A month later

JUNGKOOK POV

All this time I've been looking for Jin's whereabouts, but I can't find him anywhere, Yoongi and Hobi don't know where he is either. I never met Taehyung, after that day he resigned from my company. I also can't contact him anymore, he must be very disappointed with me, not only him, I'm sure everyone is disappointed with what I did.

I don't focus on work, my mind is only filled with Jin. Why did I have the heart to do that to him, all my words at that time were always spinning in my head and when my father's assistant told me what happened when my father died, my heart was broken. He didn't tell me because he didn't want me to worry more, but instead I let him down, I even wanted to divorce him because of my selfishness.

He must be devastated right now when he finds out he miscarried, be must need me by him side, he doesn't have anyone here. But where should I look for it?

SEOKJIN POV

After finding out I miscarried, I felt so alone, I can't describe how devastated I am right now, my husband doesn't want me in his life and my baby also leaves me. I have no one here. I stay away from Yoongi, Hobi, Taehyung. I never turned on my phone again until now.

Today I decided to go out, go to the supermarket near where I live to buy kitchen necessities, while I was busy choosing vegetables in front of me, suddenly someone tapped me on the shoulder.

"Jin?" I turned around and was surprised to see the person.

"Ken? What are you doing here?"

"Shopping, do you live near here? I didn't think we would meet here."

"Yes, I live nearby"

"Are you alone? where is your husband? did he not accompany you here?" I just shook my head.

"Ohh, then may I accompany you shopping, we can go shopping together" I nodded while smiling at him.
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After finishing shopping he asked me for coffee at the cafe near the supermarket.

"Jin I heard from Namjoon, you don't work at his place anymore, what's wrong?"

"Ah about that, my husband forbade me to work, he asked me to stay home"

"He must really take care of you, if I were your husband I wouldn't tell you to go out either, hmm but strangely you're here alone"

"He's busy, but the kitchen needs are running out so I have to go out to buy it myself"

"But he knows you're here, right?" I just nodded with a sad smile on my face. He doesn't even know I'm here and maybe he doesn't want to know where I am.

"Jin, do you want to come with me to the opening of my friend's club tomorrow? he invited me but i would be awkward if i came alone, i invited namjoon but you know he is very busy, so he refused my invitation"

Maybe this is a good choice, I can't keep locking myself up at home and blaming myself, blaming Jungkook for my miscarriage.

"Okay, I'll accompany you"

"Will your husband let you go with me? he will definitely be angry when he finds out you went with someone who seduced you at the club"

"He won't be angry, I will tell him"

"Thanks Jin, I'll come pick you up, so may I have your number?"

I nodded and gave him my phone number. He is very different from Namjoon, he looks much better and I feel comfortable talking to him.

"Do you have a lover?"

"We just broke up a week ago, because my parents don't like me dating him"

"Why?"

"Normally, my parents are very old-fashioned, he wants me to date someone who has a clear background in life, I met my boyfriend at the mall, at that time we accidentally bumped and I spilled coffee on his shirt, so I asked him to buy a change of clothes for him and From there we became close, but when I brought him home to introduce him to my parents, they were furious at me, they said that there is no such thing as love at first sight it's just bullshit, they asked me to break it off if we didn't want them to ruin my boyfriend's life, I left with no choice but to save his life by breaking up with him"

"I'm sorry, but what is your boyfriend doing?"

"He's just a bartender, just like you used to be, I really enjoyed coming to the club and when I found out he was a bartender I often visited him at work and because of your husband I did the same thing, I always picked him up, guarded him there from other people. like me before"

"How is he now?"

"I don't know, we haven't communicated, he understands my decision, he said maybe this is the best for both of us"

"Is this the best for you?" He shook his head as he took a sip of coffee from his cup.

"But if I don't let him go, I will be very selfish, just because of love I ruined his life, as if love can guarantee my life and he will be much happier together"

"What do you mean?"

"I believe that love doesn't have to be mutual, love is a matter of feel, when we realize that our presence in his life doesn't make him happy, then what are we doing together? I let him go with love, I want him to be happy with his life, live every day with a sense of security without worrying about what my parents will do later, it's not that I don't want to fight for my love, but for me this is my form of struggle "

I was silent when he said all that, have I been selfish all this time? I ask Jungkook a lot, even though I know he won't love me that easily.

"Jin, what's wrong? Why are you quiet?"

"Ahh it's okay, your words make a lot of sense to me"

"But lucky for you, you have a husband who loves you sincerely, maybe the form of his struggle is different from mine, he chooses to stay with you, keep you by his side"

If only he knew what was going on...