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Chapter 33.

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Shehroz.

I sigh heavily and started to feel nervous. I don't know why I really came here or I don't know what I will say to everyone when I meet them. I know they all will be very angry with me, but I really can't do anything that time. I have to go away. I can't marry Zoya. I love Aminah and couldn't even think about spending my without her. Taking a deep breath, I step out of the cab and paid it before turning toward the house where I used to live before I run away.

It has been almost 2 year since I saw my parents last time. I know they will be angry, but I hope they understand me and forgive. Once they accept me again, then I will go to Rauhan and talk to him about everything. I know he will forgive me. He couldn't be angry with me for a long time and Zoya. I really don't know about her, but I just wish that she will also forgive me and forget everything which I know will be very hard for her because I literally ruined her life.

I raised my hand and ring the bell. I freeze when I heard footsteps coming toward the door. I step back when it open and I saw the face of the person I miss the most. My twin. My brother. My best friend. My helper. Shaheer. He looked me shocked and I saw worries and sadness in his eyes.

"Shehroz." He whisper my name. I nodded and my eyes watered. I step forward and wrapped my arms around my brother. I sigh heavily when I feel homey in the hug, but it was for a short time. He grabbed my shoulder and pushed me back. I notice the sadness and worries replaced with angry.

"What the hell are you doing here!" He yelled making me flinch. I tried to take a step forward, but he raised his hand to stop me.

"Shaheer. Please listen what I want to say. Please give me a chance to explain myself." I begged him and before he could say anything I heard Dad voice asking him what happen. Behind him, I saw Dad and Mom faces. I smiled when I saw them after a long time. They were changed since the last time. Mom look a little older and Dad, his hairs are now all grey.

"Shehroz? What are you doing here?" Mom asked me and I heard the sadness in her voice. I step forward with a soft smile but it faded when she shake her head and take back.

"Mom, please forgive me. I know I make a lot of mistakes, but please try to understand I couldn't do what you all wanted." I pleaded her to forgive me but she look away and Dad step forward. I looked at him for a minute before my face snapped to right.

"You're right. You make many mistakes and we always forgive you thinking you won't do anything like that again but we were wrong. You did a big mistake and this time we couldn't forgive you for that. Whatever you did was wrong, but we are not the right people to whom you should ask to forgive. Go to that girl who was going to marry you and those kids could have a better life with their real father. Go to Zoya and ask her to forgive you. If she did then we will also because she is the person who was hurt the most when you choose to run away like a coward." He says and slightly pushed Shaheer to side who was freeze. Dad grabbed the door handle and slammed it on my face making me flinched.

I sigh heavily and turned around. I don't know where to go or what to do, but I know that I had to make it right. I had to make everything right and I know in this only one person can help me and that is Shaheer. I just hope he hear me out and agree to help me, but before that I have to talk Rauhan and apologize for ruining his sister life.

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"Is Rauhan here?" I asked the receptionist of our office. She looked at me surprised, but nodded. I thank her and walk toward the elevator to up in his office. I press the button of office floor and get ready to face him. I close my eyes and think what I say? I don't know if his anger cool down, but I had to tell him the reason I did all that.

I step out when elevator open on the floor which held our offices. I walk like I used to when I work and I did get shocked and surprised look from everyone which confuse me. I mean I know I did come after a long time, but that doesn't mean I am not allowed to come here. I have a doubt looking at everyone that maybe Rauhan banned me to come in here. When I stop in front of Rauhan office, I take a deep breath to calm my nervousness and knock on the door twice. I push the door open when I heard him calling to come in. I freeze when I enter, I didn't know he bring here.

"Rauhan." I call his name and saw as he looked up at me shocked. He put his baby girl on his chair and glared at me.

"What are you doing here?" He asked me in a low voice. I step into his office and close the door behind me. I smile slightly as I saw his daughter tried to get down off his chair.

"I am back and here to meet you." I told him taking a step toward him. He shake his head and look at me with hateful eyes.

"To meet me? Please don't lie. I know, you are here to see is everything okay or not. Am I right?" He asked me. I sigh and look down because he is right. I am here to see is everything okay or not.

"Please listen to me Rauhan. Whatever I did was for a reason. Please just hear me out for once." I pleading him, but before he could say anything, his office door open and the person I didn't expect to see step in. She looked at me shocked, then at Rauhan.

"What he is doing here?" She asked him while glaring at me. I looked at Rauhan and saw him holding his daughter in his arms and pass her to Khadija Bhabhi.

"I don't know. Take her and go right now. I will talk about it when I get back." He says to Khadija Bhabhi softly. She nodded and glared at me last time before walking out. "Tell me what is the real reason behind your appearance"

"How is Zoya?" I asked him and ignore his question. He rolled his eyes and walk over to his desk. He chuckle and sit on his chair to look like boss that he is.

"She is fine without you. She even give birth and now happy in her life. She didn't need you in her life for anything." He told me with a serious look.

"Good to know that. Can you please listen what I want to say." I give him a pleading look. He look at me blankly and mask all emotions.

"I have an important meeting in 10 minutes." He sat and grabbed the file to read it. I know what he meant, so I step in front of his desk and was about to sit but stop when he glared at me. I sigh and continue to stand. "9 minutes"

"Rauhan, I know you are angry with me, but please try to understand I couldn't marry Zoya. I love someone else and I wouldn't spend my life with her when I didn't even feel anything for her. You know me Rauhan. You know I couldn't do anything to hurt someone. Please believe me it wasn't my intention to hurt her or do anything to her. It was all done by Smith. He was the real reason of all that." I told him honestly. He looked at me confused. He knows about my first love and Smith.

"So, you mean he did all that to take revenge of her?" He asked me leaning back on his chair. I nodded and look down in shame. Because I was his main target and Zoya come in between us.

"I am sorry Rauhan. I should have taken care of her that day. Please forgive me."

"Because of you my sister's life was ruined. You think I will forgive you? No, I will never be able to forgive you, not even after everyone forgive you. You think by asking forgiveness, everything will be like before? You are wrong, nothing will change after what you did. For me, my sister's life is more important than anything in this world. I am giving you only 2 minutes to get out of here, and if you don't then I will call security to assist you out." He says calmly with a fake smile and I looked at him shocked. He had never talked to me like that before and I should have known if anyone in his life get hurt, he will ruin that person and right now I am that person.

"I am sorry." I say before I left his office and building. I don't know where to go or what should I do now. All I know is to make things right and for that I have to meet Zoya. I have to explain her why I do that and how sorry I am. I just hope she hear me and forgive me.

I stop a cab and get in. I tell him the address and he starts driving toward the place. I just wish she would be there so we could talk and sort out the things. I don't know how I am going to face her after a long time, but I have to do that if I want everyone back. Somewhere deep inside I regret doing all that.

My thoughts were broken when the cab stopped. I paid the driver and get out with my carry-on bag. I was now standing in front of the house of Rauhan. I swallow and started to walk toward the front door.

I take a deep breath and raised my hand to press the doorbell before stepping back. I just prayed that Khadija Bhabhi didn't open door or else I have to go without meeting Zoya. I let out a sigh of relief when I saw Rauhan Dad open the door. In everyone, he is the only one who listen and understand the situation.

"Shehroz? What are you doing here?" He asked me confused, but I didn't miss the anger in his voice. I swallow lightly and give him a weak smile.

"Um... I want to meet Zoya." I say awkwardly when he continue to look at me with a blank look. He crossed his arms and raised his eyebrows.

"Why should I let you meet her after what you did? You know after you run away, she was broken. She hate you now and didn't want to even see your face." Uncle told me with a glare and I nodded looking down in shame.

"Uncle, I know, but please try to understand why I do that. I couldn't marry her because I want to spend my life with someone else. I tried to tell my family and Rauhan but they didn't listen to me and that is why I am here to meet Zoya. I want to apologize for everything. Please let me see her and talk to her." I begged him like I begged to my family and his son. He sighs and shakes his head.

"I am sorry Shehroz but you couldn't meet her. She didn't live here anymore. She moved from here and I couldn't tell you where. Rauhan told us not to tell you anything about her. I am sorry I can't help you with this." He say and give me an apologetic look before closing the door. I sigh and close my eyes. I should have known that she wouldn't stay here after all that, but I have to meet her and for that I will do anything. I can't bear the burden on me anymore. I want everyone to forgive me.

With a promise to find her, I open my eyes and turned around to walk away, but stop when I saw a familiar car park on side. I smile slightly when I saw him. He horn two times and drive near me. I open the passenger door and sit in his car. I know he wouldn't be angry with me for a long time. After a few minutes of silence, he starts driving to somewhere. I look at him and frowned when I saw he clenched his jaw and his hands tighten on the steering wheel. I open my mouth to ask him what's wrong, but shut it when he glared at me. I swallow hard because I know he will get scary when he is angry.

After about half an hour, he park the car on the side and I look out of the window to see we are in middle of nowhere. I look at him confused but he just look at me for a minute before getting out. I followed him out and put my hands on his shoulder. I looked at him, shocked when he roughly shrugged my hand off him and glared at me hatefully. Suddenly, out of nowhere, a fist came in contact with my face. I held the side of my face and feel liquid in my mouth. I cough lightly and saw blood dripping out of my mouth.

"What the hell Shaheer! Are you mad?" I yelled at him angrily, but he just smirked and punched me in the stomach.

"This is what you got for ruining everything. Why you run away? Why couldn't you just marry her and let the things go like they were going? Why you had to ruin it? You know how shamefully it was for Mom, Dad when you run like a coward? You have no idea how Mom and Dad was feelings that time? You don't know by your stupid decision Rauhan and his family started to hate us. If it wasn't Khadija then Rauhan will never understand that there wasn't Mom and Dad fault for what you did." He yelled and continue to push to me back with the everything he said. I sigh and take everything because honestly, I didn't think of anything or anyone that time. I only think about myself and my future with Aminah.

"Are you done?" I asked him tiredly when he stops everything and breath heavily. He look at me shocked before he punched me again in the face. I fall on my back and held my nose. I know I have messed up everything. He look down at me and turned around with his back toward me. He held his hairs in his hand and screamed loudly. I didn't say anything because I know soon he will cool down.

After a few minutes, he turned around and hold his hand out. I smile weakly and take his hand. He helped me to stand before walking me back to his car. He make me sit on the hood on his car and went away. He come back after a minute with first aid box in his hand. I look at him confused but his face was blank. He sighs and open the first aid box before fixing my face. I look at him and saw his eyes were glossy.

"I am sorry." I look down when he looked at me with a sad look. He sigh and sit next to me.

"I know you are but no one understands you. Shehroz, I really don't know why I am here with you, but I guess the bond between us bring me to you. I really want to beat you, but I couldn't. I just want everything to be okay. I want you back in everyone's life. I don't know how you would do that, but you have to. I need you. I need my brother with me. I need my partner. Without you I am all alone. I couldn't share things with anyone that I would share with you. Many times, I tried to talk Rauhan about it, but he turned me down. To be honest, you really shouldn't do all that. Instead of that, you should talk to everyone about what you feel. You did wrong and now you have to make things right."

"Trust me Shaheer, I really want to make things like before, but Rauhan Dad tell me that Rauhan told everyone not to tell me where she is. I want to apologize for hurting her but I don't know how? Do you know where she is?" I asked him maybe he know where she is and if he would tell me then I will leave right now to see her.

"I know, but I can't tell you where. All I can tell you is that she is doing fine and now married to someone who actually care about her and her children." He says with a smile. I look at him confused.

"Children?" I asked him. He look at me and smile widely before nodding. He went back in the car and bring his phone.

"Yeah. She give birth to twins few months back. I also went to see them. Here are the pictures." He says excitedly and showed me the picture of two sleeping babies.

"They are so cute. Are they boys or girls?" I asked him taking his phone from him and my eyes watered to see my babies.

"This one is a girl, Hadiya. This one is a boy, Mustafa. Hadiya got her eyes from you." Shaheer say and pointing to the babies when he tell me who is who. I looked at him, shocked when he mention about Hadiya eye color. Hadiya and Mustafa. I like the names and I know Zoya name them.

"I like the names. I am sure Zoya name our baby." I say and lightly caressed the picture, but suddenly he take his phone back.

"Zoya name only boy. Her husband name Hadiya after his little sister who died when they were young." He paused and put his phone in his pocket. "Don't think that you had any right on them because her husband is now the real father of those babies and I don't think Zoya would be happy when you call them your babies."

"But I am their real Dad by blood." I argued him but he smile bitterly and shake his head.

"Shehroz it is not important that if they had your blood in their body, then they will be your children. Their real Dad is that person who marry their mother after knowing what she had gone through. Their real Dad is that person who was there whenever their mother need someone to take care. Their real Dad is that person who accept them with his heart and that person is not you." He says with a shrugged. I look at him shocked and shake my head. No, I don't want to know who that person is, but I do know who their real Dad is.

"I know I wasn't there with her, but still I am their father and you couldn't deny that fact." I say seriously but he just smile and take a step back.

"Really? Then why you leave her? If ever in the future those babies asked you why you leave their mother then what will you say? Would you say that you were confused and didn't know what to do? Or you say they are mistaken?" Suddenly he started to yell and take a step toward me. I take two back because I don't have the energy to fight with him again.

"I.." I trailed off and look away from his continuous stare.

"I know you have no answer. I am not going to ask you about anything now. Here" He hold out the car keys. I looked at him confused but he just rolled his eyes and force me to take it.

"What are you doing?" I asked him and suddenly I saw someone coming. When the car come near us I remember it was his wife car. He take a step back again and smile.

"I am not doing anything. I am your brother and no matter what I can't see you in any kind of pain. These are the keys of my car, but from now it is yours and there is a bag in the trunk. I had something in that for you. Can you do a favor for me please?" He asked me softly. I was surprised because he really get soft with me.

"Yeah." I replied. He take a deep breath and what he says next crash everything.

"Please go somewhere and start your new life. Try not to come back because no one will ever understand you here. One more thing, please don't try to see Zoya because after everything she finally get someone who actually deserve her and he hate you for what you did to her. If you really want me to keep contact with you then follow what I say. Goodbye brother." He says and tear escaped from his eyes. I take a deep breath and step forward to hug him. I cling to him like I used to when we were younger. We were best friends when we were kids, but as we pass school and went into college distance create between us before of the girl I loved. I never thought that one day I would do something that make my family hate me and I will go far away from them.

"I am sorry Shaheer. I know it is hard, but please forgive me." I sobbed when he tightly wrapped his arms around me and I feel his tears wetting my shoulder. After a few minutes of hugging, he pushed me back and turned around to walk away, but I know he is only hiding his tears. I saw as he sit in his wife car and they drove away.

I sigh shakingly and close my eyes as the tear fall from my eyes. Now, I had no one left in my life. I had nowhere to go nor I had my family with me. But I deserve it.

I walk to the back of the car and open the trunk to see what Shaheer was talking about. I frowned when I saw two bags there. I open one and saw all my clothes that I used to wear before I left. I was shocked when I open the second bag. That bag was full of money. I pick up the note that was resting on the top of the money. I close the bag again and then the trunk. I sit back in the car and open it.

'This money is for you. It is actually the earning of our company of 4 years. Rowan told me to give it to you so you can do starting a new life and a small company. We would like to see you in the future as the business person. I hope you use it and will be standing in front of us in a few years.

Love you brother.

Shaheer.'

I close my eyes and smile. I know no matter what if they both are angry, but they would never leave me alone. I know they will do anything for me, but I just wish that they would give me, Zoya address so I could apologize to her. Now I have to do something to find about her. I will find her soon and try to make things right, but before all that I have to see someone. Someone I miss a lot.

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Finally Udpate! I hope you all like it and please let me know what you think about this chapter. Thank you for waiting for update patiently. 

Now the real reason for not updating for almost a week. I am so sorry but there wasn't my mistake. I tried to but my wattpad account was not working properly and whenever I tried to login it shows that my account didn't exit. I can't see any notifications or any messages. I take me alot of time to figure it out what happened and in last I get to know that someone hack my account and tried to copy my One Wrong Decision but finally after broken the new password I get my account back and change my email and password. I even put security on my account. 

I am really sorry and I promise that nothing like this will happen again. 

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