Chapter 44.

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Asim.

"What he is doing here?" Shehroz Dad asked and get up from his seat angrily. I sigh and step beside him with Zoya next to me.

"We invited him." Zoya says, looking at everyone. They all looked at her shocked and finally get why he is here.

"Why?" Shehroz Mom stand up next to his Dad and look at us confused. I looked at Zoya and saw her already looking at me. I nodded and motion her to step forward. She take a step in front of me, but didn't leave my hand.

"Because he is also our family member and this is a big family picnic so I invite him with us. That is not all, I want you all to hear him out once and then think about everything he had done that day." Zoya says and we take Hadiya and Mustafa from Shehroz before motion him to sit on the empty couch. He sigh and nodded before sitting there. Zoya and I stand beside my parents and pass our kids to Mom Dad.

"Bhai don't walk out. At least hear what he wants to say. Please " Zoya pleaded Rauhan as he stood up to walk away. He looked at her and shake his head. Zoya give him an emotional look at

which he sigh and sit back.

Shehroz looked at us and we encourage him by nodding. He take a deep breath and start explaining everything. Why he does that, What he was thinking that time, How much he is sorry for everything he had done and how much he love Aminah. I was surprised because I didn't expect him to gain this much confidence that he would confess his love for her in front of everyone. I looked at Aminah and saw her looking at him hatefully.

I hope she understands his love soon or else she will make a big mistake of her life. She is like my sister and I know no one can take care of her like Shehroz because no one can love her like him.

Shehroz.

I looked at everyone, hopefully but sigh in defeat when they all held same look. Blank look. They didn't show any hate, anger, or maybe softness to me. I looked at Asim and Zoya nervously. They both look at each other before looking down. I look down as well, but still somewhere deep inside me a little light of hope is lightening that maybe they will forgive me and accept me as their son again.

I sigh and stood up from my chair to go out of this house. I step out and close my eyes as they burned with tears. I shake my head and let them fall from behind my closed eyes. I will never be able to get my parents back to me. I will never get my friends and other family members back. I just hope they forgive me if they may not say it. I open my eyes and wipe my face when I heard the front door opening behind me and heard two sets of footsteps.

"Shehroz." Asim call my name softly. I turned around and give them a small smile.

"I am going now. Thank you for everything." I say and walk toward them to press a light kiss on the sleeping kids in their arms. I chuckle lightly when they both groaned softly before snoring again.

"I don't think it will be safe for you to go this time. Let's just stay a night here and we will leave together tomorrow. Who knows, maybe your parents actually forgive you. I think they need some time to think what they had to do." Zoya suggest making Asim nodded with her. I sigh and shake my head.

"I don't think it is a good idea Zoya. I have to go now or else I wouldn't be able to control myself from saying or doing anything to get their forgiveness. I really don't want to do that because I know in the end I will get nothing but more hate from everyone." I told her honestly. She sigh and look down at Hadiya.

"But she is right Shehroz. It is not safe for you to drive this time on the highway. I also think they need some time to come on their decision. All the rooms in this house are full. You can stay in servant quarters or maybe in the basement." Asim says awkwardly. I think about it and nodded, grabbing my bags that we put in front of the house.

"I will be good at servant quarters." I say making him sigh in relief. He nodded and walk me to the back of the house where servants quarters held. We walk in and Asim greet the man in the mini living room. He introduce that man as the driver. I nodded and follow Asim as he walk further inside. At the end of the hallway there was a room and he open door before letting me in first.

I look around with a sigh and nodded at the room. It was of normal size with gray walls and black furniture. A bed, a desk and two nightstands at each side of the bed and a pair of couch were the only things in there. Two doors were also there. One lead to bathroom and second to closet. I smile slightly and nodded at Asim.

"Thank you." I looked at Mustafa, who shift in his sleep and had his head on Asim shoulder.

"No problem. If you need anything, call me or Zoya and we will be here. Don't worry, everything will be alright soon. We will talk to everyone again." He says with a soft smile when he notice my nervousness. I nodded and return the smile. "I will leave so you can adjust in here and get some sleep. Do you want anything to eat?"

"No, I am fine." I smiled at his caring side. It was surprising to see this side of him because usually he give me a glare or didn't talk much. No one like talking to me because I am bad and say without thinking, but they had to know that is how I am.

"Okay then. I will see you tomorrow morning. Allah Hafiz." He say and take a step back. I nodded and walk forward as he step out of the room.

"Bye." I close the door when he disappear and sigh heavily leaning back on the door.

I hope tomorrow morning bring something good in my life. 

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Update! I hope you all like it and Please let me know what you think. So, anyone guess what his parents decision will be? This is not it, alot more is coming in next few chapters. Next chapter will be out by tonight or maybe tomorrow. I am not sure but I will try to update it soon. 

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-Maddy.!