A/N: WARNING! SUICIDE ATTEMPT

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FIVE'S POV.

Y/n and I was sitting next to each other by the fire, eating our canned food, well I was eating, Y/n was not.

It has being a few weeks since Milo died, and Y/n have gotten worse, she was depressed. I tried to be strong.

Y/n had cried herself to sleep every night. She kept telling that it was her fault that Milo died, but I kept telling her that it was not her fault.

I looked over at Y/n who was just sitting holding her canned food, I could see that she have not touch it.

"Love, you have to eat" I said but she didn't say anything, she didn't even look at me "I'm not hungry" she said before she put the food down and walked over to lay on the place where we slept while I let out a sigh.

Maybe it was best that I left her alone.

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It has being a few months now and Y/n kept getting worse, now she refused to even get up, she was getting thinner and more pale, 'cause she didn't eat.

She had a depression. 

"Y/n" I said as I came over to her, holding some canned food in my hands. Her back was facing me "I have made you some food" I said "Leave me alone, Five" she said.

"You have to eat something my love. You are getting thinner and more pale, you will end up get sick and your heart can't take it" I said and she turned to look at me "Please eat, for me" I said.

She nodded before she sat up and I sat down next to her as I gave her the food and a fork.

I smiled as she started eating "That was better, right?" I asked and she nodded "Thank you for being more stubborn than me" she said and I smiled.

When she was done eating, I took the empty can and fork from her and put it away "Feeling better?" I asked and she looked at me "You know that love you, right" she said "I know. And I love you too" I said.

She then leaned her head closer to me before pressing her lips against mine. I smiled before I pulled her closer, kissing her back.

After a minute, we pulled away to catch our breaths, but we still had our foreheads rest against each other "I love you Five Hargreeves. Forever and a day" she said "I love you too Y/n Russell. Forever and a day" I said before we pull away to look at each other.

I smiled as I slid a piece of her hair away from her face and behind her ear "Do you want to come with me out to look for food?" I asked and she shook her head "No. I think I will stay here. Get some rest. I have not slept in a long time" she said "Okay. I wouldn't be gone for long" I said "Just remember to always hold on and never give up" she said and I look at her confused, wondering what she meant by that.

"See you soon" I said before giving her a quick kiss.

I then got up before leaving which I wish I have never done.

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YOUR POV.

I couldn't handle this pain anymore, I know that Five will be heartbroken, but he is stronger than me. He will be able to get through this. But me on the other hand, the pain is too much to bear, I can't take it anymore.

I looked at one of the empty bottles, grabbed it before smashing it down on a stone, causing it to break and I then grabbed one of the sharp pieces of glass before I began cutting my wrist.

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FIVE'S POV.

I have only walk for a few minute until my leg stop, it was like my body could feel something was wrong.

I had a really bad feeling, leaving Y/n all alone. So maybe I should get back to her.

I turned around before walking back.

But when I return I completely froze at the sight.

Blood was all around on Y/n's wrists. She was holding a sharp piece of glass where blood was on it.

She was holding it on her throat, ready to kill herself. 

Lucky I was able to unfreeze and I blinked over to her, grabbing the glass and threw it away "No" Y/n said and was about to grab another but I push her down, before I put my hands on her wrists, stopping the bleeding. 

"Let me die" she said "No, never" I said as tears was running down both our eyes.

I quickly rip a part of my shirt off before wrapping around both of her wrists to stop the bleeding. She tried to stop me but I then wrapped my arms tight around her before pressing her whole body against mine.

She tried to get out of my grip to do it again, but I was able to hold her tight. She tried to struggled against my grip by scratching me, it hurts but I didn't let go. "Let me die" she cried, she sounded so broken, so hurt. 

"No, never" I said as I hugged her tighter even so I couldn't hug her tighter "I love you Y/n. I love you so much. You can't do this. I need you, I wouldn't last a day without you" I cried as I put my left hand behind her head "Think about Milo. He wanted us to live" I said "He is waiting for me. I have no one now" Y/n said "What about me? You have me Love and I can't live without. You die, I die" I sob and she continued crying into my chest.

We both just sat there, Y/n's head pressed against my chest as my arms was wrapped tight around her.

I was so glad that I decided to go back, if I return just a minute later, I would have found her dead and I knew that I wouldn't be able to handle it, so I think I would have giving up too.

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