A/N: I'm just going to continue this story here, if you've read my story 'stay with me' I did what I like to call 'part two' which is basically me just continuing the story even tho the description kind of has changed (obviously now that Kellin's plan is over!) How did you all like Kellin's apoligy?

P.S: I was bored before school and did another cover/poster thing for this story..I was wondering if anyone wanted to make me more? You could post it somewhere and send me the link? I'm thinking of changing the cover of this story!

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*Vic pov*

"Thanks" I mumble as I back out of the hug and awkwardly take the guitar back in between my hands

"at lunch, you might not want to be seen with me or in the hallways, Mike will kick your ass" I add

"Expected" Kellin says softly

"I should go" I say and I feel Kellin pull me back

"Stay"

"Kellin I don't even know if I can fully trust you right now, give it time" I state before walking out of his house and to my own, holding my guitar.

Saturday was a low point for me, I spent the morning crying while listening to music which I'm surprised Mike didn't turn it down, I took my guitar while it was raining and left threw my window and I went to my spot where I wanted to be alone and I went psychotic, I wanted to smash my guitar but instead I just pulled some strings to hard and pulled some knobs out of it and I might've kicked it. When Kellin found me, the guitar was by the tree next to me which he didn't seem to notice, he tried taking me home and failed, he left me alone like I wanted but I'm not sure if I really wanted him to leave me. When he left I continued crying harder than I was, I wasn't even thinking about the fact I wouldn't be able to get my guitar fixed because we didn't want to spend out money on that. But when I stopped crying I realized that and hid the guitar under Kellin's jacket so Mike wouldnt notice my guitar being fucked up, I went home and Mike didn't even question me he didn't smile at me but yet he didn't say anything or ask questions and I went straight to my room and fell asleep.

Sunday morning, I woke up to mike opening my door, he told me it was one in the afternoon, I said okay and then he asked me where my guitar was and I said with a friend, he told me he didnt know I would let Tony borrow it and I told him it wasnt Tony and then he dropped the subject walking out of the room asking me if I wanted something to eat, I said no. It was another day of me ignoring Kellin's calls, Kellin's texts, his voicemails saying 'I'm sorry' and 'I hope youre okay' his texts repeating those words over and over again along with 'Please call me' 'Please answer me' 'Why wont you hear me out' I almost wanted to reply back and tell him he should know why I'm ignoring him, he broke my heart, steped on me, used me, acted like he loved me when I was nothing....Nothing.. My parents came home Sunday night. That's when things in my mind got worse. My dad shared the news that he got fired from his job. He didnt do anything wrong, its just the company lost a lot of money from someone elses stupid mistake and now My dad is off job hunting and might get a job where he has to work 10 times the hours just to support us.

And now to today, Monday, whats known as the worst day of the week, I came into school and like the first day, I took my seat in between Hayley and Taylor who still dont seem on good terms, and just like the first day of school, Kellin came late, His eyes went straight to me but I looked away, I didnt want to give him the satisfaction of gaining my attention, my attention is something he might not get from me anymore, So what he got someone to fix my guitar, unlike a guitar my heart wont be able to be repaired that fast.

I left the classroom as fast as I could because I didnt want Kellin to get too close, then lunch came around and Kellin didnt come to my table which was a huge releif. Tony and Mike were trying not to get too close to each other, there was a slim space in between them, it was easy to tell all Tony wanted was Mike's affection, a hug, a kiss, hand holding and it was easy to tell all Mike wanted was to give Tony that affection he wanted. But they were just looking at me like someone broke my nose and I was forced to go to school with a nose cast. Jaime started up a subject about soccer thinking it would change the mood. Little did he know, soccer reminded me of gym and gym reminded me of Kellin, I got Kellin out of runing, I passed the soccer ball with Kellin, I sat out of gym class and talked with Kellin. Everything seems to remind me of the asshole who I cant seem to get over.

What I didnt expect was for Kellin to do a huge apology in public. Oliver yelled at everyone telling us to calm down which was his nice way of saying 'everyone shut up'. We all turned to look at Oliver, but it wasnt Oliver everyone looked at, it was Kellin standing on a table. I couldnt get myself to look away, noone was making a noise. Kellin was standing there like he owned the place, which he basically does, I cant deny that. Kellin says run, you have to run. 

Kellin said he needed to admit something and my heart started racing, faster than ever, I was scared of the words he would say, I didnt even know why I cared. He seemed so nervous but then he said, "You see, I'm not one to regret things, obviously I'm Kellin Quinn, but all you peasants know that" Thats when I was like, Kellin must always have his bitch mode on, another moment where Jaime might've wanted to shout 'told you hes not what you always wanted him to be' in my face. But then Kellin apologized and continued. He never apologizes, everyone knows his cold heart cant do that, everyone thought that he'd die before apologizing.

Kellin then continued by saying 'I recently hurt someone, I hurt this person emotionally, I wasnt prepared for this, I didnt realize, that all this person's life, well I mean as long as this person has known me, all they wanted, all he wanted was to get to know me, and well I didnt even give him that, I gave him friendship that he wanted but, I used him, and I made him feel really bad and I have to admit, I fucked up. I really fucked up,'  At this point I could feel the tears trying to escape, I felt my heart shatter even more, I felt the world stop. This speech was him talking about me, talking about 'us'. He realized everything, But I still dont know if I should believe him or not, I dont know if his speech came from the heart or if its something Justin or Oliver might've put together for him. Kellin then continued saying he never meant to hurt me and maybe I will be able to get to know him if I give him the chance, he said stuff about trying to be nicer or at least take peoples feelings into consideration, and I wish I could believe all those words, but those words are words that if you asked me a year ago what I think about Kellin I would say them, I would say 'I think he takes peoples feelings into consideration' but in this moment, I'm not sure if he really would do that or if he even wants to.

He ran out a few minutes after and I some people were like 'way to go Vic, you broke Kellin' or that I am breaking him and sooner or later he'll be a fully changed person, but thats not what I want to do. My whole table didnt say anything, they didnt know what to say, I told them I wanted to think somewhere and be alone and before they could stop me I went out, I walked out of school without getting caught, I went to my spot expecting to be alone, but I was wrong, Kellin was there, laying down with his eyes closed. I sat next to him and broke the silence making him open his eyes. I spoke my feelings and tried making it clear that I was still upset about it and that I might not be able to trust him but I want to give him the chance of friendship. and somehow that lead him to drag me to his house which kind of pissed me off because he was trying to move this friendship to fast. As far as I know we arent friends. I really needed a hug and I thought it was best to get one from him after him giving me my guitar back and fully fixed.

Kellin tried asking me to stay but I didnt and wont take it, I left, and now I'm home putting my guitar back in its rightful space in my room. I walk out to the living room where Mike has his eyes glued to the TV, our parents are gone trying to find my dad a job.

"Hey Mike" I say getting his attention and he puts the tv on mute and turns to look at me

"I think I should get a job" I add and he raises a eyebrow at me

"you're serious?" He asks

"yes, we need the money Mike, Ma and Pa work to hard and I think its right I start helping this family out, after all I take care of you most of the time but now you are old enough and its time for me to get my mind off of bullshit and get my head into a new midset, I'm going to get a job and get money for us" I state before walking back to my room

"is this the sadness talking?" Mike calls out to me

"No, this is me trying to get over Kellin and do something helpful for the family" I say loud enough so he can here before slamming the door behind me. Shit, we dont have money to repair things, at least I didnt break the door this time.