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I have no excuse. I am on my knees begging for forgiveness for so much time between updates :X :X 

Many of you were feeling sad for Zayn so I thought I would add some lovin in for him to make up for my lack of updating :D 

This starts when they were all dancing in the club after Josh joined the group.

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ZAYN POV

The music is pumping. The drinks keep refilling. Life is UH-MAZING right now. Not to mention I have a hot as fuck drummer dancing with me, with his blondie quiff and muscular arms. I don't think i've smiled this much in ages!

We are all just dancing in a circle, arms flying everywhere and someone randomly taking spotlight in the centre of the group. We are all laughing and generally having a good time. I glance over to Josh and my eyes fix to his arm that is currently pumping in the air to the beat. 

His tattoo is glistening on his arm with the mixture of the lights and the sheen of sweat which also make his muscles appear more prominent. I lick my bottom lip as I start to imagine how those arms would feel around me.

My eyes flicker to his face and a blush rises on my face as I realise he was looking straight back at me. He just laughs, moving his arm to rest lightly on my hip and gently pulling me so I'm in front of him. My heart rate rises as my body tries to adjust to the sudden change. 

He is right behind me - so close that I can feel the heat from his body and smell the mix a his cologne and sweat. His hand is still a soft presence on my hip but there is no contact other than that. 

I suddenly hear his voice in my ear, which has goosebumps erupting over my skin despite the heat.

"Relax sexy. I won't do anything you don't like"

I blink a few times, realising that I've been standing still since he moved me. I let out an awkward chuckle, taking a swig of my drink and start to dance again. Small movements at first before the alcohol kicks in and I gain my confidence back, dancing with the same energy I had before. 

I notice Harry try to step in front of my so I step back and Josh takes the opportunity to grab both my hips, our bodies now flush. Harry waggles his eyebrows as he dances past me to get to Louis. I chuckled and roll my eyes at him. I watch as he reaches Louis and I swear nothing else in the room matters to him once he has Louis in his arms. 

I am genuinely happy for the both of them. As I watch them dancing together I can tell that they are each others world. There is no doubt in my mind. I feel a pang in my chest at the sight because as nice as Josh seems, I know this will be a one night stand at best. We only have another week on the island so I can't allow myself to get too attached.

Before I can wallow in self pity any longer, Josh squeezes my hips to get my attention. I turn my head to look up at him and he nods his head behind him, indicating for me to follow him. I nod before looking back to the boys. I catch Liams eye and motion to him that I'm following Josh. He nods in return and I turn to follow Josh. He grabs my hands as he leads me through the crowd to the side of the stage. 

I know I have a stupid grin on my face but so what. I'm going to enjoy whatever time I have with him. I don't really pay attention to where he is taking me until I notice that we are backstage and he is leading me over to his drum set. He drops my hand and takes a seat, picking up his drumsticks and twirling them in his hands. 

I lean against the wall and grin at him.

"Going to give me a private show huh"

He just grins at me before drumming a few beats, giving me time to admire his fit body doing what it's conditioned to do. His arms are by far my favourite to watch. The muscles moving as he hits the drums. 

The drumming suddenly stops and he stands up walking over to me, still holding both drumsticks in his hands. 

"Actually" 

He says as he steps close to me, forcing me to look up into his eyes.

"I thought I could teach you a few things" 

I feel his place the drumsticks in my hands before he turns and walks back to the stool. I follow him, willing my heart rate to slow down.

"How do you know I don't already know?"

"What.. with those twiggy arms?" He asks cheekily while he pokes at my bicep with his finger. 

"Oh fuck off" I laugh before taking a seat in front of the drums. "Alright then drummer boy. Show me your tricks"

I feel him lean down behind me. "Oh I will sexy. But how about we stick with drumming for now huh?"

A shiver runs down my spine and I force myself to keep looking forward, even when I hear the scraping of a chair being pulled up behind me. I see his arms reach around me and position the drumsticks correctly in my hands. 

He shuffles forwards a bit more so he can reach my hands properly, his chest brushing lightly against my back. 

"Alright.. so essentially, you just do-" I relax my arms so he can guide me better and he starts by doing a basic riff. After a few repeats of the same beat and lets go of my hands, telling me to try on my own. 

I give it a go and I think I do alright. You can tell that I'm not too confident because Im not hitting them hard enough but it's difficult when he is right there. It's very distracting.

What makes it even more distracting is when I feel him run his lips up the side of my neck, causing me to drop one of the drumsticks. It clatters to the floor and he chuckles against my neck. My poor heart has kicked back into high speed as he runs his lips over my neck again before placing a soft kiss. 

I involuntarily tilt my head to the side, giving him more access. His hands grab onto my waist, pulling me tighter against him and he nips the skin on my neck. I let out a soft moan and drop my head back onto his shoulder. His hands tighten on my waist and he moans against my neck.

"Your waist is fucking tiny - I love it" 

I drop the other drumstick to the floor before standing up and turning around to face him. He was clearly startled by my sudden movement, with nervous eyes and his hands still in the air where my waist was. 

I maintain eye contact with him as I place one knee on the stool and place both arms around his neck. His face breaks out into a cheeky grin when he realises what I doing. I grin back at him before moving to straddle him, my whole weight now resting on his strong thighs. 

His hands find their way back to my hips to keep me steady and he looks up at me. I grab the back of his hair with one hand and hover my lips over his. 

"Ready to show me those tricks of yours?" I mutter

He just hums, moving his hands to my my arse and pulls me flush against him before closing the gap between our lips in a bruising kiss. I lick across his bottom lip and he opens his mouth, both of us getting really heated as our tongues meet. 

I decide to take a risk and I grind down against him, feeling his length beneath me. He shudders and grips my arse tighter, using his hands to move my hips again. After a few minutes of grinding we are both panting and the kisses are sloppy. It feels really good. The friction from our jeans adding to the excitement. 

I feel his hands run along the top of the waistband of my jeans and I moan into his mouth. I really want him to get a fucking move on. I'm so sensitive right now and all I can think about is the feel of his hands on my length. 

He pauses when he gets to the button on my jeans, silently asking for permission. I nod, almost frantically and he grins against my lips. Just as he undoes the button and is about to move onto the zip we suddenly hear loud music indicating that someone has opened the door. 

We both panic and try to stand up, but end up tripping over the chairs and landing on the floor. Josh pulls me against him and we curl up behind the drums, trying to stifle our laughter. We watch as a pair of feet head to the back of the stage and pause, before going back out and closing the door. 

I roll over onto my back and let out a loud laugh. The adrenaline from nearly getting caught causing both of us to laugh like school girls. That and the amount of alcohol running through our veins. He rolls onto his side and looks at me. 

"Come back to mine?" he asks hopefully. And how could I say no to that.

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There you go babes! Hope you enjoyed

Can anyone guess what one (or more) of my kinks might be? I've realised while writing this pic that I definitely have some hahaha