I am alex bloody turner and i don't know what to think, what the hell?

Alex's POV
I wake up with Aria calling me
"C'mon, the flight we gotta go now" she says with the door opened and both of our baggages outside, i get up and go outside, close the door everyone is here and on a rush I don't even have time to talk to Aria, we really got to after all we said last night, i gotta admit i am pretty nervous about this i know i had to say what i did to her but i am afraid that this could change our relationship. However, what is worse if she doesn't want me sober and she just wants to be friends or not have her even as friend because it got to a point that it would be too painful to be just friends and it would be to painful not to live with her company, does she even remembers?, we get to the airplane and Matt is by my side but Aria comes and asks him if he would mind changing, he says no and Aria gets by my side she looks confused, she looks thoughtful and afraid she is trying to find the words but i figure i better start i have always been better at this
"I am afraid" she looks like looking for words still "of what happened last night changing our relationship, of you not feeling the same, of had said too much, you know i have this think of being too intense and it might scares people..." she cuts me off
"You know you got this think of talking too much when you don't know what to do" she says naturally, calmly, warmly it makes me calmer "about the other night" she starts looking to her hands "i was drunk and confused but i, hum how can i say this" i am too damn afraid now i think I don't even know what to think, damn it, i am alex bloody turner and I don't know what to think, what the hell? "I can be anything in the world but i want to be yours" the pressure gets off of my shoulders i smile but i kiss her too quickly i think she haven't seen it, she is kissing me passionately, it is warm, comforting, her lips, oh her lips are like the galaxy's edge and the kiss the colour of a constellation falling into place, i bit her lip she breaks the kiss and looks deep down in my eyes, she is smiling i am smiling, we kiss again

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