my shirt and I grab my stuff for school tomorrow, "My son is a pussy, do you think I want to tell the guys at work that?!" My dad says angerly I rush past my parents and I leave my house throwing my stuff in the car then I speed walk to Oliver's house, I knock on the door and Mr.Sykes opens the door.

"Kellin, what happened?"
"Nothing, is Oliver home?" I ask looking down

"In his room, come on in" He says "Thank you" I say softly and I rush to Oliver's room and I knock on the door he opens it and I start crying. Oliver puts his arms around me.
"woh love what happened?" Oliver asks and I back up from the hug and look up at him.

"I told I-I told my dad I was g-gay" I stutter
"Oh my god, Kellin stay here" Oliver says and he sits me down on his bed, he rushes out then comes back and gives me an ice pack.

"have you told Vic this happened?" Oliver asks I shake my head no. "I can tell him" Oli says
"No, he will worry" I say sitting up straight and putting the ice to my face the pain hitting me in the face but not as much pain as when my dad's hand hit me.

"He should know, do you really want me to tell him you stayed over here tomorrow morning at school" Oliver says
"Fine call him, but tell him I dont want to see him, I dont want him to see me like this" I state and then I start crying even more and then I lay down on the bed and pull one of the pillows closer to me letting go of the ice.
"on second thought, he can find out in the morning, I will sleep on the couch" Oliver says and I hear him closing the door behind him leaving me alone in his room crying into a pillow.

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