Broken Hearts are Real

Sebastian POV

The morning light shined brightly in the room, it poked me right in the eye waking me up. I stirred in the bed getting up to avoid the light. As I got up Hunter grabbed my wrists.

"Bas don't get uppp. It's so earlyyyyy." He moaned with his eyes still closed.

"Hon the lights is in my eyes." I said squinting them. He dragged me back down on the bed, he wrapped his strong arms around me and let me nuzzle into his bare chest. He turned over so the light wasn't in my eyes anymore.

"Better." He asked kissing my forehead.

I made a humming sound and nodded in his chest.

This is going to be a good day.

Blaine POV

Why is this room so small?

Did it shrink?

Do you think Kurt's ok?

What if he doesn't want to see me?

What if he does I mean before all this he seemed pretty good with us.

He did right?

But what if it was an act?

What if he's with Sebastian or something?

He's blackmailing Kurt too.

We don't know how though.

Good point.

"Blaine?"

My head snapped up as I looked up at Carole.

"Is he?-"

"He's up."

Sebastian POV

"Hunter stops that tickles!" I laughed as Hunter kissed my neck.

"That's a perfectly good reason for me to keep going." Hunter said laughing with me.

"Your lucky your hot." I said laying my head in his lap.

"I believe it was 'crazy hot sex God' as you put it." Hunter said pretending to think.

"Shut up you big baby." I said slapping his hand.

He just chuckled kissing my forehead. He reached over to the night stand and got my phone.

"Whatcha doing? Oh pizza!" I asked.

"We can do that. But I since we can't pay a visit to our friends I thought we'd send dear old Blaine something quite fun." Hunter smirked.

"That's hot..." I whispered.

He laughed and kissed my lips. "Your hot. And we do need pizza sex is hard work."

"Your telling me. Doesn't being nice suck." I said smirking.

Hunter smiled down at me. "You get me so well."

Blaine POV

There he was.

God he was still gorgeous. Not like he ever stopped, But he was looked  sickly.

His chestnut hair with pink in it was ruffled from sleep and discomfort. He looked thinner and smaller, weight and height. The bags under his eyes were obvious, and looked like he hasn't slept in weeks. He was talking with Finn, giving him a smile I knew to well, I did that too he can't fool me. Even through the small window he still looked perfect.

Carole walked in a talked to him. She came back out in the hallway to get me. I was hesitant to walk in. She noticed and grabbed my arm pulling me in the door way. She let go and went to Kurt checking his vitals. Kurt stopped talking to Finn and made eye contact with me. I missed those gorgeous eyes so much. I missed how they looked at me with all the love in the world, how I was so important, how I was everything.

They gave me that same look I missed so.

"Finn, Carole, can you give us some time." Kurt asked. His voice sounded Horsed, but beautiful none the less.

Finn locked eyes with Carole and they walked, out of the room closing the door as they left.

I stepped further in the room but hesitant from going further.

"Hi." He said.

"Hi." I answered back.

Sebastian POV

"I think eating pizza naked watching movies is my favorite thing." I said sitting in Hunters lap.

"Obviously." Hunter chuckled.

"We need dogs though." I said taking a bite of the pizza.

"We do, do we." Hunter said.

"Yes dogs are everything. Can we get one?" I asked.

"Bas ,baby your like a pet dog. Why would we get another?" Hunter said.

"Your mean." I said giving him a pouty face.

He smiled and kissed my nose. "Maybe when we go to college and have our own place."

"That's too long Hunty." I whiner.

Hunter laughed. "I'm dating a five year old."

"Yeah and I'm dating the evil queen." I said kissing his cheek.

"A sexy evil queen?"

"A sexy evil queen."

Blaine POV

"How are you." I asked him.

He patted the space on his bed. I walked closer and say where he wanted me to.

"You doing ok?" He asked me.

"No I've been waiting to hear if your ok. What happened." I said.

"Broken Heart Syndrome." He said looking in his lap.

"Will you be alright?" I asked.

He nodded. "It's caused by when a person is under a lot of stress. A person is had a large amount of stress hormones released from their emotion. Like breakups, deaths, rejection." Kurt explained.

I looked straight in his face no letting go of my gaze. "Kurt? Did I... Did this happen because of me?" I asked trying not to tear up.

Kurt shook his head. "Pressure and rejection I think."

I tilted my head with a confused look on my face. "What do you mean?"

"I didn't get into NYDA, Sebastian was blackmailing me... He knew about this." Kurt said.

"He... He knew you had it?" I asked.

"Yeah... He also knew things... About my mom." Kurt said.

"Kurt please look at me." I said tired of looking at his head.

He looked up with adoring eyes filling with tears. "I didn't want people to know... I'm already a freak. And I don't even know what he knows about my mom." Kurt said breaking down. I pulled him into my arms stroking his back up and down.

"Shh, it's ok ,calm down. It's not good for your heart, Breathe for me." I said whispering in his ear. The tears keep falling and he clutched on to my shirt that I felt was now damp with tears. Right now i didn't care.

He finally calmed down after a minute. We sat in silence until he spoke up. "What did Sebastian have on you?" Kurt asked.

"I um.. It's... I'm fucked up. I can't control my anger, I get drunk to try to make the pain go away, I cut myself to stop all the voices. I.. I-I have schizophrenia. A rather severe case, but not that bad." I said trying to keep it together.

"Blaine..." Kurt said holding my hand.

"My Anut killed herself because she had it. The voices were too much." I said tears silently falling. "I've been to this hospital too many times I've lost count. Just Kaitlyn here, she's known me since I was four."

Kurt rubbed my palm and thought my fingers.
"Keep going your doing good." He said looking me in the eyes.

"When I was four I killed my fish. There was a another bad fish in the tank killing me. I thought I was saving him. It's gotten better but the voices never leave. I didn't want you to know. You properly think I'm crazy." I said.

Kurt shook his head. "Your reality is just better than others." He smiled.

"Exactly what I don't want." I said looking at our hands together.

"I've dealt with stress and anxiety since my mom died. She died of Broken Heart Syndrome. I didn't want to ever step foot in a hospital again, yet here we are." Kurt said.

"You know I only broke up with you because I didn't want to hurt you." I said looking at him.

Kurt gave me a smile squeezing my hand.

"I always know when it comes to you."

A/N
HUNTBASTAIN Cuddles! KLAINE almost back! Secrets revealed. Snazzy.
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