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Tweek's POV

Afterschool -

I took out my phone and looked at the piece of paper in my hand, where Craig had written his number. I entered his number and added it to the contacts list, after that I started writing a message.

Tweek: Uh, Hi, so yeah now that I have your number, you can explain to me what happened? And the reason you lied to me.

I placed my phone back in my pocket and took out the keys to the house. I closed the door behind me and sat down on the couch.

" Hmm, there's nothing to do right now, " I sighted from frustration and some other bottled up emotions, I hate living alone, no one to talk to, no one to tease, no one to love. It was always so quiet here, I could always hear my heart beating, I would've preferred to be killed along side of my parents. instead of living and suffering alone, and looking for someone I have to kill...If I do get caught, I'll end up in jail..I've thought of that, I always known that but I've never really cared about the consequences, they aren't going to stop me from killing him, if I ever get the chance to that is.

Bzzzzz Bzzzzz Bzzzzz

I took out my phone, it was Craig and he was calling, I was expecting him to text me, not call. I pressed the green part of the screen and placed the phone by my ear.

" Hello? " I heard his voice, it made me want to throw the phone across the room, I didn't have the energy and the patience to talk with him.

" Uh, hi, why did you call me? I don't see any reason as to why you would do such a thing, I am exhausted and don't feel like speaking " Eeek, too out of character.

" Well, I don't feel like moving my fingers, I just called to say that there's nothing to explain. I can't believe that you still feel so worked up about it, I just felt like going on a walk, all alone. If I told you, there would have been a chance you would've asked to go, now don't get me wrong, what I mean is that I've been having so much in my mind lately, and another person would've been  distraction " He explained everything at once.

I was speechless, " O-oh, I would've never thought.. " [ His voice sounded so unreal, because he was lying now that I think of it, and a part of me knew that, yet I fell for the charm in his voice, could I ever be more fucking stupid?? ]

" Heh, I see and it's alright..no harm done, sorry for lying as well, and I hope you understand "

" Of course...I-I really " I sighted, " I'm the one who should be apologizing, so I'm sorry and i wish for you to a-accept my apology. " 

" Don't worry, I accept it, you should come on Sunday and make some company for me "

" Will T- "

" Just you and I, we need some time alone "

That gave me shivers, " Alright, I-I'll be there, I need to end the call now bye! "

" Okay, bye "

I hung up and threw my phone across the couch. " Ughh! God damnit!! I shouldn't be feeling like this, I'm not supposed to be caring for anyone! Much less feel, L-love towards them, " I closed my eyes, ' This is really pathetic for you, you have no time for love ' ....But i do feel lonely.  ' No, No, No, No, No! If you fall in love, and you find the killer, you'll kill them right? You'll disappoint the person who loved you back, now that wouldn't be fair ' ...I guess.

I just...really need someone in this miserable life of mine.. I just wish, they were here with me, I wouldn't be focusing on killing someone. I need them. I want to feel their warm hugs, I want to see them smile again. I...I miss them. Without realizing it, I had started to cry. It's not like it doesn't happen often, but... I just hated crying, it doesn't fix anything, but then, why do we cry?

I walked upstairs and cleaned myself up, it's just 7:34 P.M...It's too early to go to bed, I shook my head, fuck it, I'm tired, I'm going to sleep. I lifted the bed sheets, I liked sleeping, when I slept, it felt like if I was never part of this world, like I had never existed...I wish that had been true. The real life is a disappointment, a tragedy, very few people are the ones that have a perfect life..I used to think my life was as perfect as can be. [ Things don't always go the way you want them to, huh? ] I thought about Craig, instantly getting butterflies in my stomach, ' Ugh, why him? Anyone else but him. ' There's no time to think about such stuff anyway, I'm supposed to be sleeping, and that's what I'm going to do.

So this is a small chapter, but I hope this enough for today, but at the moment I have family over and it's kind of distracting, so this is all what I'll be Publishing. Please if you like this story, vote and/or comment, it lets;'s me know that you really like this story and want more of it, and it also gives me more inspirations, thanks for reading and goodnight/ good morning, because of timezones, ~♥