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"Neil leave me....
I said leave me" Avni hissed clutching his grip over her wrist. Neil wasn't in mood to go off her hand, he hauled her, walked to his room.

"No never" he gritted, his face taut. He ranted, his breath whizzed.

"You can't snap at me all the time without any reason. Do you get that!" Avni barked,pulled her hand harshly away his grip. Neil locked the door and move to the side Avni was much away him. He ignored her words.

" What the hell he wants now?" he growled. At this point Avni has already figured who he is talking about.

"Nothing...he said they have a whatsapp school group, then he asked me if I would like to join them" Avni retorted immediately not talking much time to push hostile Neil Khanna in front of her.

"And you gave him your Number?" His jaw tightened.
"Why Avni! Fucking why!" He berated. His chest ignited, rose furry thinking how could a person like her can be appear so desensitized, nonchalant the action she caused to her boyfriend!

"Because I didn't want to be rude!" Avni retorted and this made Neil grew a bitter face.

"He got your number and then he will call you and you both will chit chat someday...and you are feeding me you didn't fucking want to be rude!
Are you seriously kidding me!" Neil trying hard hiding his insecurity by raising his voice.

"Neil don't talk to me in that tone!" Avni glared, her larynx graveled. She took a quick causious glance across the room to the locked door in panic if Sweta could be heard them arguing.

"You have a boy friend god damn. And that asshole fooling around and stalking my girlfriend!" He blurted, his fist balled in anger reaching to it's height.

"He is not stalking me. His grandparents' house is here in Chandigarh, they have come to celebrate the new year. He had come to buy grocery with his parents.
And Yes I have got a boyfriend and unfortunately I said to my boyfriend today, that I love him. And here he is making a big deal with a guy I hardly hold any place in my life! Now I doubt..." Avni stopped in the mid sentence sucked a harsh breath, now it's her turn get combative .

He chuckled sarcastically.

"I was actually waiting for this and you said it, you are regretting. Ain't you ? Is that because of him!" His voice leased venom, his eyes squinted sharply at Avni. Among the whole sentence he just picked that part. A sarcastic laugh died inside his mouth.

Avni so wanted to rip that off with a spank across his face.she balled her fist controlling not to do or say something she could regret it later..

"You are sick. Not only sick actually, and an asshole too!" Avni was about to move away but Neil held her by her wrist hurtfully, which has got her feet glued on the spot.

"Did you tell that devious, that you have a boyfriend?" His orbs narrowed in rage piercing over her. His voice deep, very serious.

Throwing daggers at him through her gaze her jaws hardened, she twisted her arm, struggled to get rid off his hold but Neil didn't burge. His body didn't move a bit. His hard gaze immobile on her.

"I can't and you know the reason...and how weird it would have been if I would have talked about you suddenly without any cue to that topic!" Their faces are inch apart. Eyes fuming at eachother.

"Ooh now you want some solid reason to declare that you are in a damn relationship!" He blurted through his teeth. Avni flinched by the gaze he is looking at her all incredulously, so conflicted, she never seen him staring at her this way. Where her loving Neil has gone! She didn't fall love with this Neil Khanna. She thought.
She swallowed, prepared herself to speak, so that he couldn't get any wrong message of her silence.

"Neil" She sucked a deep breath, resumed.
"I don't have any issue telling it to anyone, instead I'm waiting for the day we I'll declare it to everyone among our people.
So don't you dare arise doubt on that...it's always been from your side...you are a celebrity not I, If you haven't forgotten what you are." The last few words she enunciated, blew out in a strenuous tone.

"So now I'm the reason behind everything! You gave him your number because I can't declare it to media! I'm the biggest fool here!" He let out a sardonic snort through his nose.

"Neil, you are overreacting now, you don't know what you are talking even. You are so mad, calm down for heaven sake" her voice softened, she pulled her freed arm upward, tried to hold Neil's face. Her orbs swivelled twice back and forth into his brooded gape.

"Don't you dare touch me" his voice tenacious, at the mid way few inches away his face Neil pushed her arm. And in reaction Her gaze went creased, inscrutable.

"It's just a number, I'm not gonna talking to him 24\7.
Technically he is not even my ex!" Avni composed herself back, retaliated.

"But he is...."
But he is a person you had your most precious emotion with and it kills me every second whenever I heard his name comes out of your those lips. He so wanted to say it but couldn't. He freed her hand from his grip second time and moved a step backward, looked away. Neil roughly scrubbed his face. He is no more in a state appear benign to her.

His blood boiled when his glance fell to the spot Avni was at the home decor corner when he and his mother was getting some fruit juice cans. The second his eyes fell on the person beside her his stomach knotted, his fist clenched, jaw cracked been tightened.
Avni was talking to that Monish guy. What that Asshole is talking so funny with my girl that she is smiling like she never had such amazing talk before! And what the fucking crap he is doing here! Why always with my girl.
He didn't noticed pulling the cart Sweta had moved farther him and he broke off his daze when his Mom called out his name a bit louder. She called her few times but when Neil didn't respond she yelled. Since then he didn't let out a single word talking to one of them apart those few inevitable conversation his mom initiated while discussing some necessary stuffs they would need to serve for the party tonight. Neil evaded any eye contact with Avni the whole hours until he reached home, made his way alongside with her toward upstairs and then grabbed her to his room.

Avni was so baffled by his actions that she said nothing first few seconds but did then, she tried to release herself off his grasp but He can't let her go. She screwed up, she shouldn't have talked to him. He thought. He was hell so mad at her.

"He is what..." Now her face appeared gravel.

"Nothing..." He almost whishered with his eyes shut, he is controlling not to do something insane, regrettable. His face is hard.

"He is what Neil...say it" Avni squealed, tugged his shoulder, turnd him harshly to look at her. By the jerk she created over his body his eyes got shot open.

"Nothing. I said nothing Avni. Do not push me" Neil withered, jerked his shoulder harshly, her hands slipped away him. This made Avni threw him her most miffed glares.

"I'm pushing you!! I'm pushing you!!" She barked.

"If I someday find you have an ex and I see you talking to her, I would never make such a scene because I trust you, I will have faith in you over any other person could specify me what you are.
You are behaving like I have told you I had slept with him" Neil's temper could have got softened yet panicked when she said the word ex, but her last words immediately grew his scowl defiant, his muscles went stiff.

"Don't you dare repeat that Avni! I'm warning you!" His tone is dangerously croaky, stringent, his eyes gleaming in ire. Even thinking of Avni with a guy makes his chest burn, muscles protrude to kill someone. But his intimidating demeanor couldn't stop Avni go further. She did, she had to enlightened him everything she has her inside to specify because she had to end it, and that is something intact.

"I didn't sleep with him Neil. Nor with anyone." She took a large breath persisted, their eyes glued to eachother.

"We have gone for few dates and that's it, he broke up, it's him. He had given me a peck, just once and that was on my cheek,on my bloody cheek, no where else fucking hell.never he did" averring the last phrase her voice adjure, her eyes went glassy for constantly stating her point to her boyfriend who is not ready to get into any elucidation with the topic.

"Avni just stop" Neil glowered, felt dejected. He looked menacing as if he can smash with his blazing gaze at this moment whoever come to his sight. His chest rising and falling. His jaws are paining for being continuous clenching them.

"You know what, go to hell" Avni pushed him on his chest and Neil stuttered a step back, he was in shock, he never thought Avni could shove him with so much indignant inside her.

"Just leave"she said curtly breathing hard. Avni turned around. Her harsh breath was heard only. Neil tried to speak but nothing came out of his mouth, instead he fumed in outrage.

He stood there few seconds staring at her. His hand rubbed his face harshly, moved down to his hip.

"Fine. Fucking fine." He snarled. Finally the words came out of Neil's mouth chewing like in rage.
And next moment she heard the door slammed aloud.

"Assholes. All Men are." She cursed, clasping her teeth hard. Avni walked out of his room and scurried to hers at the next door.

Avni

I just walked few counters away Neil and Aunty when they got busy looking for some sweets and chocolates.
I was stopped by those votive candles nicely displayed at the centre of that floor next to entrance area so that customer can get the view of them the moment they stepped inside the floor, as same as they always tried their best to attracts our gaze to such kind of stuffs.

Scented Votive candles are always been my favorite.
I asked a sale guy where I could get the stock, he directed me to the sight where they are all nicely flaunted for sell. I had walked to the spot over there at the extreme corner. I was looking for something in purple as it's my favourite colour. And then I heard someone cleared his throat behind me few steps away.It's was a male tone. First I didn't pay attention to it thought someone must have got cold but second time he did the same it caused be doubt and I whipped my head to look at the person. It was none other than Monish.
I felt instantly, squeamish, uncomfortable and my deflated glance flitted at Neil, to the other sections much farther than us.

Though He and Aunty were not looking at my direction, they were busy assembling their stuffs out of the stock but not much longer they would be busy in shopping. Neil will glance at me. And I was very much apprised of then what coming up next.

And see, I wasn't wrong in making assumptions, but also never thought of he could look this irresistible while confronting me being hell irate. Oh God Avniii please it's not the time to activate your hormones! My subconscious glowered and I rolled my eyes shrugging off her revulsion. These days she is talking too much sense.

It left me gutted the words he said. How could he speak to me like that. It's actually great, Monish came or I wouldn't have got to see his true colours.

Let him rot in hell. Suits you, you pompous jerk Neil Khanna!
I won't talk to him, not today.

I pulled off my sweater and white tee underneath, replaced them with black a bit low cut v-neck tee and pulled a dark green jacket over it before I emerged out of the bedroom. I need to go downstairs and help Aunty in preparation for the party.

Neil

You people know what! Our lives are all lie until we don't meet that girl who give us the most highest heart beat rate per hour and every second. Before her we are in a delusional world of ownself, that we are all generous, big-hearted, open minded and such bullshit.

In real, ghanta we are understanding. We boys are the most annoying, territorial, insecure living beings since the nature has created mankind.

Everytime we see our girl talking to a guy all frankly, those giggling and other crap, we realise what the actual fucking the word generosity is. Because inside our brain, people have already started giving speeches in his funeral.

Today I understood why sometimes a man in love kills other person. This is the actual reason behind every lovestory. And when that guy is your girlfriend's ex and arriving repeatedly around your girl then we shouldn't wait for any jury announcement to be declared who is here the hero and who is playing the anti-hero. Rather rush, hold that bastard, and then it yours decision how deadly your punishment will be.

Now here comes the harsh truth, You are a human, you aren't of those uneducated, pshychotic prig. They are losers.

Rather you should take more care of your girl. Pamper her with all those stuffs your girlfriend find awe and romantic.
Concentrate on her likes, take her more often to those tryst a lovely boyfriend prepares for his ladylove. Present her those thoughtful gifts, sometimes ask about her family members' well beings. Chat with her the topic she loves the most to talk about. Not all girls are into bitching so stop excusing those bullshit.

And not only in words, also prove her how important she is in your life.
That's all. Simple and the easiest.

Killing a guy, going to jail and leaving your girl to get her another fucker, is the most dumbest act in this whole universe. Ooh c'mon don't you even think of it, clueless murder do not exists, no more in this hi-tech world. It just takes for Cop some hand counting few fucking days to find out that lunatic,homicide.

Then why don't you choose the best option!
Focus, work hard, achive your dreams, earn. Then lastly Hit the gym,have some abs. Let the girl know, what she is missing.
And then in between the process if you get some other female attention It's nothing harm.
let your girl feel the same for you sometimes.

Trust me it's fun seeing your girl all jealous, muttering curses for other girls who eyes on you. However It's the cutest yet the hottest thing on earth seeing your girl watchful to other ladies crushing on you.
Albeit those Men are the luckiest who have that girl in their life.

Avni told me to leave, I left her, stomped out of my room. Fine, now she must be happy.

Couldn't she have told me I love you Neil, at the end and hug me as she always do! It would have definitely melt me.I would haven't shouting at her that long! I wasn't that intimidating! But No, why would she, instead she gritted her teeth, chided me to leave her and that is from my own room, Neil Khanna's bed room! And I did. Like wooooaaaw, what an asshole I m. And I let her to be upper handed like always. Neil, you should go and bury your ass some where deep in the Pacific Ocean so that no can find your flushed dumb face, or people will start doubting on you that you are the same Kabir Singh you used to be few days back.

What!!Kabir Sign!! what's wrong with me! Hell. I'm Neil Khanna not Kabir Singh. Never.

This girl will be in peace sending me in asylum soon, surely. I rubbed my palm all over my face abruptly.

Clenching my knuckles, cussing under my breath I trod down the stairs with heavy stump steps down the stairs, walked through the hallway and reached the mini bar that we have at the other end of the vestibule. I stood there for few seconds, My jaws are paining. I took a quick movement, bent my head right and left, up and down my jaws felt relax, my heavy breath subsided.

My head whipped to the left at the sound of a door unlocked. Mom' just came out of her room all dressed up for the pary, we shared a quick light smile before she scurried down the dinning hall straight to the the kitchen.

I turned my head back in search of a beer to grab out of my stock.

I was on the way to pull the freezer door open to get a drink, the door bell jingled.

It was Jacky. Mom usurped him inside the house. Our first guest tonight.
I raised my hand to greet him as our gaze met. Having a few words exchange with Mom he ambled to the spot I'm.
This used to be my Dad's place.

"Hollyfuck who is she" that idiot muttered, gawking somewhere. Jacky, my childhood friend we are together since kindergarten. Jagvir Bhasim his full name. It is known as Jacky among friends. God knows who has first started calling him that.
Almost spilling some beer off his mouth, few drops dripped on his lap he spoke. The can was served by me after he settled himself on the barstool beside me. That dog saved not messing it on my floor.

My slightly creased eyes whipped to the direction where his gaze glued at somewhere widened in admiration. And my gaze hardened at the sight then softened when I saw her at the stairs, voila she is . My eyes went up and down her body. She didn't change her jeans. She changed into a black tee and a dark green jacket and her hair loose. In one word my girl is looking stunning. She sluggishly pulled her gaze off when our eyes met on the way she was striding down the stairs. Her shoulder hunched. She looked away me as if I am a sticky bug, fell in her tea cup and she threw the cup away along with the tea. And I'm gobbling for my life swimming in that sea of tea. What the hell! she can't be so careless! I'm Neil Khanna god damn, the most desirable Men alive in TV out of hundred.
I'm in...crap...even I have never bothered to see the rank I hold.
I felt a pain in my chest and chugged some good amount of liquid in a breath down my throat. She is driving me crazy. I have never seen a girl could look this hot in rejecting someone. Yes she rejected my tender glance over her and passed away.
And I returned back to reality I have been spaced out staring at her.

"Don't you dare eyeing her, she is mine" my voice stringent, repulsive back to him. I'm already in taking hold of my temper and here this asshole making it more difficult for me.
I took a sip from the liquid, my chest released disgust.

Then my eyes went back to her when she wasn't facing me, Avni reached to the kitchen area, there she got my Mom, alongside our cook.

"Oohh really then who's that Pooja is....your fans ship you guys....even my cousin from USA she has huge fan base in her account for the said reason" he sniggered his eyes cryptic. Why the hell he has that rougish simper on his lips! I so wanted to rip off his face. Today everyone is into making fun of me. My throat chocked, the beer tasted extra bitter in my toungue this time. My distasteful face made Jacky chuckled. He got me.

"I don't care about shippers okay!! I didn't tell them to ship us...nor even gave any vibes....if they are in delusion then I have nothing to do with it..." I blurted out. I'm done with everyone today. I want a hug from my girl. This is a problem with me, I can't remain annoyed with her for long time. Shit, My exasperation already alleviated sixty percent.

Forty percent will totally disappeared when she will come and kiss me. Will she!
May be not today. I felt my spine straightened.

"But...you people...I mean.." Jacky took a sip, put down the bottle.

"I'll soon declare it....." I spatted. Yes I will, no more hide and seek with my fans' sentiment.

"No matter how many hearts it break!!" His voice held amuse. One more query this Jack is dead. I wouldn't bother to think twice before ripping his head off.
I took a swig clenching my jaws.

"That's not my concern..." I tried my best to appear placid suppressing my snarled demeanor inside. Yes I love my fans. They have been always my support system since those initial day I have started my career. But they need to understand that I have a personal life too.

Deliberately, only twenty percent of our real life we celebs share it in our social media. And the other greater part of it we prefer to keep private. And vast that part of mine is now Avni.

"You are so rude....." He beamed,shook his head.

"Yes I am, when it comes to my love I won't bother to care about anyone, only her" that's the truth, the whole world is other side and Avni is another. Now Please do not ask me then where's my Mom's place is in my life and all those bullshit. We are having discussion about the girl I'm in love, my Mom has nothing to do with it, nor there's anything as such to cook a issue over this.

"You are in love mahn..." He let out a making-fun-of-me snigger and I rolled my eyes.

"I never denied though....." I groaned a sigh, my gaze went to the spot where Mom and Avni grading some dry fruits. They were in dinning hall, seated on the opposite seat to eachother. The task Mom was doing was paused when Avni took the knife from her hand and started doing it.

While in between she tuck her hair behind her ear, her lips curved in a bashful smile in respond something Mom has told her. They giggled.

Jacky swirled the stool, turned away the bar, leaned to it. He threw his  gaze at Avni "She is pretty..." He smirked.

"Stop being an asshole..." I castigated.

"There is nothing to be possessive here....I'm just complementing her...." He tried to appear as if stating a normal statement but I saw his eyes danced hinting mischief in them.

"You don't need to...I'm there to do it...." I demurred in a dry tone.

"You are sick..." He quipped, let out a slight chuckle.

"Say something I don't know..." I rolled my eyes boringly. A smile appeared on my lips I hide it while sipping the liquid watching my girl. Avni threw a nonchalant glance over us, over me then pulled away immediately blinking her lashes twice. She got nervous, didn't expect me gaping at her. I couldn't controlled, my cheeks flushed. I ducked my head, looked at my knees so that I couldn't get caught.

"Asshole...." in reply he muttered playfully.

"Same to you...." I rolled my eyes, snorted apathetically .

"Okay now introduce us!" He said before chugging down the remaining liquid from the container, slammed it down with a thud on the bar counter. Then he jumped off the stool, brushed hurriedly some invisible dust from his jacket. I gave him a smouldering glance while he threw me a watch me now smugy mirth and moved away. What the hell.

Jacky didn't wait for me, he strode towards the dinning hall where Mom and Avni were into keeping all the cookies we brought from supermarket few hours ago, inside the jars of different shapes.

A tired groan blew out my lips as soon as he left. I ran my fingers over my head harshly, pushed backward some fringes away my forehead.

I slammed the half emptied can on the counter beside where Jacky has emptied and left. I abruptly left my seat, sobered up.

I pulled down my tee that has got slightly lifted on my back because of my sitting position. Next moment shoving both the hands inside my jeans pocket I sashayed to join them.

Dad Save me, if I assassinate someone at the hours end tonight.

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Uff too much of this Avniel's stupid spating on eachother.

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