Chanyeol's POV

Close....this is so close...

What am I doing really? Putting my head on his shoulder??

"You scared?" He asks and... I look up at him...

**heartbeat**

He's looking down on me .....

This is..... so close.....

I can even feel his.. breathes....

Warm breathe... and his lips.... why this man so girly?

I quickly sit up straight... That was close.

And very..... awkward.

For the rest of the movies... he might felt uncomfortable.. because of me.

The movie is over and.. man.. that was loud.

Indeed cinema are louder than TV.

First time being in this place call cinema and I'm amazed by almost everything.

Plus, I did some research upon cinema such as they sell popcorns snacks and other juices ....

"How was it?" He asks as we walk out of the theatre.

"Better than story tellers..haha"

"What? You sound so outdated." He says and chuckle

That's cute.

"So.. shall we eat dinner?" I ask

"Ah... okay! But.. I will take you to a place where we used to go. Shall we?"

"Okay.." I say and follow him...

........

We arrived at a very cozy and dim lighted restaurant and bar kinda vibe place.

And a lot of chanyeol's vibes from this place of course. Not mine really.

It's quite dark and few people.

"How's it?" He asks as we sit down

"We used to come here a lot?"

"Imm... quite a lot" he says lowering his head down as if... those memories hurt.

"I love this... this is so much my style" I lie...

Dear god, if lying is a sin, please forgive me later. I just want to make this human happy.

"What do you want to eat?" He asks

"I don't know.."

"I will order some appetizers and shall we drink beer?"

"As you wish" I say

"Okay!"
...........
We talk for a while and food and drinks are ready now   

"Come.. cheers!!" He says... he's so energetic Somehow.

I sip onto this alcohol and wow.. bitter... Makgeoli were Nor this bitter I supposed.

"Why? Bitter?"

"Aww.."

"Want soju?"

"It's okay. Let's drink this together"

He's drinking really quick and I'm not even sure if he could handle ... alcohol.

"Are you feeling tipsy?" I ask

"Isn't this stage is the best? You are not drunk but you are not very fully conscious"

"You have Low tolerance aren't you?"

"Nooo... I can drink"

I see why chanyeol used to take him to this place.. less people so it's easier to manage him in drunk stage.

"Park chanyeol... how's it?"

"How's what? Beer?"

"No.... to see..... me dating your friend?"

So... he wants... to have a quiet and bold conversation

"What answers do you expect?"

"Haha.. isn't it obvious? The truth"

"Imm....... I'm... Hyung... I'm jealous"

"You don't seem like anyway"

"How can I not jealous? My love is dating another one... right in front of me...and how can I say... I remember things.. just to disturb .."

"You could!! You can just tell me... tell us that..."

"Hyung...... I won't blame you" I mean... chanyeol doesn't blame you.... as Long as you are happy... he's happy.

"Why? Why park chanyeol! Blame me.... tell me that I am bad.... and...."

"Hyung...."

"I love you.... I still do... but how can you just...."

He's .......... crying........

Omg... chanyeol would hate me for making his hyung cry....

"Hyung...."

Ah..... it's happening again.... my heart..aches..

"You should have say... come back......"

Chanyeol ya... you should be here to see this small and weak soul crying out for you.

"I.. I'm sorry... I will go to toilet for awhile" he says and rushes out quickly...

I follow after him ....

"Hyung.."

"Go back"

"Hyung wait..."

"Go b..."

I pull by his hand and push him against the wall..

"Look at me.." I say

"Love me... caress me... hug me.... just like before... but... you changed.... why d.."

Chanyeol? Or myself?

I realise myself kissing him.... on these soft pairs of lips....

I can feel his hand wrapping around my neck.....

And.... suddenly......

My heart starts to ache... just like it is being ripped off....

I step away and break the kiss... hold my chest...

"C...chanyeol ya...."

And... my head is... like... flashing all memories ....

"Ahh...."

"W..what's wrong??? Chanyeol yaaaaa"

"Haaa......" what's that?? What's it I'm seeing?

All those scenes flashing back.... and I felt myself .... falling down to the floor

And baekhyun keeps calling my names

I can't help and I can't stop these flashing back in my head....

My eyes is blurry....

Plus this fast heartbeats going to....

And.....

Who's she??

Why am I seeing all these same memories?

Who's she?

Who's this girl?

I don't.... recall....... 

And.......

Baekhee ....

I can .... finally see again... plus...

I now remember that one person I have been missing... from my memories.

It's Baekhee.... my.. Queen.

"Chanyeol ya... are you okay? Where it is hurt? Let's go to hospital now..."

Wait.... wait... this person here is...

Baekhyun is...

Baekhee?

My Queen?
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