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Louis POV

I managed to make it to my room and stumbled into the shower, water running hot as I stepped in under the jets. My heart is pounding erratically against my ribs and I lean both hands on the wall of the shower, head hanging near my elbows. 

I take deep breaths and try to calm my racing pulse. I'm starting to panic. I can feel the tightness in my throat as I try to focus on the feeling of hot water running through my hair and down my back.

I'm feeling out of control again and I hate it. I want Harry here and I shouldn't. I don't want to be subjected to the whims of my omega wolf, but I am. I thought I finally had control of my life before this damn holiday! I don't understand..

I feel sobs start to rack through my chest and hot tears build up in my eyes. It scares me to hell that a simple look from Harry has me so flustered and desperate. I can't get him out of my mind and it's driving me crazy. 

My anxiety kicks up a notch when out of nowhere the image of that other alpha flashes in front of me. Will that be my life now? Will I always have to fend of drunk, horny alphas? He was so strong and I was helpless against him. I have never been so scared in my life. I've never been so weak.

My chest tightens as my breathing becomes more laboured. I feel like I'm going to pass out. 

Harry saved me from that alpha. Harry made me feel safe. Harry is flooding my mind before everything starts to fade to black.

Harry POV

Louis has gone upstairs and I'm chatting away with the guys. When I locked eyes with Louis moments ago, it was like my alpha was ready to jump at Louis and claim him. He just pulls me in and he is taking up more and more of my mind. 

 I was able to stay in control however and the moment passed. I gave him a small smile and engaged in conversation with the others to distract myself. 

I still feel tense however and I don't really understand why. There's a niggling feeling in the pit of my stomach that I can't seem to place. I shake the thoughts out of my head and re-focus on the conversation at hand. About a minute later however, that feeling  is back, and stronger. I don't feel right, kinda anxious? I feel faint traces of panic and helplessness. 

"ry.." I blink. "Harry!" I blink again to see Zayn waving his hand in front of my face. 

"You alright?" He's looking at me with a concerned expression. I don't know how to answer him.

"umm.. I don't really know?" They all exchange quick glances and wait for an explanation. I'm about to try and explain what I'm feeling when a sudden need takes over me. 

I need to get to Louis. 

I leap out of my seat and run up the stairs ignoring the calls of the other boys. As I get closer the feeling in my stomach gets stronger and before I know it I'm at Louis bedroom. I don't even need to ask where he is. I just know.

I run into the bathroom and find Louis curled up on the floor of the shower, water streaming over his face. 

"Shit!" I quickly open the shower screen and turn the water off. Louis isn't moving. My own panic rises in my chest as I kneel beside him and shake his shoulder. "Louis?" "Louis are you ok?" 

His eyes start to flutter and I quickly look behind me and grab his towel, throwing it over him so he isn't so exposed. The others have made it to the door and are asking what's wrong. 

"I don't know.. He was unconscious when I got here but I think he's waking up now." I say, voice higher than usual.

My hands are shaking as they kind of flit over Louis, moving hair out of his face, tucking the towel in better, running a hand over his arm. I don't really know what to do but my alpha demands I do something. 

I pick him up of the floor and settle him against my chest, trying to calm my breathing down and slow my pulse so I can be a decent alpha in this moment. I make sure the towel stays tucked around him and hold him close. 

"We will wait downstairs Harry. Let us know if you need us to do anything" Liam offers quietly. I give him a quick nod, thankful that he understands. Liam ushers the other two out as well muttering something about 'give them some privacy'. 

"Harry?" I hear him whisper. My attention goes straight back to Louis.

"Hey Lou. Yeah it's me, Im here. You're ok" I feel his eyelashes flutter against my chest and he lifts his head to look at me. I can see his eyes are red and puffy - he has been crying. I run a thumb under his eye, getting rid of the moisture there. 

"What happened Lou?" He sighs and drops his head back to my chest.

"It's stupid.. and embarrassing.. and I don't want to talk about it" he mutters. I can almost feel the pout on his lips and I smile a little. 

"Lou.. please tell me. You had me worried sick". 

It's quiet for a few seconds before he sighs again and says rather rapidly.

"I had a panic attack and passed out. No big deal".

I furrow my brows. That's the second panic attack that I know of. How often does this happen? I decide not to ask him just yet as I don't want to overwhelm him. He interrupts my thoughts with a question.

"How did you know to find me? Was I out for awhile?" He is looking at me again and I look straight into his electric blue eyes as I think about my answer.

"I don't know really. I just.. knew that I needed to get to you. That something was wrong." I talk slowly, trying to fit the pieces together in my head. It makes no sense to me but I can worry about that later. Right now I am content holding the small omega in my arms.

"Right.. well that's weird" He replies, confusion evident on his face. "I mean I'm glad you found me, I wish I had clothes on at least though." he lets out a breathy chuckle to hide his embarrassment. 

I just smile in return, observing as Louis' eyes zone in on the dimples I evidently have on display and I see a small blush coat his cheeks. I raise an eyebrow and he must realise he's staring because he shakes his head a little and goes to stand up.

I almost let out a whine and I tighten my arms around him. 

"Harry!" he laughs. "I am butt naked and lying on the bathroom floor. I'm cold and losing my dignity by the second." I almost still refuse to let him go but he said he's is getting cold so I let go of him and watch as he stands up, keeping the towel held tight around his curvy hips. 

"Are you sure you're ok?" I ask as he heads to the door. 

"I'm fine Haz. It happens sometimes but there's nothing to worry about". 

"hmm.. if you say so" I say with uncertainty laced through my voice. 

He gets to the door and pauses, turning back to me. 

"Thank you Harry" He smiles a dazzling smile at me and continues into his room to get dressed. My heart skips a beat at the sight and just as I am about to get up I hear him shout from his room.

"And don't you dare come in here until I tell you to!"

"okay okay" I say back, grin on my face, and settle back on the floor not even caring that my clothes are wet.