A/N: this story is so close to 10K this is so insane, I just got this idea one day and just wanted to write it down and you guys are actually reading it. thank you so much.

*Kellin pov*

Vic fell asleep in my arms a few minutes of silence later. Jesse, Jesse's been doing this. Doesnt he understand when I said I didnt want anyone messing with Vic. I meant it. I didnt give him secretive permission, I didnt wink to tell him I was kidding. I wasn't lying. Jack backed off so why couldn't Jesse.

I pick Vic up and walk out of the shower, I slowly remove one hand from Vic and I open the door more considering it's been mostly open this whole time but it slightly closed after I broke the lock. I will be paying for that. I walk slowly down the hallway still holding Vic, I go into his room and I lay him down under the covers. I pace around the room wondering what to do.

Jesse is taller than me, Bigger than me, but does that mean hes stronger than me? I dont want to fight him but if I have to, I have to. Halloween is coming and like always I might be forced into having a party at my house, I could always scare him then or somthing. I'll have to follow Vic around at school to make sure hes okay. I know we arent offically a thing but I'm going to be a better boyfriend than I was before, I was pretty great but yet it was fake.

I lay down on the floor next to Vic because, I'm not leaving him alone right now, and I dont want to push things by crawling into bed with him.

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I wake up by Vic's foot stepping on my hair, I open my eyes to look up at the mostly naked Vic.

"Sorry, I didnt think you we're still here after my episode" he says softly as he gets up from his bed and walks around me as I sit up.

"why wouldn't I be?" I ask

"because Jesse is your friend and I knew it was bullshit when he told me you told him to not mess with me, you arent really going to stop him are you? Please dont make things worse for me, he told me if you found out he'd take this abuse to the next level, now stop looking at me" He says as he quickly puts a shirt on over his head and puts on some jeans

"Stop with the crazy talk, I promised you I will help you, I'll make Jesse stop, I dont care that he is my friend, I told him to not hurt you and he did, Vic I care, last time we both know I was pretending, but I swear to god, right now this is real" I say after I stand up

"Kellin Quinn believes in a god" Vic says in fake disbelief

"very funny Victor" I say and I walk closer to him "why are you so upset?" I ask noticing tears going down his face

"Besides the fact you saw me at my weakest point physically and emotionally..The fact that I fell asleep in your arms and woke up not in them..I thought everything was fake again"

I wrap my arms around Vic and I feel him put his arms around me.

"Vic, who are you talkin-"

I remove my arms from around Vic and he backs away from me, His hand making its way to mine as we look at the door. Mike is standing there, giving me the death glare. Shit.

"I wont let this happen" Mike states as his eyes go from mine to Vic's "and what the fuck happened to your face?" Mike asks as he walks closer to Vic revealing a confused Tony standing behind him in the door way. I feel Vic's hand slipping out of mine and it goes to his side.

"Kellin I think you should leave" Mike says harshly and I nod

"No Kellin stay" Vic says and I stop walking and I stand next to Tony at the doorway, surprised he hasnt thrown a punch at me yet. But I dont think Tony is even thinking about it.

"Why should he stay? Vic hes a liar!" Mike says raising his voice

"Because I still have feelings for him" Vic says and everything goes dead silent. The only noise you can hear is Mike's heaving breathing.

"How could you have feelings for someone like him?!" Mike asks harshly as he points back at me

"No offense taken" I mumble

"No offense? You're a bastard Kellin! You should take all of this as offense and learn how to clean up your fucking act!" Mike yells at me.

"Dont call him a bastard" Vic says raising his voice, surprising all of us.

"He made you cry! He put you through hell! This is all a lie, can't you see that?" Mike asks Vic

"Hes changed since then" Vic states

"oh so now hes really in love with you? Now this love is real? Hes no longer faking going out with you, hes actually putting passion into his hugs?" Mike asks

"Mike I know you dont like me, I know what I did was wrong but I-" I start off but Mike cuts me off "But you are trying to screw him over again!"

"No, I actually care for him! I'm starting to fall in love with him for real" I say, the words surprising myself

"Dont say that again! Vic doesnt need your bullshit! Your apologies are shit Quinn, fucking shit, you said it in front of the school, big fucking deal, you arent the big shit, your just a monster people are scared of, you dont care! Leave" Mike says harshly as he starts walking closer to me and pointing at me.

"Fine I'll leave, but I really do care for him, I didnt before but I sure as hell do now" I say and I start walking slowly out of the house. Stopping in the kitchen so I can hear the rest.

"Mike, you do realize, he cares for me more than you do right now. I've come home beaten up and I start crying and you dont realize, you never checked on me! What if I died? What if I got hurt to the point I bleed out? He noticed before you did! I thought the same as you, Kellin lied, and now that I look back, its so fucking obvious that everything was a lie! Kellin's old so called feelings were so obvious a lie. But now, now I see it, I know things about Kellin I didnt need before, I've seen a true side of him that is starting to come out." Vic says harshly

"Mike, babe, calm down" I hear Tony say softly and I look back in the hallway to see Tony walking into the room. I walk closer to the front door and I put my hand on the door knob

"Hes falling for me, while I already fell for him, and no matter what he did for me, the fealings are there! You cant stop that Mike" Vic says and I start turning the door knob

"Vic, where the fuck are you going?!" I hear Mike yell and before I know it I'm being turned around and Vic's lips are on mine, and I kiss him back, wrapping my arms around his waist as he wraps his around my neck. His lips are soft. "can I stay at your place? For today?" He asks breaking the kiss leaving us both breathless. "Anything for you" I say with a smile as I open the door behind me and we walk out. Vic puts up his pointer finger and walks down the hallway

"Victor, where are you going?" I hear Mike ask
"Babe let him go" Tony says
"Dont babe me, hes my brother!"
"Let him go Mike he needs to calm down, You need to calm down" Tony says and I hear Mike sigh.

"Earth to Kellin" Vic says as he waves his hand in front of my face, making me block out Tony and Mike in the background

"Sorry" I say and I lean in to kiss his cheek before opening the door wider so he can leave. His backpack on his back ready for school tomorrow, hes such a nerd. I smile as I follow him out of his house, closing the door lightly behind me. I open my car door for him and he goes inside and then I go to my side and I get inside.

"Where to?" I ask as he puts his backpack over his shoulder and onto the backseat of the car. In the inside deep down the old part of me is screaming 'Please dont leave a mess in my car' but my thoughts of how cute he is is pushing those words away. I said I changed, I didnt mean fully. For fuck sakes who do you think I am? I'm still Kellin Quinn.

"anywhere but here" He says motioning towards the house to our left. "About that door, I'll pay to get the lock fixed" I say softly as I start the car and start driving us to my house.

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Hours of watching The walking dead later and Vic fell asleep in my arms, I really am getting a good work out by carrying Vic. I slowly walk up the stairs with Vic in my arms, I almost slip on one of the steps but luckily I kept my balance. I lay Vic on my bed and I slip in next to him. I put my arm lazily around him and I feel myself slowly falling asleep.

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I wake up as I feel Vic move in my arms, I open my eyes to see Vic sitting up on the bed with his head in his hands.

"Vic whats wrong?" I ask him confused as I sit up "did you have a zombie dream?" I add
"No, something worse" he says softly

"what could be worse than a Zombie apocalypse?" I ask "Jesse Lawson" Vic says slowly "You dont understand, Kellin I cant go to school, you cant tell him you know" Vic says as he looks up from his hands.

"Vic babe, go back to sleep, I'll deal with this" I say and he shakes his head no
"What do you mean, no? I'm not giving you an option Vic" I add and he groans

"But mom"

"Shut up Vic, I have this under control" I say a bit harshly, it isnt my fault its the middle of the night.
"You are so.. Kellin Quinn, why do you have to be so you?" Vic asks

"Because I'm an asshole, now for real, you know how sassy I can be, I'll deal with Jesse" I state and I turn my back to Vic so maybe I can get back to sleep.

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I wake up to my alarm clock going off and I turn my body and without looking I try turning it off.

"Kellin, My nose is not your alarm clock"

I open my eyes to see my hand on Vic's face. "I was wondering why it wouldnt turn off" I say jokingly as I remove my hand from his face and he turns it off himself.

"Halloween is on coming up" Vic states "I know" I say softly as I remove the covers from my body and get off of my bed.

"because its a holiday can I just skip school today"
"I'm not your mom, Vic, I would let you take that decision but no, I'm not letting you stay here because of Jesse, I promise you, he wont hurt you not today,not ever again, now get your ass out of bed" I say and he does what I ask

"You can borrow one of my shirts if you want" I say pointing to the closet to his right. "Thanks" he mumbles.

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We get out of my car and start walking towards the school, him slowly down with each step.

"come on Victor" I say and I step back and grab his arm and pull him into our beloved high school.

--

During our first class we sat next to each other and Vic was really tense, I didnt leave his side and when we left I saw Jesse from the corner of my eye and I have to stop myself from wanting to run up to him and put my hands around his neck. I walk Vic to his next class and I give him a soft kiss goodbye.

--

After My second class I rushed to Vic's and waited for him to leave the room and after he did I walked with him to his next class.

After I watch Vic take his seat in his third class I start making my way down the hallway to go to mine and thats when I see the familiar smile in front of me

"Lawson we need to talk" I say harshly and he gives me a confused look. I rush up to him and I harshly grab the sleeve of his shirt and I push him inside the bathroom.

"What dont you understand? I said leave Fuentes alone!" I yell at him

"you did? Was the TV on? All I remember is seeing white noise and hearing TV static, you know" He says calmly

"there was no TV dont play with me. I told you leave him the fuck alone and you did the opposite" I say as I hit his chest.

"getting sexual with me Quinn"
"Shut up Lawson!"
"why are you protecting Fuentes?" Jesse asks me

"because I hurt him and now I'm in love with him, and I swear to god, if you hurt my boy friend ever again, I'll make your life hell" I say harshly, I can see a small tint of worry in Jesse's eyes

"how did you fall in love with him?" Jesse asks in disgust

"once someone cares for you, you realize how much you need them and how much they care for you, and I found myself needing him"

"You're Kellin Quinn, you dont need him"

"Yes I do" I state

"you've never needed anyone"

"things have changed, Jesse"

"Oh so now your life revolves around a guy you never noticed, wow Quinn this is what everything comes to? I'm not leaving him alone"

"Yes you are!" I say loudly, anger rising in my voice, why wont Jesse obey me.

"I noticed him before you did!" Jesse says and I cant handle this any longer
"see you at my Halloween party on Friday" I say

"Is that a fight invitation?" He asks confused and confident
"what are we preschoolers? Get a grip Jesse, you have until Halloween to change your mind, and if you don't, you are going straight to hell" I say as I flick him off.

"Love you too Kellin! See you at lunch!" He says softly with a small wave

"No you wont, because I will be sitting with Vic" I say as I make my way out of the bathroom.

"I'm not scared of you anymore" Jesse calls out from behind me as I walk farther and farther down the hallway

Now I'm going to have to watch Vic carefully for a week and hope Jesse changes his mind and if Jesse doesnt, Friday is going to be the day everything crashes, either Jesse wins or I win, and I have to fucking win. Jesse not being scared of me is bullshit. Does he know who hes talking to? I can bring him down in a second and hes lucky I'm giving him a chance to keep everything he has at this school, he even has a invite to my party that I have every year, everyone wants to come to these. Plus I make someone else clean the mess because its my favorite Holiday and I cant be bothered with cleaning everything.