Blaine POV

I woke up in a cold sweat shooting straight up.

Was it all a dream?

Are me and Kurt actually back together. I don't remember anything.

I went to my nightstand and checked my phone. 1 missed call from Rachel and Finn. and its 3 in the morning. I went to the bathroom and put water on my face and went back to bed. I need to talk to Rachel in the morning.

A couple hours later I woke up and got ready for school.

At school I looked around for Rachel I saw her by her locker and I went to her.

"Hey Rachel what happened in glee yesterday?" I asked.

"Umm nothing really. I was talking to Mr.Shue about song ideas and that was that. you were really quite is everything ok?" She said.

"I didn't sing Kurt didn't come in you didn't sing?" I said.

"No sorry." she said confused.

"Ok um bye..." I said and walked away.

I heard Rachel in the distances saying Blaine wait but it was all a dream. Kurt's still mad at me. but my secrets still safe thank god. but I'm still alone. the rest of the day was a depressing grey blur.

Glee came around and I didn't even have the strength to sing. I stayed in the back emotionless. When it was done I was walking out in the empty hallway. I'm still stunned of how it was all a dream.

"Blaine wait!"

Finn came running after me. "we need to talk." he said.

"Ok what?" I said.

"Your not yourself I can tell your depressed. and I know you would never cheat on Kurt you love him too much. what happened." he said.

Tears were forming in my eyes flashbacks came to me..

"Sebastien did.." I said choking on my tears. I ran to the bathroom and locked the door. my back was to the wall. I slid down sobbing. I kept saying to myself "I'm sorry Kurt I'm so sorry..."

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Kurt POV

I left the boring ass school with a cigarette in my mouth. I saw Finn pick up his back pack that was by the boys bathroom and leave. after he left I went to the boys bathroom to see what was there. I heard a voice. it was some dude sobbing.

"I'm sorry Kurt I'm so sorry... I'm a fucking idiot.... I should die......"

Blaine...

I hate him I can't fell guilty for him. but I do... I decided to ignore it.

But what if something is else is wrong...

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Finn POV

Sebastien.....

After Blaine said that he went crying in the boys bathroom. I tried to get him to come out to talk about it more but he wouldn't. he just kept repeating "I'm so sorry Kurt I'm a idiot I should just kill myself..."

Something Is wrong and I will get it out of him. I saw Kurt far down the hall with a cigarette in his mouth. I decided to ignore him. he's not my brother any more.. it's like an alien In something that use to be him. and I miss him...

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Blaine POV

After a while of sobbing wanting to kill myself I finally got up. I drove home and went to my parents liquor cabinet. I can't kill myself at least not yet anyway...

I found a bottle of vodka that I know wouldn't be missed.

I drank it...

All of it...

And like a couple more bottles.

I was in my room drunk as fuck when my phone rang I saw that it was Finn.

"Heyyyyyy Finnnn what's up!!!! It's been like what hours... danggg. *hiccup*" i slurred.

"Um Blaine you ok?"Finn asked concerned.

"Oh *hiccup* I'm just peachy. I had a visit from Dr.Alcohol and he made all my boo boos better." i slurred again.

"Blaine do you need me to come over?" He asked.

"Sure why not we can have a par-Tay!!!!!" I almost screamed.

"Oh god I'll be there soon.." Finn said. he hung up and I threw my phone somewhere on my bed. I got another beer because... party?

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Finn POV

I had to cancel mine and Rachel's dinner date so that I could help out Blaine. I think he's drunk but I'm not sure...

Rachel came with me. she wanted too weirdly enough. she told me her conversation with Blaine this morning so I guess she had a right. we pulled up to his house it was really big. I guess his parents are rich or something.

We knocked on the door and Blaine answered he looked terrible..

His gelled hair was a mess his bow tie was no longer on his shirt and his shirt was unbutton and you could see his muscle shirt underneath. Also I think he cut his wrist on something but I'm not sure.he also had a bottle of beer in his hand.

"Oh hey guyyyssss oh um Ew Tu casa... I don't know Spanish." he slurred.

"Hi Blaine can we come in..." Rachel asked.

"But of course." he said letting us in. his house was really nice and made me nervous to touch anything inside.

"So Blaine what's going on?" I asked.

"Mhmmm nothing.... I came home drank a whole bottle of vodka and other alcohol now I wanna sing and I have the perfect song too...

Blaine stumbled over to grab his guitar off the stairs. He put his bottle on the stairs.

"Since I'm a home wrecker here's a song that shows it because I ruined the best thing that's ever happened to me.." Blaine said.

I looked a little confused while Rachel was on her phone I thought she was texting someone when I saw the camera.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"I'll explain later." she said.

Then Blaine began to play.

~*•.Ω.•*~

Every boyfriend is the one until otherwise proven

The good are never easy The easy never good

And love never happens like you think it really should

Deception and perfection are wonderful traits

One breed love the other hate

You'll find me in the lonely hearts

Under 'I'm after a brand new start'

And I don't belong to anyone

They call me home wrecker

Home wrecker

They call me home wrecker

Home wrecker

Girls and their curls and their gourmet vomit

Boys and their toys and their six inch rockets

We're very lonely 'till we get to know each other

As we stop becoming friends and we start becoming lovers

And I don't belong to anyone

They call me home wrecker

Home wrecker

I'm only happy when I'm on the run

They call me home wrecker

Home wrecker

I broke a million hearts just for fun

They call me home wrecker

Home wrecker

I'm only happy when I'm on the run

They call me home wrecker

Home wrecker

I broke a million hearts just for fun

I'm only happy when I'm on the run I broke a million hearts just for fun

I don't belong to anyone

I guess you could say my life's a mess but I'm still looking pretty in this dress I'm the image of deception

When everything is life and death

You may feel like there's nothing left

Instead of love and trust and laughter

What you get is happy never after

But deep down all you want is love

The pure kind we all dream of

But we cannot escape the past

So you and I will never last

'Cause I'm a home wrecker

Home wrecker

I'm only happy when I'm on the run

'Cause I'm a home wrecker

Home wrecker

I broke a million hearts just for fun

'Cause I'm a home wrecker

Home wrecker

I'm only happy when I'm on the run

'Cause I'm a home wrecker

Home wrecker

I broke a million hearts just for fun

'Cause I'm a home wrecker

Home wrecker

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He finished playing and dang he can play and sing when he's drunk...

The put his guitar on a nearby side table and stumbled to the living room with his beer bottle.

"Soooo.... that's my sing songggg.... it's because I love Kurttttttt and I messed it allllll up." Blaine said laying on the couch.

Rachel was still recording this whole thing and I really wanted to know why.

"Blaine what happened. what's Sebastien have to do with this?" I asked.

"Oh welllllll that... Meerkat faced jerk who smells like Craigslist had this secret about Kurt... andddddd... wait before that he raped me. and then he saidddd I hadddd to keep quiteeee or else he'd tellllll everyone that's kurt is preggos and something else I forgetttttt or he didn't tell me..." he slurred taking a sip of his beer.

"Oh god... first off no more beer or anything for you." I said taking the beer Bottle.

"Oh sorryyyyy did you guysss want some.." he slurred again.

"No were good." Rachel answered.

"Blaine Kurt can't get preggos he's a boy." I said.

"I don't know how science workss." Blaine said.

"Blaine why don't we get you to bed?" Rachel said.

"OKKKKK but no kissing me... these lips are for kurt and kurt onlyyy." Blaine said Fallon off the couch.

Rachel ended her video there. I picked up Blaine and we went to his room. you could tell with all the Katy Perry posters and music sheets. we flopped him on the bed. before we could leaves he grabbed Rachel by the wrist.

"When I can't sleep I would call Kurt and... and he'd sing Black bird... I want him to sing black bird..." he said.

"Oh! hold on." Rachel said looking in her phone. she had a video of Kurt singing Blackbird.. I also need to ask her about that... she played it till he was asleep. we locked the door behind us and left.

We finally got in my car and I was driving Rachel back to her house.

"Ok so what was all the recording for?" I asked.

"Evidence." she said.

"Evidence? What for?" I asked.

"Well ok you know how I've been like into that show Sherlock lately." She said.

"Oh no is this another fangirl thing?" I asked.

"Well kinda but anyway. we have Blaine's explanation and he's drunk so it's gotta be true. and I don't know we could help Kurt... he's obviously going through w hard time right now and we have Blaine's explanation all we need is Kurt's and we can make them happy again." she said.

"But that thing about Kurt being pregnant... that can't be true right?" I said.

"I don't know we'll ask him later I'll do research too.." she said.

"What kinda secrets do these guys got?" I said....

A/N
Heyyyyyy I'm so sorry for not updating Pls don't hurt me.... I have some inspiration so you can expect a lot of updates soo YAY!!! Also I made a new cover for this.. you like... I'm actually very proud of it BC I can actually do things yay!!! So there...
Stay Strange
~Mia 🌊