Louis POV

It feels like it's been hours since Niall left me in my room. I've been pacing the room, sweat dripping from my hair, and a constant hard on that refuses to disappear! Though not for lack of trying.. three or four times.. My eyes are burning with angry tears because I am so fucking frustrated and my hair is sticking out all over the place.

I threw on some sweats and a shirt, part of my muddled brain registering the fact that Niall will be back and he would probably rather not see me in all my naked glory.

In the middle of my random wandering I hear a knock on the door. I almost trip over my feet as I throw myself at the door, flinging it open. Niall's eyes widen as he takes in my appearance and frazzled behaviour and he gives me a half hearted smile. As he moves to step around me into the room I'm suddenly hit with a wave of that musky scent that sends me crazy.

I can literally feel my body react (I didn't think I could get any harder.. I was wrong), I feel the familiar drop in my stomach, heart rabbiting against my ribs and slick leaking through the back of my sweats. I instantly want to get closer to the source of the smell, my brain not even second guessing the decision as I charge into the hallway, eyes wide and body tense. I faintly hear Liam yelling downstairs and Niall is suddenly in front of me, hand in the centre of my chest, stopping me from walking forward. 

I snap my eyes to his baby blue ones. "Let me go Niall.. I need to find him" I almost whine the sentence out.

"No Lou. You're not in your right mind remember? Don't do something you'll regret"

My breathing is heavy as I stare back at him, taking in the gentle way he is talking to me and my rational thinking sort of returning. I feel him put more pressure on my chest and I slowly start to walk backwards. Niall steers me back into my room and quickly locks the door behind me. I feel a sense of loss as the scent is almost gone the moment the door shuts and I suddenly feel like crying again.

"I hate this Niall. Please make it stop" I almost sob the words out as I collapse on my bed in the fetal position, hugging a pillow tight against my chest and not caring the he can see my soaked sweat pants. I hear Niall sigh, and he sits down on the empty space near my feet. He puts a hand on my knee, patting it a couple of times. 

"Come on. I have some stuff that will help"

I look at him sceptically but sit up nevertheless, still hugging the pillow. I notice he is holding a bag and he looks at me cautiously, about to tip the contents of the bag out but he stops suddenly. "Don't freak out ok?" is all he says before he dumps the contents on the bed.

My face flushes the deepest shade of red it's ever gone I reckon as I take in the items. It's a bunch of sex toys.. Niall bought me sex toys (note the plural).. from a shop.. in person. The familiar feeling of panic starts bubbling in my chest as I look back at him, eyes wide and a deathly grip on the pillow. 

"What the fuck Niall! What's this meant to do?"

The twat actually chuckles and I narrow my eyes at him.

"Honestly? You'll be thanking me a million times over in a couple of hours. And if it makes you feel any better my collection is much bigger than this" he finishes with a wink and a hint of pride. And ok.. that was more information than I ever wanted to know about my fellow partner in crime. But I have to admit, it did make me feel a bit better. I tell myself that this is normal for Niall, and will have to become normal for me too I suppose.

I clear my throat and gives the items and quick once over, eyes darting back for a second look at a particularly *ahem* big one and I feel the now annoyingly familiar drop in my stomach at the image that rushes through my mind before taking a deep breath and looking back to Niall. "Okay.. so umm.. thanks? Like honestly Niall.. you actually bought me sex toys. You might be the coolest person ever" I let out a somewhat strained laugh given my current circumstance.

He laughs and claps my on the shoulder, standing up. I cringe a little because I know my shirt is soaked with sweat. 

"Anytime Lou" He looks like he was about to leave but he pauses, turning back to me again.

"I'm not sure about what I'm about to say to don't take it the wrong way ok?" He checks with me before continuing. Curious about what he is going to say, I nod for him to continue. "You seem to be particularly drawn to Harry" My heart rate increases embarrassingly fast at the mention of the alpha "so you need to be careful. Don't go rushing out to find him because he won't be able to control himself around an omega in heat and we don't want either of you doing something you'll regret later."

He looks at me seriously, waiting for my response. Just the mere thought of Harry has my mind going fuzzy, wanting to get the alpha close to me again, to have his strong hands on my body..

"Louis!" Niall snaps his fingers in my face and rolls his eyes when I snap out of my daze. "This is what I'm talking about. You get completly focused on him - you need to control that!" 

"I can't help it Niall! I'm not doing it on purpose. He's my best mate! I know it's just his instincts making him act the way he does. Like you said - he can't control himself around an omega in heat" The words creating a sinking feeling as I say them, knowing that it's true and curling into myself more around the pillow.

Niall's brows furrow slightly as he looks back at me, like he wants to contradict what I said. However he just lets out another sigh. "Sorry Lou.. I can't really help with that but don't worry too much about it ok? Let's just get through the next three days and we can talk about everything when you have a clear mind" I just huff in response.

He gives me one last smile before heading back to the door. He steps out into the hallway and turns back one last time to tell me someone will bring me dinner before shutting the door. As soon as he's gone, I run and lock the door, letting the small amount of control I had go. I am suddenly only able to think about the burning sensation in my groin, begging for attention. 

I feel like I'm suffocating with my clothes clinging to me so I am quick to rip them off, not caring if I damaged anything and throwing them somewhere in the room. My breathing is heavy, my mind is spinning and I waste no time running my hand over my length, trying desperately to find any kind of relief. 

I don't even care that I'm standing in the middle of the room, to intent on finding my release to notice my legs shaking and I somehow end up kneeling on the wooden floor, hunched over myself, hand working faster and rougher and I can feel the tightening in my stomach and slick dripping onto my feet. My eyes are screwed shut and I'm steadying myself with one hand on the floor and a few minutes of sloppy strokes later I'm groaning, feeling my release coarse through my body. Streaks of white all over the floor.

I whine as I notice that I'm still just as hard as before, not feeling any kind of the relief I was hoping for, my breath coming out heavy and hot as I helplessly start working my hand again, sweat dripping down my face. I feel like I need something more and almost like a lightbulb moment, I look to the bed and remember all the things Niall bought me. 

I crawl over to the bed, legs to weak to stand and grimace at the feeling of stickiness covering my hand and being squished into the floorboards. I grip the side of my mattress and dramatically haul myself onto the bed. Instantly grabbing the dildo that caught my attention before I roll over onto my back. I take note of the weight of it, thick and heavy in my hand and I'm letting out a groan, feeling yet more slick leaking out of me. 

Like seriously! How much of that stuff will I produce!

I am now desperate to alleviate the pain I'm in and make quick work of coating the dildo in my own lube, feeling the rubbery texture between my cheeks, causing my breath to hitch. I keep the dildo moving between my cheeks, spreading slick everywhere and with my other hand I start to circle my rim. 

I've never done this before so I'm just guessing what I need to do but I think I'm on the right track when I push one finger past the tight ring of muscle and feel tingles shoot through my body. I moan loudly, starting to move it in and out slowly, getting used to the foreign feeling. Not long after I had another finger.. and then three, moving faster and scissoring my hole open. 

I don't know how long I do this for but I want more. I pull my fingers out and move the tip of the dildo to my entrance. I sit up slightly and watch as I push the head past my loosened hole - stretching it impossibly more and sighing loudly as it feels so good. I collapse back against the pillows and I push it all the way in, feeling it fill me up in the most satisfying way.

It doesn't take me long to get used to the feeling and I suddenly change the angle slightly and hit a spot that has my eyes rolling back in to my head and an obnoxiously loud moan to escape my mouth. Im almost laughing in relief as I keep pushing the dildo into the same spot. 

Oh my gooooddd! It feels so fucking good! My stomach clenches and I curl up as I come, harder than I ever have before, groaning and yelling god knows what as stars flash through my vision. I fall back onto the bed, panting heavily as I start to come down from the high. I finally feel satisfied, though I know it won't last long, but I'll take what I can get. 

My breathing slows down and I can feel the dull ache in my arse, looking down and seeing the dildo still in me. I slowly pull it out, wincing at the sensitive sensation and dropping it carelessly beside me, planning to clean it up later. I am becoming aware of the sheets drenched in sweat and other bodily fluids underneath me and I swiftly feel uncomfortable, able to smell the saltiness all around me. 

I roll out of bed with a huff and pull the sheets off the bed, walking into the bathroom. I drop the sheets on the floor and as I stand under the warm water of the shower, I wonder to myself.. how many sheets am I going to go through and are there enough in this house?

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Sooo.. what do you guys think? That was my first attempt at anything smut related so hopefully it's ok?