I am tired. Understatement. I am tired-tired. This is too much for me. Handling my office work, taking care of my two sisters who just entered puberty. This is exhausting. Heck, my whole life is exhausting. Sometimes, i just feel like jumping off a bridge and die but then i think-- what will happen to my sisters if i die? That's the only reason i am still alive, as much as i hate to.

My life is the typical wattpad y/n life. I have younger siblings that I have to take care of, I am tired of living, I have a pile of work waiting for me to get it done. The only thing that is missing is a Sehun. I need Sehun so that my wattpad life will be complete.

Goddamn, my delusions are coming back.

All of this is Sehun's fault.

Why am I stuck in a life like this which only consists of cooking, drinking coffee, simping for exo and twice, working my ass off in office and still not getting a darn promotion? I so much deserve a break. All for myself. Without anyone in it. Not even with my sisters because as harsh as it sounds, I am in fact a lot exhausted because of them.

"Iseul, can we get pizza today?" My sister, ju-won, accompnied by kyung-mi on her side asks. Studying from their expression, i can tell they definitely had a round of rock, paper, scissors to decide who's going to ask me for pizza.

"Why? We ordered burger yesterday too." I say which made the both of them groan.

"Please?" They both flashed me their 'puppy' eyes. Won't work this time.

"Kyung-mi, we are running short on finance. I can't afford ordering stuff every day." I sigh and say. Nothing of my statement was a lie.

"Why are you so controlling?" Ju-won slams her hand on the countertop, earning a glare from me.

"Why are you so bossy? That will be your downhill, miss Ju-won." I say back with a raised eyebrow.

"I hate you, iseul." She exclaimes and walks back to her room with kyung-mi followimg behind her.

I sigh and lean down on the countertop, lying my arms on the counter with my head on top of my arms. This is now too much for me. I might just consider moving them to my aunt's. She's my only hope now considering how she's the strictest person I know. She might be able to discipline them, especially Ju-won. Kyung-mi just seems to follow behind her. I want--- no, no, no, I need alone time. With no one. I need to live alone without any person interrupting me. I should move them to my aunt's.

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I raise my head up, hearing chatter nearby and the sound of my alarm from my phone going off. Did I fall asleep here last night? I look around, trying to remember that where the fucking fuck am i. Oh, cool, I am in my own house.

Wait.

Time.

What's the time?

I then look straight up to see the clock hanging on the wall, squinting my eyes, trying to see.

6:00 a.m.?

I can still sleep for like half an hour!

But wait.

Why was my alarm going off and what was the chattering?

I then look to my left to see kyung-mi sitting their with my phone in her hand. What the fuck is she doing with my phone? I frown, snatching my phone out of her hand to see what the fuck she was doing with my phone.

Jeez, she was just watching BTS.

Did she

Check

My

Youtube

History?

"You still search for Sehun thirst traps, iseul?" She says and made a disgusted face, which made my cheeks flush red up due to embarrassment.

"First of all, what are you doing up at six a.m., and second, why are you with my phone?" I question, trying to change the topic and also to hide my embarrassment. "Well, Ju-won got her period and she was moving around the room so loudly that I woke up. Then, my phone was switched off because there was no battery. So when I couldn't sleep, I just took your phone to watch some youtube but then all the recommendations were twice and exo complications and sehun thirst traps so I just played Minecraft." She explained. Pretty length explanation. Again the Sehun thirst traps. Goddamn, I am already so tired and now she is talking about the videos that I watch when I am horny.

"Can you not talk about the thirst traps?"

"How about no?"

"Just go to your room. Your phone would be charged by now."

"Fine."

[AUTHOR'S NOTE]

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