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Tuhi meri Shab hai
Subhah hai
Tu hi Din hai mera...
Tu hi mera Rab hai Jahan hai
Tu hi meri Duniya...
Tu Waqt mere liye
Main hu tera Lamha...
Kaise Rehega bhala
Hokey tu mujhse Juda..
Ooooooooooo....

Avni

Seeing Neil with his friends I missed my besties Rehaan and Diya so much the whole evening that I decided to text them as soon as the counting will end.

So I dialled Rehaan first.

Ending the call with Rehaan and Tina. I left a text for Diya. She must be partying with her friends in some pub.
"Happy New Year" I sent her and put the ph down on the mattress and pulled the comforter close to my waist. I was sitting on the bed,leaned to the backrest my legs stretched. It's been near about half an hour passed they all left. Cool people they are, I had a great evening.
Leaving Neil downstairs I walked in my room, freshen up.

He closed the main door put off the few lights in the hallway said nothing when I strode over him down the hall. He was grabbing a water bottle out of the freezer, I saw before I had turned to the staircase. He didn't spin to me for once.

I changed into a loose Tee paring with a sweat pant and got in bed and covered my feet first. It's too cold outside.

Within less than a minute my ph screen flashed a notification.
"Happy New Year Avi" the reply came. My orbs widened for the unexpected looking at the screen.
And not wasting another second texting Diya I snagged the device from the mattress, put her number on dial and pressed the device on my ear excitedly. Isn't she partying!

Within a single ring she received the call.

"When you are coming back" without any greeting formality Diya barked on the speaker. I know she is grinning on the other side.

"Don't tell me you are missing me" I frowned before I let out a chuckle.

"I'm. Really" her voice appeared a bit down. I straightened my back, my forehead creased in doubt.

"Diya is there everything okay! Are you not partying! There is no commotion behind...where are you!" I asked in a breath, panicked.

"It's 1a.m Aviii!" She blew out a slight giggled on my panicked tone.
"Most of the people has left with their partners so I reached home fifteen minutes early" she stated. And a sigh left through my nose in relief.

"I'll be back tomorrow" I said. She got happy, then shortened the chat saying me she is sleepy. I hung up the call.

A shy smile crept on my lips reminiscing how Neil was gaping at me while singing, mouthing those wordings as if he was dedicating those lines to me.

Aakhon se Padhke tujhey
Dilpe maine Likha...
Tu bann gaya hai
Mere Jineki ek Wajah
Teri hasi
Teri ada
Auro se bilkul Juda..
Oooooooo....

A mere eye contact with him send sparks, diffuse goosebumps throughout my body.

That Ranveer guy asked Neil to sing any song one of those their favourites amongst the gang. I got to know that, Neil used to sing more often during his University days and his friends are a big fan of his singing as well.

And he chose this song, before he starts the guiter that has brought from the upstairs from his room by Jacky, Neil said it's one of his favourite singer and the song that reminds him those days with his friends whenever he listen to this song and also this song he had sang in his college foundation day function.

Gurmeet the most frisky among the girls, added that after hearing Neil's voice on this song she got a huge crush on Neil and they all cracked up, including his husband unexpectedly.
But in response Mishi rolled her eyes and exclaimed, especially addressing me that there's no guy in their University Gur hadn't got crushed on.

And their chortle escalated more on this statement and I flashed a genuine bright grin with some tint of blush all over my cheeks. Threw a quick glance at Neil who was attentive in adjusting the guiter cord placing it on his lap comfortably.

Indeed I enjoy hearing everytime that, when his immense lot of female fans say they had huge crush on my Man. I literally danced inwardly in glee. Even when girls drop their heart out through their those lovely comments in his every IG posts. I never miss a single comment reading them and also likes some of those which are truly inspiring, and undeniably few crazy ones too. They are all amazing people, love him so much unconditionally.
And I love all of them.

They make my chest swelled up with pride, gratification to know how much they love him, not only as a celeb but also as a person they admire him and acknowledge his hardwork as well.

And that man is now mine to be envied.

My eyes straightened, hands clutched the comforter over my thigh hearing a knock on my door.

This is him surely, it wouldn't be Aunty. Because Her friends, those aunties left just the minute next Neil finished the song. They had to spent the rest hours with their family before the year starts, they had stated and Neil's Mom left just after the counting ended She wished all of us happy new year before she greeted us goodnight and got inside the house leaving us in the garden.

This is undoubtedly him.

There no more knock for few seconds was heard. Seemed he left. I had heard his faint foot steps walked away.

I jumped on my seat when I heard jumbling of keys sound, someone unlocking the door other side.

OMG he is back! I don't want to talk to him, not tonight it's already decided. Why he is coming to my room this late!

I sensed trouble and immediately laid and slipped inside the comforter. Shut my eyes tighter before he walked in.

I heard he came inside and locked the door silently.

Ooh God! Save me.

He strode across the bed, his steps stopped at the spot other side by back.

I felt temptation to spun my eyes and look at him but I slipped in snail movement more inside the duvet.

I pretended he is not there. I heart pounding close to my throat.

What he want!

Neil

The look Avni gave
before she strode down the hallway when only me and she was there after everyone left. It was clear that she would remain the things non-negotiable.

There's nothing inscrutable nor any treason I think of she is. I knew it, she is different the day I saw her at my vanity door on my first day shoot.

She was muddling with her words inside her mouth and they came out something that caused my heart take few indefinable shifts. And the other day while tying the bow around my neck her feet startled and her hand clasped over my shoulder, our faces were an inch apart, that very moment somewhat I knew she is the one I have been waiting to fall in love with.

Today I could have succumbed myself not to burge on her but sometimes we do things we know we would definitely regret later.

My nerves went jeopardize when I saw her with that traitor guy Monish.
The first thought came in my mind, was to strangle him right there.

I slowly climbed up the bed, squatted on the mattress behind her. Leaned to her face. Her eyes shut, half of her face inside the duvet and other half is visible under the light coming from the lawn through the window glass to the side she was facing.

"Bachha!" I cajoled, my face an inch away her cheek.

"I'm sorry" I whispered.

No respond.

"I know you are not sleeping" my voice terse.

Avni

"I'm sorry please babu!" He pleaded. I took a heavy breath before I opened my eyes and spun my face straight. Towards him.

"You don't trust me. Do you!" I asked him in my best query some tone, rested furrowed inspecting gander over his face. And he flinched. I really wanted to know if there anything fundamental, sustaintial as such do exists between us at this stage of our relationship, that we have confessed this morning!
Or I'm have been dillusional into this whole thing.

His jaw clenched in dark I saw before he spoke.

"I don't trust that guy...damn. not only him I don't trust any guy around you" an acute aminosity was prominent in his stringent voice. He roughly scrubbed his face, exasperated. I turned away.

"Neil. Stop sulking. It's not, how it should be! You know that" firming my face I spatted. My eyes darted blankly at the wall straight.

"But I can't help it...call me possessive,sick. Whatever you would like to. I'll agree...." He asserted.

And when I didn't retaliate him back I heard the sound he shuffled behind. Must be thinking of a come back with some final counteract to shut me up.

"Okay I apologise... I'm sorry.." he beseeched with a cute tone, proved me incorrect. I gulped hard feeling guilty, that how wrong I think of him everytime he apologizes.

"Sorry for shouting at you...
Now can you please look at me so that I can come up with a proper new year wish to you" I pressed my lips not to beam.

"It's okay, you already wished me" I said in a emotionless tone, whereas inwardly I'm hopping like a rabbit in joy.

"Not as I planned to..." He grew grumpy. I know he is pouting.

"I'm sleepy..."I tried to appear my voice gruelling.

"Okay...I'm sorry once more...Can you turn your face to me now...." This man. He won't let me in peace unless he don't make his wish accomplished.

"May I sleep with you tonight..." He adjured. My heart skipped.

"What! What are you talking about" I spoke in a ridiculous tone, my face twirled at his direction, brows creased.

"I...I swear I didn't mean that...I meant to say if we can share the bed tonight!" He panicked and I melted, my heartbeat turned normal.

"Please..." He implored.

"Do whatever you want..." I said, looked away to hid my red cheeks. He huffed in relief.

"Whenever we will fight again we will have sleep over..." I heard him muttered sliding inside the comforter.

"That means you will keep fighting with me!" I instigated mocking him. My eyes closed. I couldn't help smiling.

"I won't say lie..." Was his reply.

"Goodnight" I snapped lightly, pulled the fabric, scooted closer to my side.

Few minutes later.

"What the crap you are up now Neil!
Why are you moving so much...I can't sleep" I chastised. Every interval around less than a minute Neil shuffling and twisting his body behind making the mattress jumping upward, everytime I'm attempting to grab some sleep.

"How could you expect me in peace when my love is sleeping next to me far away and she is not even looking at me" he snapped back and I gasped.

"Then what do you want me to do with you..." I raised my voice with disgust.

"You really want to know!" He arched a brow, his smirk turned cocky.
Shit, seems I dug my own grave.

"Yes please! Or else I know you won't let me sleep. I genuinely...." My words got cut in midsentence. In a fraction of second before I could comprehend his actions coming up to me next, I was underneath him.
Fucking Great.

"Neil" A gasp escaped my mouth as I yelped.

"What are you doing...Get off me..." I pushed him by his chest but it was hard to cause him shift a bit.

"Are you sure..." His voice is full of mischief. I don't know what made him so amuse all of a sudden.

"More than anything...
I said get off me..." I scowled, tried to appear intimidating.

"Okay then..." Instead getting off he comforted himself more between my legs and grabbed my both hands, caged me pinning them tight on the mattress both side. Our faces few inches apart, his eyes darkened into mine. I have abruptly discerned that my body has stopped moving. Hollyshit he is looking hot, intense.

"Neil!" I glowered. I wanted to shriek my lungs out but couldn't. I swallowed hard. His beautiful face is inevitable to go my brain all dizzy.

***********

"Sssssshhhh....."He shushed me, his carnal gaze slumped on my lips. I instantly felt I have lost my talking ability, at the same time my fists slackened it's strength to ball no more in defence.
Pressure started building up inside my chest and I noticed our timing was the same swallowing hard.

Next moment his lips grew a crooked smirk, leaned to my mouth. I thought he was going to kiss me I blinked twice nervously, but his mouth moved past my lips. His jaw angled in a most seductive lean and he whispered in my ears.
"I want you...." his voice thick in desire, his breath on my neck. I squirmed.
What did he mean!

It took me not much longer to contemplate what he want. My chest escalated.
"Happy New Year love" saying this deeply, before I could have utter anything in response he leaned and instantly captured my lips. Oh god he knows all the tricks.

I couldn't help, my lips curved a bashful smile when he pulled away. The kiss was short but not less lascivious or earnest than any other we have shared before.

"I want to see them..." he said gravelly. His gaze dropped to my chest, he licked his lips and then looked back at me.

What! My heart slammed my rib cage and stopped beating.

He didn't mean it. He didn't mean it.

God damn he can't. My subconscious squealed.

Heck, blood rushed through my chest, the shy smile that my face was holding disappeared, throat dried up.
I have realised I shouldn't have had released my chest from being tied up this early. I shouldn't have had slipped off my bra before going bed for sleep tonight.

"Please..."he peered up, his eyes puppy, voice vehement and I swallowed hard, bemused what he want.

I felt thousands of butterflies inside my stomach. Meanwhile my hands got freed from his grasp, they grew clammy. My gaze downward. He cupped my face, made me look right into his eyes. His face serious. And I'm dead.

"Let me show you how much I want you... don't you crave for me! Because I do...I crave for you every second, every minute you go away me.....I missed you all day...I missed you when I had emerged out of your room all irked. I missed you when you weren't looking at me, eluded me around been occupied to all of them. I missed you when I kissed you and you ignored me...why did you do that!" He grumbled, his serious face changed into a sad pout.

His courteous words sent my nerves shivered, pulsating.

"What did you do to my shifty, boastful Neil Khanna! huh" I spoke under my faltered breath, tried to appear boisterous. I tensely giggled followed by my crinkle gaze.

He let out a soft chuckle in response to my words but it disappeared instantly instead he moved closer to my mouth. Looking at his dark hooded gaze my breath hitched, throat dried up. I gulped being nervous.

"And If you want him back, Let me show you then" saying this he deftly hunched my body upright and in the blink of an eye he grabbed my hip, settled me on his lap, his hands grasped my thigh, pulled them either side his torso. My hands clamped onto his shoulder. I was in state of greatly astound.

He didn't gave me much time to pondered over what he just did or what would be my words deliberately next.
Before I could open my mouth utter any word being composed back Neil recaptured my lips. This time his mouth moved amorous over mine, his one hand on the back of my neck held it commanding and the other rested on my cheek ardently , my eyes got shut, breath throttle. A soft moan slipped out my mouth, caused him grinned against my lips. Within a second next I found my fingers digging deep in his dense soft hair pushing him closer. I kissed him back.

He licked, pulled, sucked then nuzzled down my neck all over. My back arched, eyes rolled heavenward in amatory pleasure his touches caused through my body. His lips trailed downward, his breath erratic. I felt his hot tongue between the partition at the middle of my chest digging dipper, his hands pulling my tee fabric down so that he could get the access fully.
His hands slipped inside the cloth and stopped at the skin my swell starts and ribcage ends.

I managed to straightened my face, blew out a shambolic gasp. His orbs one shade darker, aroused. His thumb doing half circles around that dangerous spot caused my eyes slit. Our languorous gaze met, his lips sent me a prurient mirth. Anticipating his next move I was gawking at him with same fervent.

Eyeing at me he backtracked his face closer to my chest, measuring my gaze his lips softly parted he pressed them on my hardened tit over the fabric.

"Oohh" a eerie moan blew out my throat, I threw my head backward, my eyes shut in begging for more. I want his lips direct on my skin. Yes I want it. Badly.

Seemed he had heard my words and next what he did made my body ablaze, euphoric, at the same time numb. No one ever touched my body the way his hands did magic on my bare skin.

He hurriedly pushed my tee upward, and dug his hot mouth one of my soft skin blatantly. The way tenderly his lips dunk deeper then harder sucking the softest part of mine while he gently grabbed the other one underneath his palm kneaded it sensually and then totally pulled the fabric over my head, and threw harshly on the bed aside.
I flushed being topless but he hardly noticed. His face flushed in arousal,he grabbed me back by my waist. My hands flat on his chest before he wrapped them around his neck hastily.

He kissed, fondled me. His fingers drew some patterns around the darkest part of my each swell while sucking the other one tenderly, made my toes curled up, my vision grew giddy.

I want his mouth more, over each of them. I'll let him do whatever his mouth, his lips, his hands want to do with them, as long as he wish.

I would never mind if it will be until dawn.

The insecurity, lack of confidence I had regarding my heavy bust since they grew that shape turned into something unmanageable, all flew out of the window, disappeared into thin air.
"I so love them baby...I so love them" I heard him cooed repeatedly under his erratic breaths over my neck moving down my chest, eased my core. For the first time I felt confident from inside or most of the time I avoid looking at the mirror in trial room everytime I go to mall for try something not a size bigger than me because I get conscious not to wear those perfect fitting clothes of my size.

He sucked, drank every part of my tits. His lips travelled down to my belly botton then upward to my shoulder blade, neck, lips, cheeks, eyes, forehead. My fingers shaken,  frantically reached to his torso, with a swift movement I dexterously pulled off his tee over his head, flung it aside, my hands tug on his naked shoulder I pushed him closer. Our bare chest collided we both sucked a harsh breath. Ooh god this is something escapade. I bit my lips harder.

His lips, his tongue undulated back all over my chest.

*******

"I need to go to the washroom baby" he somehow spoke swallowing down his relentless breath, chest moving faster up and down. Pulling away me causiously Neil enounced as if his body is somewhere in pain. And I know where it is, I vaguely felt it in between my legs throughout the entirety we had few minutes ago.

It took me few seconds to alleviated my uneven breath. I caught my chest steady, nodded abruptly in response to him. He gently put me down his lap, our faces were all flushed,he looked away.

Neil swerved down the bed, bolted to the washroom. I quickly grabbed my tee, pulled it down my head, brushed hands over my disheavled hair to form a decent look.

Should I go to washroom! If I not, would he know, that down there I'm saturated!

I jumped on my back hearing the washroom door clicked unlock sound. When he existed the door, by then I have had gushed inside the comforter and quickly shut my eyes as I was earlier the same when he came to my room at the first place. God knows it's how long ago.

Neil trod across the bed silently other side. He must have wore his tee before I felt the mattress dug deeper behind me and the comforter moved, Neil slided inside.

My chest was about to expelled a sigh I was holding inside long, I realised, but within a second next it chocked my throat, my shoulder stiffened when Neil encircled his arm around my stomach and scooted me closer to his chest.

"Goodnight love" he spooned, whispered on my hair and his lips pressed the spot shortly before he rested his cheek on the back of my head. A gentle sigh left my nose placid my nerves. I felt his soft heart beat over my back.

"I love him so much" the thought filled my chest. A contented smiled crept in my lips.
And within a second I drifted to the land of dreams.

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It's the most toughest job for a writer to pen down such scenes with so much emotions at the same time keeping it in mind it doesn't appear vulgar or offensive to read. I hope my readers find it justified the need of such scenes had been added at this stage of the storyline.

This was the steamy scenes I had mentioned about updating few days ago.

I believe nothing went absurd or out of the track creating unnecessary publicity for the update.

The scenes were much needed to show their intimate chemistry to proceed further the plot.

Hardly 15 more chapters this story has left to reach it's destination. Relax it would take this year I guess.

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MoN.