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Kadmon Ko sambhale Nazron ka kya karein..

Nazron Ko sambhale to Dil ka kya karein
Dil Ko sambhale jubaan
Ishq hua ye hua...

Avni

As I got the early call time today, I arrived here in the set around 7am. Me and Raj sir were discussing some of the few details about the scene we are going to shoot next.

I snapped my head behind being curious getting some sounds of foot steps coming to our direction. Averting my gaze straight I saw Neil sir and Pooja Mam walking side by side, walking towards us. The moment my eyes landed on them my jaws tightened, breath dropped by the view.
"They must have come together.. isn't they??" My mind suggested to calm down my discomforts seeing them together, whilst these days my heart is constantly betraying me doing exactly the opposite.

I shouldn't feel uncomfortable looking together them because he is just a part of my regular crush, nothing else. It's better if I get rid of this weird feeling towards him as soon as possible..

I immediately pulled my gaze  away them, got back to my work but before that my gaze collided with Raj Sir's glance over me. I saw a mirth appeared on his face. He glanced at Neil once then shifted his gaze at me. Heaving a deep sigh he resumed pointing the details, concentrated back on the topic we were discussing about.

This Raj sir act weird sometimes..

I was sitting in a chair beside Raj sir being engrossed typing on the key board focusing at the monitor screen. I felt a grip on my chair both sides on its armrest.
And I know who the person is hovering over me from behind. Almost caging me in between his two strong arms supporting them on the armrest both sides.

I tentatively scooted forward slightly closer towards the monitor desk, tried hard to gather my concentration on my work while I was very much affected by his scent, his warm breath over my neck. I can feel his intense gaze behind my head.

Why the hell he is standing so close to me!!! I can feel my cheeks heated up inhaling his mind numbling cologne.

I was hell nervous, feeling dry inside my throat.

"Avni" his tender voice trailed off.

That warmth in his voice doing nothing good to me except releasing my gasps. I shut my eyes gripping the mouse tightly in my fist.

Why the hell is there no one around us.please god send someone. I should have go to DD instead Raj sir before he could have leave the place. I murmured coherently in my head.

What does this man want!!! There is nothing going into my favour.

"Hey r you okay" the same soft voice came from my side. He leaned his face close to my right cheek.

Who told him to talk so softly with his that manly, mesmerizing voice bringing his face so close to me invading my personal space causing shiver down my spine!

I so wanted to avoid this man. And now I'm shivering under his presence. I closed my eyes pressing my lips together not to show him the effect he is having on me by our this close proximity.

"Woooooaaaaaaw Avni you are so fucking into him babe.
God won't put any effort to rescue you digging this inside your creepy brain. You stupid soul." My inner self cursed me giggling.

I was mumbling in my brain shutting my eyes tightly. Feeling all of a sudden my chair loosened,
I felt he moved from my side, I sighed in relief.

Thank god he has gone, don't know how long I was holding my breath. I slowly opened my eyes let out the breath I had been holding on to but next moment almost jumped on my seat looking at the sight.

His face was just few inches away mine.

I hate when someone invade my personal space. I gripped on my chair hand rest tightly, being startled. I flipped my eyes lashes faster few times under my throbbing heart beat. My breath stuck in my chest once again.

Did this man plan to test my capacity that how long I can hold my breath and finally be the reason of my death someday!!

"What happened!!! am I not the cutest...hummh" Neil sir smirked biting his lower lip and waggled his brows twice at me.

Supporting his elbow on the hand rest, staring into my eyes straight he was sitting on that seat Raj Sir had left few minutes ago, next to me.

I straighten my back not breaking the eye contact, I gulped down my throat. He is looking extra handsome in this black shirt today.
Hastily my eyes landed on his bare chest that peeping out his shirt from two upper undone buttons. Immediately I pulled my gaze away such unwanted diversity. And my grey cell got back into its active mode instantly.

Wait what did he say!!!

"Ccccuutest" I stammered inwardly sweating my forehead. His amusing gaze was still fixed on mine.

Diya is dead today..

I can't wait much to kill my bestie tonight.

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Neil

I got the day end around 6pm and I immediately turned to Avni who was busy doing some work on laptop.
I called her to get her know that I'll be waiting for her. we will leave together but cut off by her Instantly.

Glued her eyes on the screen without looking at me she replied "Rehaan will pick up me around 8, we will go to have dinner today....so I'll be absolutely fine Neil sir" she stated with a gentle impassive tone.

I didn't replied her back and immediately walked towards my vanity tightening my fist. I was agiated and confused.

In Morning I saw a tint of jealousy flashed in her gaze looking at me and Pooja together. Before I could notice anything by this sudden appearance of emotions in her eyes it disappeared.
So I had thought to encourage her a bit more to get some glimpses of her cute irritated face from closer, so I invaded her personal space.
I know I shouldn't. A decent guy never do things like making his crush uncomfortable under his presence.
But I couldn't stopped myself to push her flushed button to see how much affected she could have through our proximity. I was so eager to see her blushing only cause by me and my words.

And now what did she just say!! That her friend Rehaan will drop her home and they will have dinner on the way!!!!

Nooo Avni you can't do this to me..I won't tolerate any other guy around you except me. No one could snatch Avni away from Neil.
None..my jaws hardened growing the indignation in my chest.

I would confess to her as soon as possible.
Avni will be mine soon. The nerves of my body determined.

I slammed my fist on the mirror desk leaving it all shivered frantically.

My eyes were red with rage, all flushed. My reflection is screaming, showing the evidence that how much anger has built inside me. I was so freaking worked up by the fact that Avni is going to dine with some other guy.

Is this a date!!!are they dating eachother secretly! My palm twitched.

"If yes then why the fuck she blushes around me!!
why she is so affected being close to me!!
Why the hell she wrote that note for me calling me the Cutest!!!" Several questions are roaming inside my head, freaking me out more.

I have noticed her several times staring at me being all lost and instantly averting her gaze whenever she gets caught by me.

Then what the hell are these things if she is already in a relationship!!!

Gawwwwd my brain would explode.

I need to know the exact relationship between them before I do anything stupid getting involved myself in some unnecessary fusses again.
I need to figure out the truth about her feelings towards me before assuming something heart breaking.

I pinched the bridge of my nose wanting to get out this suffocating ambience.

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Avni

I lied, I hadn't made any such plan going for dinner with Rehaan. It can't be possible at present because Rehaan is too busy regarding his shifting in Mumbai, joining the new job and not the least_ his marriage with his long term girlfriend that hasn't got approval by the girl's side yet.
So I had decided I would avoid Neil now on, he is not good for my health and not even for my inner peace. It's better to maintain distance from him as possible as it could be.

"Btw Why don't he drop home that Pooja instead bothering me. As they must have had good time in the morning while coming here together. He should ask her first." I'm boiling inside..god knows what issues I have, seeing them side by side.

Still one hour left to have the day end for me. I saw Raj Sir got up from his seat looking at someone to the direction behind.

"Hey Neil can you please drop me home today!!in that case Dd will drop Pooja if you haven't any issue" Raj Sir stated.

So Neil Sir dropping Pooja!! Whooaah typical men!!! Ye nahi to koi aur sahi..
My mouth became bitter all of a sudden. I didn't whip my face around to shift my eyes at them.so I tried to focus the task I have been given.

"No sir I have already booked the cab...Neil has already helped me enough. Actually today while reaching to the shoot my car got broken down in the middle of the road 1km away from this place. I search for the cab but it showed 20mintues farther from my location so without wasting time further I immediately called Neil because I knew he will be on the way to this route.  Crossing my fingers I dialled his number to pick me on the way or else I'll be more than an hour late today" she explained showing her thankfulness to Neil.

"Stupid, arrogant,envious,gadhi, ass,bull....
no not bull I'm a rabbit..ooh god he is such a cute soul he actually helped her Avni and look at yourself..you jealofied tiny object." My heart cursed me and I slapped my head mentally.

I have ruined the day!!! I shouldn't have been paranoid..

I'm crying now inwardly.

"Ohhh achha okay...then Neil you go, unlock the car I'll be there just within a minute" Raj Sir took his pH from the desk and before leaving he leaned a bit towards my sitting position and whispered "ab to khush ho jaa!!!" I heard him lightly chukled.

"Hum..." I replied nonchalantly but instantly my eyes widened at the realisation.

Wait. what does he mean!!! Before I could have looked up and enquire he had already left.

Palkon se hothon tak jo rah nikalti hai
Guzrein na wahase ye teri marzi hai
Rehte hai ab hum yaaha
Ishq hua yeh hua....

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Shor k saath Hulchul horah hai Avniel k Dil mein 😜

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