..Natalie...

If you knew Mehar then you should know that you can not lie to her, she will get the truth anyway so I had no other way.

"What happened Nat?" She asked.

"I killed my own child Mehar, I killed my own Child" I replied and broke down, the tears wouldn't stop. Mehar came to my side and hugged me tight. She shared her brother's essence, you would feel safe with her.

"I know you are hiding something, I know you love kids, you wouldn't do that." She said.

"I couldn't have the child now, if I did carry on with the pregnancy then it was a huge risk, not only for me, I wouldn't even care if it was me in danger, it was the baby, they said it wouldn't even survive the 1st trimester. And if I still carried on and lost the baby then I couldn't conceive ever, but if I aborted the child I could be a mother. I could have a child. I had no other way Mehar. I lost everything, my child, Ryder. Everything."

"So you found this way out, you tried to kill yourself where my dumb brother doesn't even know what is happening." She shouted.

"WHY DOES EVERYONE WANTS TO DIE?" she asked irritated.

Later she got me discharged and dropped me home.

"I promise I will make everything alright, Natalie. I will." She said before leaving.

I know Mehar, you will.

...Mehar...

I had no idea what am I going to do. I returned home to a very angry and furious Ryder. I would be lying if I said I wasn't scared.

"MEHAR ANDERSON, where the hell have you been. I have tried calling you so many times but your phone was switched off. Do you even know how scared I was?"

"I am so sorry Ryder, the battery just went off and I was in the hospital soo.."

"Wait, hospital. Why were you in the hospital?" he asked coming closer and checking me up.

"I am fine Ry. Natalie was in the hospital." I replied.

"Why, is she fine, what happened, is it serious."

"Relax, she tried killing herself and ended up in the hospital."

"What the Fuck"

"Don't worry. I discharged her and dropped her off to her place."

He calmed a bit and then picked his phone and called someone up.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Nothing much I got a bodyguard for Nat."

"She will kill you if she comes to know."

"And that matters because." He asked raising his eyebrow,

Later that night I told him everything and he cried himself to sleep with another accuse, that she didn't trust Ry and that's why she didn't tell him.

Talk about irritating.

He told me about one of his friends too that tried committing suicide but suddenly realized how wrong he was and begun his life again.

God bless the one who made him understand.

-------------------NEXT DAY-----------------

I had packed all my bags as I had to leave for London, I checked up on Natalie and she promised to take care.

Ryder was a bit sad letting me go but I convinced him, as I reached home my house was fully decorated. Now do you understand what kind of Princess I am. My dad and I had drifted a bit apart after the whole Ryder fiasco. Later that night when mom was oiling my hair, I told her about Ryder and Natalie and she was too worried. Mom loved Ryder more than me and the same went with Ryder.

"They need to talk." She commented.

"For that they need to face each other and both are too stubborn to do that. I just don't know what to do." I replied.

"Vinnie" yes my mom calls me from my middle name, only my mom.

"Hmm"

"Its your birthday in a month right."

"Yes mom."

"So why don't you take your friends and cousins for a cruise, like that Natalie and Ryder will have no option."

I turned to look at my mom

"Mom you are a genius." I squealed.

Next day I talked to dad about it and he let me on one condition that all the elders will be joining us on my birthday, I agreed.

I was so happy because I could sail the ship at least for sometime. My dad's cruise has always been my dream.

Within the next two days I sent the invitations to all my friends and cousins for the ten day cruise, everyone was ready except my idiotic brother but then when I emotionally tackled him, and told him that he could bring some of his friends too he was fine with it.

So the journey beginsssss...