Neil

"He played" how could I miss these words she said!
Malevolence rushed through my veins when I envisioned that fucker.

He must have hurt her. That prick Romit. Asshole. I didn't even remember his name, neither I want to now for sure.
Neil you did teensy bit overreacted. Okay that was exaggerating. My anger already slipped off, the second I realised I love her now more. Because deliberately she could have hid it from me the entirety of that incident, might have betided long back. She had a chance. But she chose to spill it too soon before I would have asked her for more details.

My eyes flitted at her. Her face now fully turned to Mom. She is not looking at me. Wooow. How could I amend things then! My mind mulled over being querulous. This is not something passable, we need a clear discussion over it. I want to know, what actually had happened between them.

My heart went raptured beaming inside when Mom said, me and Avni gonna share the room. A mirth appeared on my lips looking at my bachha's pale face at my Mom's statement.
All those naughty possible encounter were on the way started appearing in my vision got blurred and then totally vanished when Mom pinned the bubble burst in our love making flashes I could have had with her living in a same room. My forehead creased, a sulk took place on my face. I hefted her backpack, tossed over my shoulder and ambled up the stairs in search of her room Mom allotted for her.

After having a shower , changing into my casual clothes, it's cold here so I pulled the sweater over my head , mom has kept for me inside the wardrobe. And then to have a watch on her if she wants anything there I had walked out of my room.

Breaking the kiss I cupped her face. Attempted to speak but couldn't, because she did it before me.

"Trust me there is nothing associated to him left inside me." Her tender gaze into mine, she licked her lips reluctantly, they are swollen by my hungry kisses over them few seconds back.
My heavy breath deflated. I found myself staring at her. Great even I wanted to talk about this.

"You still love him. Aren't you!" I backtracked. Even I myself winched by the words came out of my mouth at the moment.

"Seriously! that's what You think." She creased her eyes in disbelief and my heart raced, I might have sounded stupid but I love her so much, I can't take things lightly when it comes stuff like this, related to her. And here she is talking about her infatuation. Fucking damn infatuation.

"Then why you are not pissed of him.When you should be" I'm defeated fighting back my urge not to grump while asking it. My chest tightened.

"He hadn't done something deplorable that can't be forgiven" she stated calmly and my eyes knitted listening to her. What does that crap mean, he didn't do anything deplorable...that asshole was in a game with hurting her. Hurting my Avni. Just pray he doesn't cross my path anyday in future, if he do I'll show him the entire game from both sides. That Filthy bug of shit.

"People in love forgive" I gritted through my hard jaws, my tone was low menacing. I looked away. If she says yes then I'm done.

"They says people aren't in love, feel nothing. Just nothing, no grudges, no love" she corrected, smiled softly. And My eyes darted at her direction, heart tightened. Half of my annoyance subsided at her sight, I felt my fist loosened. Jaws relaxed.

She is actually right, people aren't in love anymore feel nothing once they had fallen for, because that particular person no more holds the same importance in their life, aside only some faded memories.
And that exact moment I have realised. Even my anger for Simran had been lessen long back....no it's gone entirely I would say. Instead there is pity ,the only exclamation I have for her left inside me...

"And that you are!" It was more veciferous query than a serious one. I gave a slight smile back.

"I have no other way to make you believe, it's no for me Neil......For sure" her intense gaze met mine. My chest tightened I found there immense contentment.

"You know what, I trust you when you talk like this" I looked down, took her hands into mine.

"And I love you" lord. My hands slipped off her hold. My eyes got widened. My heart slammed to my ribcage hard, I almost choked to death. Did I hear it right! Did she just say it!

My breath caught my throat then it went haywire. What the fucking hell did she speak! I opened my mouth then closed, nothing came out of those lips of mine, except a battling gasp underneath a loud inhale. I gulped looking at her in disbelief. Did she say that....Did I hear her right. I thought for the second time. God my heart is going to explode if she wouldn't talk now. She kept starting at me with horrified eyes startled by her own words, then her gaze grew fervent, she looked away.

"I know you don't....or if you ever be...but I think..." She couldn't finish, bit her quivering lips. She is trying hard not to cry.

"You think...." Some how I got back my voice. It was shaky. She pulled her gaze  towards me.
God damn what the shit I'm asking her now. The girl I have actually fallen for, saying me words I always wanted to say her.

"I'm sorry if I have.....um you know what I mean.." She hesitated with the words inside her mouth, dodged not to meet my eyes.

"I love you, since the day I got to know you got married. It was the second worst day of my life...." as if I was talking being in some trance. Those letters just  left out my lips.
Then I realised. God Damn I had planned something else to say her and now when I finally got the chance I even can't put that in words how much I love her.

Her past is inconsequential to me I felt, when she spoke the event she has experienced with that fraudulent Amit. Nope Romit. Fuck off. I don't need to celebrate that shitty name.

I let her speak incessantly. I wanted it badly. And when she finally finished...
It would be a big lie if I would say I didn't thank him secretly in my mind doing so, Or I didn't feel happy knowing that fucker had dumbed my girl. If he hadn't, she wouldn't have been mine now. So selfishly I'm a bit tranquil he did. Actually I'm super happy. Only that part I want to erase, he hurt her. I felt my mouth turned malevolent at the same time my chest inhaled then exhaled a joyous sigh. She loves me. She loves me.

"Your turn will come up soon.....you haven't let her know yours yet....she deserve to know it man" my subconscious pried and my heart stiffled by the growing anxiety inside me. It replaced the joy I felt minutes back.
I smothered inhaling.

Avni

Lord Did he say that!
My heart slammed to my ribs by his sudden confession,my hands went clamp. I couldn't meet his eyes, gulped my throat twice. My toes curled up.
Is this the exact feeling when someone you love says he do feel the same for you! Instead feeling happy then why I'm so nervous! I fiddled with my fingers looking downwards.

"Annnd the first !" The words came out as whisper My voice shaken, my breath skipped. Did he love someone else before me! I felt a pang in my heart. Like seriously Avi! Is this the time you chose to enquire about all this! you could have asked him some other time later" for the first time my inner self is right but I can't help it. I felt broken heart.

"The day My dad left us" as if he heard my inner turmoil, he said in a pensive smile. My heart skipped at his melancholy voice. I felt mortified.

"I'm sorry" I ducked my face. Shit I get too paranoid when it comes to Neil. I bit my lips.

"Are you seriously going to spoil this moment talking about my dad right now!" His visage changed into cocky. I looked up.

"Umm....what..." My eyeballs moved back and forth in confusion matching his gaze.

"Come here" he stretched his hands, bekoned me to come closer him. I threw my arms around his neck and he pulled me a bit upward, my toes lifted slightly off the floor. He showered hastened kisses all over my face. I giggled.

He moved to recapture my lips but groaned when he got forced to move away by his giant iphone was vibrating inside his track pants side pocket. Though our hands didn't fall apart during the entire call he made. My eyes creased when he spoke grinning "it will be my pleasure working with you guys" he cut the call and shoved the device back to the same place. Averting my gaze hurriedly I was about to move to take my clothes off the bed he yanked me by my elbow and I landed on his chest.

"I need to get a shower...I haven't change my clothes either....let me go..." Somehow I spoke under my erratic breaths, my voice was lowered, I blushed when I saw his mouth moving to my lips again. And he stopped.

"Are you sure!!" He looked at me unsure. There in an amused smile playing on his lips. I knew it. I so knew it. Get ready to be annoyed Babe, by his irritating teasing encouter until. Don't know how long.
Because dumbo, you are responsible for your own fate, you made the first move, you said him I love you first. Now face the consequences saying a guy those words in the first place.

Blushing hard I pushed him abruptly, his feet plopped a step backward, his face turned surprised. I didn't wait a second more, grabbing my clothes harshly off the bed I immediately scurried to the washroom, got inside and slammed the door shut.

"Don't forget Bachha, There few hours called night!!" I heard his dangerously husky, deep voice closer to the door. 
My shoulder flinched. I was leaning against the back of the door panting hard, I swallowed through my fastest breathing, took a quick step backward facing the locked door. His words caused me this.

"I love you" these were the words he said before the sound of his foot steps got fainted away. And the next moment I heard the door closed. He has gone.

My whole body shivered, I felt cold. My smile grew bigger widening my lips. Shit I can not believe I told him those words. I hid my red cheeks between my both palms.

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So it was a confession chapter and ofcourse the real one...no one is dreaming 😂

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