A/n~ I'm adding Sarah's oc into this book as a thank you for agreeing to write lemons for me ♡

Shade p.o.v

I had first felt what it was like to be broken hearted, now I felt nothing but coldness, emptiness. I felt nothing.. Just like before. It should be like before, it'll be like I never met spring trap...

Ash p.o.v (Sarah's oc)

I saw shade, she looked over at me with a black expression, she recognized me all right. We used to be friends in the old place when there were only four... (derp, five)

~flashback~

"come on shade, lets tear this guy apart..." I muttered, peeking through his office window, soon he'd run out of power "anything for my best friend.." She said it almost coldly.

~End of flashback~ (Cba to make one up)

I walked away down the hall and teleported.

Spring trap p.o.v

I saw shade standing by the window in her human form. She stayed there, watching the nightguard. Her expression was blank. "Ask her emotion.." A whisper came from the dark and I walked over to her "What do you feel right now..?" I asked her, she slowly turned and said in a monotone voice "cold, emotionless" she turned and walked away, to the back room. She emerged again a few seconds later with a suit and wandered in the office. The guard was on the camera. She pulled the camera down "boo..." She hissed and stuffed him into the suit. She pushed him in the ground forcefully and the spring locks activated with a snap and the guard bled out. Her face registered no emotion what so ever and she walked past me. I realized she reeked of blood, more than all of us. How many people had she killed and when... "Shade...i need to talk to you" I said seriously and she simply nodded, with the same cold expression "How many people have you killed. When and how?" I asked "I don't know, too many to count. Day time. Drag them into the back room when they're alone and cut their throats. Now if you don't mind.. I have to go.." She turned and walked away down the hall. I was shocked. What was wrong with her??

Shade p.o.v

I sat on the floor and deactivated for a while.

Ash p.o.v

Shade was deactivated, I told spring trap and he looked almost saddened by it.. "Spring, why do you look like you're about to cry?" I asked curiously. He just shook his head and walked off. I saw golden Freddy and asked him. "He's worried about her" he answered simply "But he doesn't have any reason to be, she's simply reverted to the state she was before she met him" he murmured and teleported.

I went back to the backroom (:3) and saw shade was still deactivated. I didn't know why she kept deactivating herself and what the hell was her "Old state"? I was so confused about what he meant. I didn't understand any of this. I stared at shades limp, lifeless suit and sighed. "Why must we be lost souls.. Trapped here..." I looked at the floor and a single tear fell from my eye and rolled down my cheek as I remembered my human days.

Shade p.o.v

I re activated and saw Ash sat on the table. I decided to read her mind to see what she was thinking about. I saw she was remembering her human days.. Ah.. The days where we were all alive and not stuck here to rot away with the rest of the junk that's here...

I'll never forgive Vincent... He can burn in hell for all I care.. I hope he's dead... I hope he suffered..

I felt black tears drip from my eyes and roll down my cheeks. Why the hell was I crying? I sighed and felt the tears drip down my cheeks, over the stitches and down to my dress. Ash looked at me and I debated whether to turn into my animatronic form or not.. Either way she would know I'm not completely incapable of feeling pain..

I teleported out into a random room. I leant against the dorr, closed my eyes and sighed. I felt someone standing in front of me, and when I opened my eyes I saw Springtrap staring at me. I decided to speak to him for the first time after the.... Incident.. "You can burn in hell bitch.." I hissed. I was just like before. He traced the stitching on my cheeks and I grabbed his wrist and shoved him away from me. I was a lot stronger, like before.

"You know... I should probably feel hurt and pain right now... But I really cant... But do you know what I can feel..?" I asked creepily. "What.." Asked spring nervously. I chuckled darkly "Emptiness..void of all emotions now..." My tone was cold and venomous.

Spring went pale and backed away "Run dear spring, run while you still have legs.." I giggled and he sprinted out of the room at top speed. I chuckled evilly.. Oh how I missed the old me..

Golden Freddy p.o.v

I saw spring trap running for his life down the hall then I saw shade appear in the hall and watch him, her lips curved up into an amused smirk. "Hehe~ oh how I love scaring them all..." She chuckled with some kind of amusement and at that moment he ran back in "Hello there~ ready to die?" She asked darkly and he turned and ran out again. I liked the new shade..

Shadow Freddy came up to her "Hey, have you any idea why spring is running around pleading for his life?" He asked and she giggled "Yes..." She said simply. "Well?" He asked impatiently, she just tapped her nose frustratingly and teleported "Damn it, shade!!" He yelled and walked away, clearly pissed off.